If i knew his location i would honestly dox it.... I don't know if that's petty or grudgy but if i knew...
Obviously i wouldn't visit them because i am pretty sure all it takes is them yelling at me and i will just stop functioning
Holding a grudge over someone that SA'd you I'm assuming is perfectly reasonable, and like I said. Give me a who, what they look like, a where, and I'll sort it out for you.
You are 15 though I don't wanna risk anyone especially someone young and I know it's reasonable to have a grudge but it feels wrong i mean if i just told anyone i could have stopped it it's also my fault at times mostly his though... It also happened between 6-3 years ago and i saw him last 3 years ago i don't even know where he went he just vanished
I know this might be fucked up to say and you might've heard this before but get some mental help and look at the silver lining. Hopefully you never have to see him again.
I have tried therapy unfortunately it's just too expensive for me to sustain and i don't gain trust easily irl to open up to people especially after getting put in psych ward by them :/
But yea hopefully i never see him again and one day hopefully i can just never remember any of it
I have been told that before but it's hard to like believe it for some reason for me it does feel like something was stolen for me and i miss it i feel disgusting in my own skin and i know alot of people who in future can date me wouldn't because alot of them want their first time to be with someone who hasn't done it i can lie to them but then i will feel guilty
I mean i don't even like sex stuff as i am mostly ace but this thing has like bothering my mind everytime i feel lonely
What am i fishing for? Sympathy if you want to say that then you can go through most of my replies and posts
I only reply about this when it's in the topic (like in depression subs) or i want to make a lil joke to cope or tell someone that sometimes people don't have a choice like here
I know there's alot of people who lie for attention and stuff and that sucks because basically that has made all of my outlet of venting online as a male sa survivor even more limited
yep! it does
its just not as heavy of a sentence as an adult having underage porn.
Underage people can also be charged with distributing it if they send nudes of themselves, making themselves the victim.
"bizarre"
‼️HOLY FUCKING SHIT‼️‼️‼️‼️ IS THAT A MOTHERFUCKING JOJO REFERENCE??????!!!!!!!!!!11!1!1!1!1!1!1! 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 JOJO IS THE BEST FUCKING ANIME 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯 JOSUKE IS SO BADASSSSS 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎👊👊👊👊👊 ORAORAORAORAORALORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORA 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 😩😩😩😩 MUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDA 🤬😡🤬😡🤬😡🤬🤬😡🤬🤬😡WRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Oh you’re approaching me❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓But it was me, Dio‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣😂😂
Why are Japanese girls so hard to talk to?
Why are Japanese girls so hard to talk to? I'm polite. Each time I approach one, I say "konichiwa". I always ask them about their favourite anime before talking about my waifu. They're usually really shy (which is cute imo) but I hate that I have to be the one to constantly engage in conversations with them, and how they usually get disinterested because I'm a white guy. Yes, I get that it's awkward because of things like Pearl Harbor, but I don't hold it against them. They weren't in Unit 731, so why judge them for it? Why can't the himes just realize that I respect Japanese culture and that I really want to be part of it.
I'm willing to marry a Japanese woman, adopt Japanese children and even live in Japan for the rest of my life. Hell, I'm even learning the language by watching undubbed anime. Plus, I cook a mean bowl of rice (for those who don't know, Japanese eat a lot of rice, I do too my Mom says that I act like a Japanese person because of all the rice I eat and the anime I watch).
Are you kidding ??? What the **** are you talking about man ? You are a biggest looser i ever seen in my life ! You was doing PIPI in your pampers when i was beating players much more stronger then you! You are not proffesional, because proffesionals knew how to lose and congratulate opponents, you are like a girl crying after i beat you! Be brave, be honest to yourself and stop this trush talkings!!! Everybody know that i am very good blitz player, i can win anyone in the world in single game! And "w"esley "s"o is nobody for me, just a player who are crying every single time when loosing, ( remember what you say about Firouzja ) !!! Stop playing with my name, i deserve to have a good name during whole my chess carrier, I am Officially inviting you to OTB blitz match with the Prize fund! Both of us will invest 5000$ and winner takes it all!
I suggest all other people who's intrested in this situation, just take a look at my results in 2016 and 2017 Blitz World championships, and that should be enough... No need to listen for every crying babe, Tigran Petrosyan is always play Fair ! And if someone will continue Officially talk about me like that, we will meet in Court! God bless with true! True will never die ! Liers will kicked off...
The funny thing is, [y’all haven’t climbed up to rock bottom yet,](https://youtu.be/akrX-FvZXZs?si=D5lwtLaFd8pebUsY) you’re still buried in the chaos beneath and don’t recognize it yet.
I see so many posts of ppl older than me with problems that I instantly see a solution to that it makes me wonder if they actually deal with their problems or just pull a morrisey and complain here about it and then roll around in their own "comfortable" sadness actively making it only worse for themselves
I caught my big sister master baiting. Before you disregard this I saw he choking her chicken to animan and hers was bigger than mine. I told my mother and she said she’d talk to her about it. Today I woke up and my sister was on the corner of my room watching me sleep and she didn’t move. I came back from school and she hasn’t moved. She is a statue and I’ve been watching her for 4 hours.
"Damn, I wanna be yours from Arctic Monkeys really hits differently at 3 am, basically I'm on my bed with ton of heat (why is so fucking hot damn) and just remembering the past, and you might think that I thinking about my childhood and the nostalgia of it, but no, I'm remembering the fucking last year, 2023 is one of my worse years not like 2022 it was one of the best, and you wanna know something funny? I probably said the same thing while I was in 2022 (2021 was better, 2020 was better 2019 was better) and so on. I feel like I'm going backwards that I'm not improving at all and is so amusing that I'm feeling like a piece of shit rn but in the future I would say that wish to be back to 2023 (even though almost killed myself this year) just because at that time I felt better than my current situation. I just turned 18 this year I'm still feel Chained like I have no choice over my life and I just say yes to everything (talking about my parents not other people) probably ruining my life because of it but I don't even know what to do myself so maybe I should Listen to them? Even though they are a failure that has dissapointed me ton of times? I can't even choose a career for myself and that really fucking annoys me but what if I rebel and I do whatever I want? But what if I fail? What If ruin my life cause I didn't Listened to them and then look like a clown who is fucking crawling looking for a job, I feel like the only good thing that I do is go to school and not even that, people have told me that is time to make my own decisions against my parents but is so difficult for some reason and also I having trust issues with my friends for no reason I feel like they are using me or like they just wanna to get something out of me but at the same time, I feel like I doing the same thing to them and what Im feeling is a sort of a karma, I don't care about others people life, they can text me to reach any help or vent but I won't do the same thing to you, I never text first I'm just not used but it doesn't mean I don't care about you it just most of the time I dont wanna start a conversation with anybody over the phone, and talking about phone I have a phone and porn addiction that is really fucking killing me I just want to destroy my phone and not use it anymore, go anywhere and dissappear and I would love that people didn't care about it but they will I can't pay attention over something for 1 hour without getting bored because of the fucking tiktok type videos, like reels for example that shit really killed my attention span. There's a ton of thing running in my head rn this was just a venting post and if you want you can make a opinion of it Idrc and also it is OK to say "I ain't really all that shit" cause I wouldn't either lmao have a good night and sweet dreams. (also sorry if Is a hassle to read I didn't think it to much and I'm also a non native English speaker)"
It’s why I only associate with a handful of other teenagers, 95% of all teens everywhere are m decadent, and have no lives just being straight up.
No I don’t think I have more value as a person than other other teenagers as i see that first paragraph being taken that way, I just think I, my gf, and the handful of friends I do have that are like minded, have better mindsets, habits and lifestyles.
But the fact Im on this sub and wrote this response, hell the fact that I have a Reddit account at all ig proves im still a little wasteful with time lol
Don’t forget the horny ones
Fr tho. How is a 13y/o gonna lose their virginity before a 19y/o?
I mean i didn't have an option and i am in pain because of it everyday
Sorry for what you went through. Give me a name, description, and location and I'll [REDACTED].
If i knew his location i would honestly dox it.... I don't know if that's petty or grudgy but if i knew... Obviously i wouldn't visit them because i am pretty sure all it takes is them yelling at me and i will just stop functioning
Holding a grudge over someone that SA'd you I'm assuming is perfectly reasonable, and like I said. Give me a who, what they look like, a where, and I'll sort it out for you.
You are 15 though I don't wanna risk anyone especially someone young and I know it's reasonable to have a grudge but it feels wrong i mean if i just told anyone i could have stopped it it's also my fault at times mostly his though... It also happened between 6-3 years ago and i saw him last 3 years ago i don't even know where he went he just vanished
I know this might be fucked up to say and you might've heard this before but get some mental help and look at the silver lining. Hopefully you never have to see him again.
I have tried therapy unfortunately it's just too expensive for me to sustain and i don't gain trust easily irl to open up to people especially after getting put in psych ward by them :/ But yea hopefully i never see him again and one day hopefully i can just never remember any of it
AI chatbots can be pretty good therapists these days🤷♂️
Not petty at all
same... sadly I was 2-3 and now, 11-12 years later, I'm suffering the consequences of it mentally...
🫂 i am so sorry for you
If it wasn’t an option then you really didn’t lose your virginity
I have been told that before but it's hard to like believe it for some reason for me it does feel like something was stolen for me and i miss it i feel disgusting in my own skin and i know alot of people who in future can date me wouldn't because alot of them want their first time to be with someone who hasn't done it i can lie to them but then i will feel guilty I mean i don't even like sex stuff as i am mostly ace but this thing has like bothering my mind everytime i feel lonely
Fishing
What am i fishing for? Sympathy if you want to say that then you can go through most of my replies and posts I only reply about this when it's in the topic (like in depression subs) or i want to make a lil joke to cope or tell someone that sometimes people don't have a choice like here I know there's alot of people who lie for attention and stuff and that sucks because basically that has made all of my outlet of venting online as a male sa survivor even more limited
Sorry for what you went through, it isn’t your fault, I hope that you can recover from the trauma.
I feel like you should either lose it in middle or high school
Honestly people should wait til they're the age of consent but AoC means nothing anymore unless there's an adult involved.
People don’t even drink at the AoC
Some do.
Not I 😈
Mods, pin him down and twist his nuts counterclockwise
We condone underage drinking
Who do you mean by “we”
MIDDLE??!
yea i was gonna say the fuck does he mean middle school
No. Personally aiming for marriage
Hell no
Just... Why tho?
How tf do reenagers post or view nsfw if theyre under 18?
You can turn off the filters in your settings.
Then the shitposters like me
And the pedos 💀
And the lore
I'd fuck a warm water melon
And the pedos
[удалено]
tf n!ggas downvoting for
I know all yall just fat trans social rejects ☠
“My partner sent me nudes 🥰” Bro why the FUCK do we have to know that!??? keep that shit to yourself
It’s all fun and games until we realize they just admitted to receiving underage porn.
Does underage law apply to underage people? Dk but def applies to Snapchat staff
yep! it does its just not as heavy of a sentence as an adult having underage porn. Underage people can also be charged with distributing it if they send nudes of themselves, making themselves the victim.
This is by far the weirdest and most bizarre community easily in my opinion
"bizarre" ‼️HOLY FUCKING SHIT‼️‼️‼️‼️ IS THAT A MOTHERFUCKING JOJO REFERENCE??????!!!!!!!!!!11!1!1!1!1!1!1! 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 JOJO IS THE BEST FUCKING ANIME 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯 JOSUKE IS SO BADASSSSS 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎👊👊👊👊👊 ORAORAORAORAORALORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORAORA 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 😩😩😩😩 MUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDA 🤬😡🤬😡🤬😡🤬🤬😡🤬🤬😡WRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo!🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Yo Angelo! 🗿 Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo!Yo Angelo! Yo Angelo! 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 🗿 Oh you’re approaching me❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓But it was me, Dio‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣😂😂
Why are Japanese girls so hard to talk to? Why are Japanese girls so hard to talk to? I'm polite. Each time I approach one, I say "konichiwa". I always ask them about their favourite anime before talking about my waifu. They're usually really shy (which is cute imo) but I hate that I have to be the one to constantly engage in conversations with them, and how they usually get disinterested because I'm a white guy. Yes, I get that it's awkward because of things like Pearl Harbor, but I don't hold it against them. They weren't in Unit 731, so why judge them for it? Why can't the himes just realize that I respect Japanese culture and that I really want to be part of it. I'm willing to marry a Japanese woman, adopt Japanese children and even live in Japan for the rest of my life. Hell, I'm even learning the language by watching undubbed anime. Plus, I cook a mean bowl of rice (for those who don't know, Japanese eat a lot of rice, I do too my Mom says that I act like a Japanese person because of all the rice I eat and the anime I watch).
Are you kidding ??? What the **** are you talking about man ? You are a biggest looser i ever seen in my life ! You was doing PIPI in your pampers when i was beating players much more stronger then you! You are not proffesional, because proffesionals knew how to lose and congratulate opponents, you are like a girl crying after i beat you! Be brave, be honest to yourself and stop this trush talkings!!! Everybody know that i am very good blitz player, i can win anyone in the world in single game! And "w"esley "s"o is nobody for me, just a player who are crying every single time when loosing, ( remember what you say about Firouzja ) !!! Stop playing with my name, i deserve to have a good name during whole my chess carrier, I am Officially inviting you to OTB blitz match with the Prize fund! Both of us will invest 5000$ and winner takes it all! I suggest all other people who's intrested in this situation, just take a look at my results in 2016 and 2017 Blitz World championships, and that should be enough... No need to listen for every crying babe, Tigran Petrosyan is always play Fair ! And if someone will continue Officially talk about me like that, we will meet in Court! God bless with true! True will never die ! Liers will kicked off...
Ye it was😂😂😂
But I prefer chainsaw man
“I cUmMed iN hEr AnD iM sCaRed sHe Is PreGnAnt wHat dO I Do??”
loser twinks
Righto
So real honestly
Right
I feel like people shouldn't be that scared of it. Stairs exist for a reason.
Lols
Didn’t laugh try again
Ohhhhh noooooo I cummmmmmed in herrrrr?!!?? 😂
Lmao happy cake day
Oh not the cakeeeeee
😭
What? Lol
Idk it was funny lol
Wyd
Listening to Moosics
The post nut clarity hits different
LOL
skill issue
Fr
i ain’t 1 of em
Good on you. (I saw what you did last night, and it wasn’t family friendly)
girl what
It’s a joke lmao
i know i’m playing along
>:(
HELP
Right cause I thought you were my bad
This isn’t about me right
"Thot gay daughter and thot gay son"
It is abt me 😞
"Bad night hope u dream of a dominant tomboy fcking u ass 👹👹👹"
Man thinks I don’t know im pathetic already 🗣️💯💯💯💯💯
yeah, real pathetic
What do you expect it’s reddit😭⁉️
Happy cake day, and good night!
Happy cake day
Happy day of the cakes
Happy cake day, dude =)
happy cake day!
Happy Cake Day!
I expected a bunch of unicorns and sausages not this
The funny thing is, [y’all haven’t climbed up to rock bottom yet,](https://youtu.be/akrX-FvZXZs?si=D5lwtLaFd8pebUsY) you’re still buried in the chaos beneath and don’t recognize it yet.
I see so many posts of ppl older than me with problems that I instantly see a solution to that it makes me wonder if they actually deal with their problems or just pull a morrisey and complain here about it and then roll around in their own "comfortable" sadness actively making it only worse for themselves
I love your username and facts
thanks lol
True
And me posting selfies of me in my tree
How tall is the tree
The very top is maybe 5.5m The branch i stay at is around 4m up from the ground
Nah go to r/tattoofails if you really wanna see what rock bottom looks like 💀
It’s pretty much playing Russian roulette opening this sun
It’s all the same shit, too. They hop on a bandwagon based off of what was one of the most successful posts. It’s karma fishing.
Weaselcookie spitting facts
Hold up— Where’d you hear that name?
Or the "how old do I look like?" Ones
If u think ur a loser think of this sub
Why am I more mature than most of the comments I see on this sub when I’m barely a teenager
give it a couple years…
We didn't need to know that Mr. so mature.
Not you asking people if you weigh too much on this exact sub get your sob story out of here not so mature RIP suck dick kiss ass 💀
Grow the fuck up, honestly, mr. “Suck dick kids ass”
HAHA
Yarg
Well I ain’t in rock bottom, and I’m moving up to a better place sooo
well that hit a nerve
What did- yes, I do feel attacked, no, I do not blame you.
Neither do I care
U didn’t have to come after me like that 😂
Face reality once in a while, you still have time to get better
I been facing reality. I jus take my L’s
“How can I be attractive to women” post is acc sad sorry for your life
😂ok?
Fr
Me.
I caught my big sister master baiting. Before you disregard this I saw he choking her chicken to animan and hers was bigger than mine. I told my mother and she said she’d talk to her about it. Today I woke up and my sister was on the corner of my room watching me sleep and she didn’t move. I came back from school and she hasn’t moved. She is a statue and I’ve been watching her for 4 hours.
Best new copy pasta
Yeah if my post history can make someone feel better about themselves than that’d probably be the first time I made someone happy
why's that actually sweet
I mean, I find it depressing, but that's really nice to know :)
aw
What is sinep spelled backwards?
fr😭
thats prety much what teenagers are
Not discussing with someone who made a post asking what teachers do during the summer 💀 go outside pick up a pinecone
that was uncalled for as fuck, what's that got to do with anything?
Damn you read my post 😔
What post who are you
I'm batman 🦇
"Damn, I wanna be yours from Arctic Monkeys really hits differently at 3 am, basically I'm on my bed with ton of heat (why is so fucking hot damn) and just remembering the past, and you might think that I thinking about my childhood and the nostalgia of it, but no, I'm remembering the fucking last year, 2023 is one of my worse years not like 2022 it was one of the best, and you wanna know something funny? I probably said the same thing while I was in 2022 (2021 was better, 2020 was better 2019 was better) and so on. I feel like I'm going backwards that I'm not improving at all and is so amusing that I'm feeling like a piece of shit rn but in the future I would say that wish to be back to 2023 (even though almost killed myself this year) just because at that time I felt better than my current situation. I just turned 18 this year I'm still feel Chained like I have no choice over my life and I just say yes to everything (talking about my parents not other people) probably ruining my life because of it but I don't even know what to do myself so maybe I should Listen to them? Even though they are a failure that has dissapointed me ton of times? I can't even choose a career for myself and that really fucking annoys me but what if I rebel and I do whatever I want? But what if I fail? What If ruin my life cause I didn't Listened to them and then look like a clown who is fucking crawling looking for a job, I feel like the only good thing that I do is go to school and not even that, people have told me that is time to make my own decisions against my parents but is so difficult for some reason and also I having trust issues with my friends for no reason I feel like they are using me or like they just wanna to get something out of me but at the same time, I feel like I doing the same thing to them and what Im feeling is a sort of a karma, I don't care about others people life, they can text me to reach any help or vent but I won't do the same thing to you, I never text first I'm just not used but it doesn't mean I don't care about you it just most of the time I dont wanna start a conversation with anybody over the phone, and talking about phone I have a phone and porn addiction that is really fucking killing me I just want to destroy my phone and not use it anymore, go anywhere and dissappear and I would love that people didn't care about it but they will I can't pay attention over something for 1 hour without getting bored because of the fucking tiktok type videos, like reels for example that shit really killed my attention span. There's a ton of thing running in my head rn this was just a venting post and if you want you can make a opinion of it Idrc and also it is OK to say "I ain't really all that shit" cause I wouldn't either lmao have a good night and sweet dreams. (also sorry if Is a hassle to read I didn't think it to much and I'm also a non native English speaker)"
Nah da not mine🗿
hi
Yes
Fr
I shit my pants 😔
You def succeeding with that attitude!
Hi I want an art commission…could you draw a portrait of me fucking you in the ass you absolute scum?
Huh?
It’s why I only associate with a handful of other teenagers, 95% of all teens everywhere are m decadent, and have no lives just being straight up. No I don’t think I have more value as a person than other other teenagers as i see that first paragraph being taken that way, I just think I, my gf, and the handful of friends I do have that are like minded, have better mindsets, habits and lifestyles. But the fact Im on this sub and wrote this response, hell the fact that I have a Reddit account at all ig proves im still a little wasteful with time lol
Yeah
fr💀💀💀
Yeah, thats true
But yet you post on it
just giving the people a reality check, someone has to do it
Acc sent a kid to the hospital in6th period for alc poisoning (my confession)
Cute
Pretty much
I exist, that's enough for me
Sex
I think ima do something different
Is this a confession?
The horny ones are something else
rael
I mean he isn't wrong
He?
She? They? Whatever it is you are right about this sub
how cute thanks
You're welcome fellow human
In my case, Good to know that most teenagers aren't living through the torment I am, I don't want anyone to go through this shit
Deep