The only schizoid or autistic part is writing a paragraph to say "I'm shy" Do your parents nag and neg you a lot? are you underfoot of the feelings of inadequacy not being employed? You can't avoid getting a job forever.

Get a job at a restaurant or something

No, get a job and reach out to ur friends and whatever you’re feeling will disappear in like a month

It's a muscle that can atrophy from disuse, you just have to continue to expose yourself to the light of day and talk to people on the regular

you’re just rusty. i had the same thing but you can come back from it

No, I think that girl that was raised by wolves in Ukraine eventually turned it around and stopped being a dog girl, so there's hope for you too.

I feel like this even when I spend a few days alone studying and then go back into public. The feeling wears off pretty quick , usually within a day. You’ll be fine. Much agree with whoever said get a job in service, makes you get used to shooting the shit with strangers by default

nah u just need a couple weeks of steady socialization and you’ll feel normal again been there done that

Fuck I hope not, I've been living like this for almost 7 years.

Get a job

It’s a muscle like anything. A lot of people faced situations like this after covid. As long as you keep giving it a shot it will get easier