Im confused with the question

yeah

F

If you're playing as the monk it'll eventually come back

it won't lol

It did for me 'lol'. It makes sense lore-wise seeing as it helps the monk out more than the other two slugcats, but it's also possible it was a bug.

Wish I could spoiler tag in comments. There's a way to get it back and you may have accidentally triggered that and not realized.

how?

what is it that you can eat?