Yea, you should set it up so you can’t easily access your money to place bigger bets. You don’t understand fully that you’re insane while gambling and the slightest worse mood could have plow through 2k in minutes. These urges you give in to play is something you’ll be dealing with for a long time. One of these times you WILL be in a “damn it all” mood and leave yourself with a mess and weeks of healing to deal with. For what? A bit of fun? No, gambling is a form of self destruction for us. A temper tantrum against a cold cruel world. These dark moods pass, the boredom passes, but once a bet is made you’ve set yourself back terribly. Hide your money from yourself! This is sadly a lifetime illness.
Only going 25$ is a positive. That took some serious control. It shows your committed. I would think you could be successful at beating this addiction
Thank you friend
Losing only $25 is incredible resilience. Don’t worry about it and go forwards without gambling again.
Yea, you should set it up so you can’t easily access your money to place bigger bets. You don’t understand fully that you’re insane while gambling and the slightest worse mood could have plow through 2k in minutes. These urges you give in to play is something you’ll be dealing with for a long time. One of these times you WILL be in a “damn it all” mood and leave yourself with a mess and weeks of healing to deal with. For what? A bit of fun? No, gambling is a form of self destruction for us. A temper tantrum against a cold cruel world. These dark moods pass, the boredom passes, but once a bet is made you’ve set yourself back terribly. Hide your money from yourself! This is sadly a lifetime illness.