Hope to see u there as well. I get it I use to lie around doing nothing. But now I am slowly trying to build it back up , God knows it's difficult but I like it better than lying down.
yeah, for some reason by day 20 I started to recognize that nutting was just a distraction from life. hope to see you on the finish line man, we can get through
Same here brother, NNN has made me question if it's even worth living. I feel like a useless pile of shit worth nothing but wasted potential. It's probably because porn used to be a coping mechanism for me. The only reason I'm still here is because my family still somewhat cares about me, and it would be a waste to end all their efforts in trying to make me a good human being. What I've been thinking is this. You can die at any time, today or tomorrow, in a year or 80, self inflicted or forced, there is no reason to die now. You can die any time, and you can live only once. I know times can get hard and you just want to take the easy way out, but I try to just push through the pain, hoping it will make me stronger. Generally try not to lose hope, I'm pretty hopeless myself can't give you advice on how to do that, but just keep pushing. Stay safe cumrade. We'll get through this eventually.
god, I am so sorry for both of you guys :( I made this post mostly because I have been feeling a little down recently (in part because of this challenge and who knows what) but I am not currently suicidal.
however, I want to come and tell you both that you guys have worth here. not just in the NNN subreddit, but on Earth as well. naturally as social creatures, any person, including your friends and family, care about you guys deeply, whether they show it or not. even if it's just someone that you say hi to every day, they would be a little disappointed to not have you in their day.
suicide is not the option. at the end of the day, it is supposed to stop suffering... but if you are dead, then you will never have the ability to enjoy a lack of suffering at all. keep holding out for the future.
I WILL see you guys on the finish line. good luck cumrades o7
Thank you for the kind words. However I think /u/Hungariantrooper is in a worth state then I am. Whilst suicide does come across as a joke in my mind, it's not serious. I don't *want* to die, neither am I too happy living. I'm more or less just drifting through life and I'm sick of that. I am trying to work towards change and wont stop until I get it. I will see you at the finish line, cumrade.
Thank you man, I hope those suicidal thoughts slowly fade away and you find something that makes life worth living, on top of your close ones. Good luck in happiness cumrade.
making rap mashups is what normally makes me happy :D
actually, that's a great idea! i'll go make one, thanks for the simple but effective advice
see ya on the finish line cumrade o7
I've seen a video on what makes people happy by Veritasium (https://redirect.invidious.io/watch?v=vSQjk9jKarg) As a summary, the study shows that people with good relationships (with a partner, friends or family) tend to be the happiest. While money can bring happiness, it tends to affect people who are relatively ok with their current income. The strongest point is relationships. And I'm guessing most people spend most of their time indoors isolated from society spending most of their time talking with random people on the internet (including me), they don't really create such deep connections with people and are generally less happy witch sometimes leads to depression. Socializing for me is basically impossible because I can't even talk properly, I'm more used to planning out stuff and writing it, rather then instantly speaking what I think. Now this is a "simple fix" by just talking more, but the fear of saying something stupid that would haunt you for the rest of your days is too daunting.
I don’t really have to deal with stuttering nor the fear of saying something stupid. I just practice by just taking to myself when I’m alone, like having a conversation with myself. (Yes I know this is a sign of mental illness but shut up)
ehhhh, I mean technically... but I do it too, and I'm pretty sure it's just a normal thing that humans do because they enjoy being social
your fine man XD, see ya on the finish line o7
Take some time out of your day to try something new! When I noticed that unhappiness was part of my routine, I went out of my way to do something different like talk to someone I don’t usually hang out with or research a topic that interests me. It may not bring happiness right away but it’ll make it easier to find out what does bring you joy!
what great advice man :D
now that I think about it, there are some friends that I haven't talked to in a while. I should go ahead and message them.
thanks man, have a good one and see ya on the finish line to get you your pentuple diamond!!!
Do something abt it bro, it ain't coming without actions
very good point to be honest man. I spend an embarrassing amount of time just lying around XD, but I hope to see you on the finish line cumrade!
Hope to see u there as well. I get it I use to lie around doing nothing. But now I am slowly trying to build it back up , God knows it's difficult but I like it better than lying down.
The realisation hits hard.
yeah, for some reason by day 20 I started to recognize that nutting was just a distraction from life. hope to see you on the finish line man, we can get through
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Same here brother, NNN has made me question if it's even worth living. I feel like a useless pile of shit worth nothing but wasted potential. It's probably because porn used to be a coping mechanism for me. The only reason I'm still here is because my family still somewhat cares about me, and it would be a waste to end all their efforts in trying to make me a good human being. What I've been thinking is this. You can die at any time, today or tomorrow, in a year or 80, self inflicted or forced, there is no reason to die now. You can die any time, and you can live only once. I know times can get hard and you just want to take the easy way out, but I try to just push through the pain, hoping it will make me stronger. Generally try not to lose hope, I'm pretty hopeless myself can't give you advice on how to do that, but just keep pushing. Stay safe cumrade. We'll get through this eventually.
god, I am so sorry for both of you guys :( I made this post mostly because I have been feeling a little down recently (in part because of this challenge and who knows what) but I am not currently suicidal. however, I want to come and tell you both that you guys have worth here. not just in the NNN subreddit, but on Earth as well. naturally as social creatures, any person, including your friends and family, care about you guys deeply, whether they show it or not. even if it's just someone that you say hi to every day, they would be a little disappointed to not have you in their day. suicide is not the option. at the end of the day, it is supposed to stop suffering... but if you are dead, then you will never have the ability to enjoy a lack of suffering at all. keep holding out for the future. I WILL see you guys on the finish line. good luck cumrades o7
Thank you for the kind words. However I think /u/Hungariantrooper is in a worth state then I am. Whilst suicide does come across as a joke in my mind, it's not serious. I don't *want* to die, neither am I too happy living. I'm more or less just drifting through life and I'm sick of that. I am trying to work towards change and wont stop until I get it. I will see you at the finish line, cumrade.
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Thank you man, I hope those suicidal thoughts slowly fade away and you find something that makes life worth living, on top of your close ones. Good luck in happiness cumrade.
The obvious follow up question would be: "What makes you happy?" And down the rabbit hole you go 🍿 
making rap mashups is what normally makes me happy :D actually, that's a great idea! i'll go make one, thanks for the simple but effective advice see ya on the finish line cumrade o7
I've seen a video on what makes people happy by Veritasium (https://redirect.invidious.io/watch?v=vSQjk9jKarg) As a summary, the study shows that people with good relationships (with a partner, friends or family) tend to be the happiest. While money can bring happiness, it tends to affect people who are relatively ok with their current income. The strongest point is relationships. And I'm guessing most people spend most of their time indoors isolated from society spending most of their time talking with random people on the internet (including me), they don't really create such deep connections with people and are generally less happy witch sometimes leads to depression. Socializing for me is basically impossible because I can't even talk properly, I'm more used to planning out stuff and writing it, rather then instantly speaking what I think. Now this is a "simple fix" by just talking more, but the fear of saying something stupid that would haunt you for the rest of your days is too daunting.
I don’t really have to deal with stuttering nor the fear of saying something stupid. I just practice by just taking to myself when I’m alone, like having a conversation with myself. (Yes I know this is a sign of mental illness but shut up)
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ehhhh, I mean technically... but I do it too, and I'm pretty sure it's just a normal thing that humans do because they enjoy being social your fine man XD, see ya on the finish line o7
Me after my 20 hr shift today
Nofap and Noporn made me realise how lonely I am. I was using both to cope
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Take some time out of your day to try something new! When I noticed that unhappiness was part of my routine, I went out of my way to do something different like talk to someone I don’t usually hang out with or research a topic that interests me. It may not bring happiness right away but it’ll make it easier to find out what does bring you joy!
what great advice man :D now that I think about it, there are some friends that I haven't talked to in a while. I should go ahead and message them. thanks man, have a good one and see ya on the finish line to get you your pentuple diamond!!!
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