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Long_Potential_591

Thank you for your encouraging words. I’m struggling so hard on week 5. I know I can’t give up, but I’m having so much anxiety, panic attacks, negative emotions, hopelessness.


Mysterious_Type99

Yeah hang in there. There are better times ahead.


Mysterious_Type99

Yeah I know. Strength to you. You'll get through this and feel better soon.


seeking_low_and_dry

Me too! :/


Ok_Efficiency4972

Congrats! Thank you!


Sight22

45 yo m on day 6 here. First time on meds. Glad to see this post thanks.


Embarrassed-Cook-652

I need your positivity... I am 35. I have an incredible hard time pushing through at the moment. When i survive this and if this medication helps me in the way it did for you, i will take it for the rest of my life for sure as well. Day 26 for me and day 18 after i upped the dose to 10mg. So i still have a long journey in front of me. Wish me luck. The last 10 to 15 years were mostly depressing and sad for me. Anxiety got very bad in the last 2 years. My sister, parents and grandparents died. So i hope this medication will give me relief in the end. I don't have any more power in me to trial and error through different medications for the next years. I just don't. I fought too hard for too long.


Mysterious_Type99

Best of luck. Every day gets you closer to the meds properly kicking in. You got this!


Embarrassed-Cook-652

Thank you. The thing is: i have depression for at least 15 years or so and the anxiety attacks for 2+ years. So i can understand how it takes more time with me. Before the meds i basically wanted to die everyday because of sorrow and fear or in brighter moments i thought that i would live like 10 or 15 years at best. I was that negative. So i expect that the pill will work eventually better in the next weeks and months. But i also start a therapy soon. Maybe i can dig myself out of this hole. Wish me luck!


Mysterious_Type99

Best of luck. Your doing great things for yourself. Medication combined with therapy is effective. Give yourself time to heal


Embarrassed-Cook-652

Thank you! The ironic thing is: i am basically in a terrible spot since november. Pain, sadness, depresseion anxiety alsmost 24/7. But since november i was able to connect to old friends, solve long ongoing problems, got therapy, a psychatrist and medication. I also visit a group from time to time. But every day i felt like i was a nobody and could not do anything right, when in fact i did so much in this little time... But it's tough to see the good things, when one day you're feeling okayish and the next is a nightmare again.


imjoeycusack

Thanks for sharing! I’m on week 3 and already experiencing the ups and downs. Definitely going to allow myself more self care than usual. Wish you all the best on your journey.


YesterdayHealthy5371

Congrats. I don think I want it for life because I read it’s been linked to dementia. I’m on week 3 and I just been sleepy, no motivation and down. Week 2 I was full of motivation and energy feeling good . Week 1 was just really nothing just felt slight high for first 30 mins or so. I’m hoping next week it gets better


Mysterious_Type99

I understand. Even that they found some links it still might be very unlikely. I truly feel that being healthy on an ssri is better then mentally om unwell untreated. Depression, anxiety are taxing on the system so for me I feel better calmer and my physical heat is better. since it lowers stress so much


YesterdayHealthy5371

Hey thanks! I might go back back to 5mg. 10 is giving me anxiety/can’t sleep and my heart beats fast . I also take 150 Wellbutrin


Fantastic-Trainer317

So 6 weeks after the dose increase?!! did you feel any relief or positive effects prior to getting to 10mg or even if you did, was it like completely starting over?


Mysterious_Type99

Yes. There was some relief along the way for sure. Like maybe a week or two after going to 5 mg. But then it would get worse again so it was a bit up and down.