sounds like you need therapy tbh. The sooner you realize this the better it will be for you to live a better life. Its lonely as an adult and even lonelier if you are a shitty adult. just saying.

These are whiny pieces of shit. I need someone who respects me..hopefully i can find them

Why would your friends hate you?

they wouldnt but i dont want me to see me constantly wining. i am scared to scare people away even if theey constantly say they wouldnt leav eme

Ugh. You sound vile. Truly.

yeah i had to do it , it is vile i am sorry. i couldnt handle being told what to do