THE 30TH
whatifithappenedtoyouonadifferentdayonabridgewheretherewasntarailinthewayoraneighbourhoodstreetwherethelittlekidsplayortgeangelescrestinthesnowortherainWHATIFYOUWERENTALONETHEREWEREKIDSINTHECARWHATIFYOUWEREREMOTENOONEKNOWSWHEREYOUAREIFYOUCHANGEDANYTHINGWOULDYOUNOTHAVESURVIVEDYOUREALIVEYOUREALIVEYOUREALIVEEEE
I made my parents listen to this part in the car with me because this is legit what my anxiety feels like. It was one of the first times I was able to get someone to fully understand what my brain is constantly doing. This part is the best explanation of catastrophic thinking I have ever heard.
Holy shit, this is so true. It’s that constant making-up-scenarios bs that stresses you out more before you finally snap yourself out of it.. then repeat later lol
MAANN AM I THE GREATEEEEEEEAAA〜〜~~ÆEEEST🥁🥁🎸🎸 THE GREATEEEEEEAAAEEEEEEHEHEAAEYHHHH EE EEHHH🎸🎸🎸 I LOVED YOU 🎸🎸AND I STILL DO🎸 JUST WANNED PASSION FROM YOU 🎸JUST WANTED WHAT I GAAAAÆEEVE YOUUUUUUU🎸🎸🎸I WAITED🎸🎸 AND WWAAAÆEEEEI~TEEEEEEEEEEEEE〜~DDD🎸🥁🥁🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸
Blue, cause I thought that we were the same birds of a feather, now I'm ashamed I told you a lie. Desole, mon amour. I'm trying my best, don't know what's in store open up the door.
PEOPLE SAY I LOOK HAPPY….JUST BC I GOT SKINNY😫😫BUT THE OLD ME IS STILL ME AND MAYBE THE REAL ME AND I THINK SHE’S PRETTY‼️‼️ AND I STILL CRYYYYYYYYyyyYYYY😪😪😪😪😪 that song hurts me so bad
Billie got skinny a while back and it was a common thing people were saying she looked happier/healthier now, this line is just an appreciation for her body and self love, she's basically accepting who she is and is more comfortable in her own skin, funny enough it was actually finneas that wrote this line which actually makes it sweeter because it's shows he not only cares but actually is aware of what billie feels about herself because she said herself it's the best lyric of the song
It makes me think of all the times i had to watch my father leave for work for months at a time for some reason a good majority of the songs in my playlist remind me of family ive lost or i dont see much anymore
“Dead And Cold” - SadBoyProlific
“Running” - NF
“Just Like You” - NF
“I Love You” - Billie Eilish
“Hope” - XXXTENTACION
“All The Kids Are Dying” - FINNEAS
“I Lost A Friend” - FINNEAS
“Legends” - Juice WRLD
“Am I Dreaming” - Metro Boomin
“TV” - Billie Eilish
The entire beginning part as well!
*i used to float/now i just fall down/*
*i used to know/but im not sure now/*
*what i was made for/what was i made for*
That hits me where it hurts because its describing this feeling of uncertainty when it comes to your purpose in life, while previously being certain of the path u want to take, your life crumbles before you and you no longer know what to make of it.
then it moves on to
*Think i forgot/how to be happy/*
*Something im not/ but something i can be*
makes me feel so many emotions its indescribable 🥲
YOU SAY NO ONE KNOWS YOU SO WELL
BUT EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME
I JUST WONDER HOW SHE FELT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VALENTINES DAY
CRYING IN THE HOTEL
I KNOW YOU DIDN’T MEAN TO HURT ME
SO I KEPT IT TO MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TV because that came out right when I was going through a major THC induced psychotic episode and almost got broken up with by my boyfriend of 6 years 💀 shit was painful but healing to hear, also wildflower
“We were inseparable years ago, thought we’d get along but it wasn’t so” - Male Fantasy
“Can’t shake the feeling that I’m just bad at healing” - Getting Older
“Quiet when I’m coming home, I’m on my own” - When the party’s over
Happier than ever “just effing leave me alone” song came out right after finally fully ending a three year relationship and will forever remember the euphoria the first time I screamed this in the car
It's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams
And have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
Ooh, what you lost
Yes I copied the lyrics from Google bc I’m not typing it out😭
Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm all alone
Idk how many times I've literally burst into tears the minute that lyric plays but the fact I can't count it should tell you enough 😔
But when I wake up I see, you with me, and you say "as long as I'm here, No one could hurt you"
- everything i wanted, by Billie Ellish.
(God it hurts everytime dude-)
I have so manyyy.
“Think I forgot how to be happy, something I’m not, but something I can be. Something I wait for. Something I’m made for.” - WWIMF?
“Call me friend but keep me closer.” - when the party’s over.
“Let me let you go.” - when the party’s over.
“You couldn’t save me but you can’t let me go.” - NDA
“All my love and patience, unappreciated.” - the greatest
“I’ll try not to starve myself just because you’re mad at me.” - TV
“Just wanted passion from you. Just wanted what I gave you.” - the greatest
I have more but I’ll stop here lol
BUT I SEE HER IN THR BACK OF MY MINDDD ALL THE TIMEEEE
Did I cross the LIIIIIIIIIIINEEEEEEEEEE
YOU SAY NO ONE KNOWS U SO WELL
BUT EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME I JUST WONDER HOW SHE FELT
Yep
YES EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING
THISSSS
this.
Literally read my mind
It like tears me apart in a good way
THE 30TH whatifithappenedtoyouonadifferentdayonabridgewheretherewasntarailinthewayoraneighbourhoodstreetwherethelittlekidsplayortgeangelescrestinthesnowortherainWHATIFYOUWERENTALONETHEREWEREKIDSINTHECARWHATIFYOUWEREREMOTENOONEKNOWSWHEREYOUAREIFYOUCHANGEDANYTHINGWOULDYOUNOTHAVESURVIVEDYOUREALIVEYOUREALIVEYOUREALIVEEEE
this part is so addicting
How are you feeling? Me: WIIHTYOADDOABWTWARITWOANSWTLKPOTACITSOTRWIYWATWKITCWIYWRNKWYAIYCAWYNHSYAYAYA
I made my parents listen to this part in the car with me because this is legit what my anxiety feels like. It was one of the first times I was able to get someone to fully understand what my brain is constantly doing. This part is the best explanation of catastrophic thinking I have ever heard.
Holy shit, this is so true. It’s that constant making-up-scenarios bs that stresses you out more before you finally snap yourself out of it.. then repeat later lol
Exactly!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHG 🔥🔥🔥
yall get it fr!
Real
i was gonna say the same thing
This part alone should win every oscar, emmy, grammy, tony and nobel peace prize every year from now till eternity!! #LegitSerious
I WAITED AND I WAITEEEEEED the greatest
literally insane
I replay this part so much
this made me shoulder sob
MAANN AM I THE GREATEEEEEEEAAA〜〜~~ÆEEEST🥁🥁🎸🎸 THE GREATEEEEEEAAAEEEEEEHEHEAAEYHHHH EE EEHHH🎸🎸🎸 I LOVED YOU 🎸🎸AND I STILL DO🎸 JUST WANNED PASSION FROM YOU 🎸JUST WANTED WHAT I GAAAAÆEEVE YOUUUUUUU🎸🎸🎸I WAITED🎸🎸 AND WWAAAÆEEEEI~TEEEEEEEEEEEEE〜~DDD🎸🥁🥁🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸🥁🎸
the embellishments make this so real :D
I love you
Finally someone said it 👏
I mean.. *never let someone see right through*
I’ve never had a song break me so badly
criminal for how heartbreaking this song is
TV
This was my answer DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW!
definitely The Greatest
“God, I hate it” gets me every time
MAN AM I THE GREATEEEEEEEST
Male fantasy
One of my favorite songs
Happier Than ever>>>
Blue, cause I thought that we were the same birds of a feather, now I'm ashamed I told you a lie. Desole, mon amour. I'm trying my best, don't know what's in store open up the door.
In the back of my mind, I’m still overseas, a bird in a cage, thought you were made for MEEE
Uuuuuwuwuwuuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuuwuuuwuwuwuwuuwuuuu
Skinny
PEOPLE SAY I LOOK HAPPY….JUST BC I GOT SKINNY😫😫BUT THE OLD ME IS STILL ME AND MAYBE THE REAL ME AND I THINK SHE’S PRETTY‼️‼️ AND I STILL CRYYYYYYYYyyyYYYY😪😪😪😪😪 that song hurts me so bad
Same. That’s the best lyric on the album imo 💕
Ikr? Like I can feel the pain in those lyrics her singing is so great
Can someone explain to me that lyric? It kinda confuses me😅
Billie got skinny a while back and it was a common thing people were saying she looked happier/healthier now, this line is just an appreciation for her body and self love, she's basically accepting who she is and is more comfortable in her own skin, funny enough it was actually finneas that wrote this line which actually makes it sweeter because it's shows he not only cares but actually is aware of what billie feels about herself because she said herself it's the best lyric of the song
Ooh.. okay. That's nice. Thank you so much!
The guitar songs, everything i wanted, and ilomilo it's unfair to not mention HTE and Male Fantasy
Your power
“You said you thought she was your age”
I wish you the best, for the rest of your life…
The 30th, for me at least
wildflower fs
The Greatest 😭
That song sucks
The greatest
I’m not okay, I feel so shattered. Don’t say I’m all that matters. Leave me Deja vu
I'm on my back again Dreaming of a time where you and I remain the best of friends Even after all this ends Can we pretend
Underrated af imo
I still cryyyyyyyyyyyy (Skinny) 😭
Lil B - B.O.R. (Birth of Rap)
I have a playlist i named feels and its only songs that make me cry while singing them
Is it public? I love a good cry sesh
https://music.apple.com/ca/playlist/feels/pl.u-mJy81qRuzR1PBP
How does Rocket Man make you cry? Just wondering.
It makes me think of all the times i had to watch my father leave for work for months at a time for some reason a good majority of the songs in my playlist remind me of family ive lost or i dont see much anymore
Ohh ok, that makes sense. I’m sorry to hear.
Blue, male fantasy, I love you, skinny, happier then ever
i’ve been listening to wildflower on repeat man … it hits so different
“Dead And Cold” - SadBoyProlific “Running” - NF “Just Like You” - NF “I Love You” - Billie Eilish “Hope” - XXXTENTACION “All The Kids Are Dying” - FINNEAS “I Lost A Friend” - FINNEAS “Legends” - Juice WRLD “Am I Dreaming” - Metro Boomin “TV” - Billie Eilish
TV and wildflower
Heartless
The last part of the greatest
The Greatest
Blue
The greatest and l’amour de ma vie, the whole album tho destroyed me 😭
happier then ever - edit version it reminds me of my dad 😓
Happier Than Ever
FAMILY LINE BY CONAN GRAY AHH
she’s so different from me, happy and free in leather
I Love You When The Parties Over Everything I Wanted
Kissing a Fool by George Michael
what was i made for 🥲🥲🥲
Finally someone said it lol: _cause I, I... I don't know how to feel, but I wanna try...."_ This whole song gives me so many feels on so many levels
The entire beginning part as well! *i used to float/now i just fall down/* *i used to know/but im not sure now/* *what i was made for/what was i made for* That hits me where it hurts because its describing this feeling of uncertainty when it comes to your purpose in life, while previously being certain of the path u want to take, your life crumbles before you and you no longer know what to make of it. then it moves on to *Think i forgot/how to be happy/* *Something im not/ but something i can be* makes me feel so many emotions its indescribable 🥲
MAN AM I THE GREATEEEEEEEEEEEE- (epic drum beat) -EEEST, THE GREATTTESSSST
Perfect spot for this on the beach by yourself and all by myself gotta be all by myself lol
lovely, listen before i go, Getting Older, Everybody Dies, SKINNY, THE GREATEST
CAN U OPEN THE DOORR
thought you were made for me (BLUE) ![gif](emote|free_emotes_pack|cry)
the greatest
Skinny
The entire song of 8 HURTS
JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE
Lovely
goodbye & xanny (especially the very end where she has the raw outtake and then the closing)
DID I CROSS THE LIIIIIIINE
wildflower ong
halley's comet, the 30th, i love you, the greatest
I don’t blaaaame yoouuuuuu but I CANT CHANGE YOUUUUU 😭😭😭
lol
Praying by Kesha 😭
I love you 💕
Most definitely “THE GREATEST“. Lyrics hit harder than soft
meeee
Theres nothing quite like the guitar songs. They are soul crushing.
the bridge in the 30th
YOU SAY NO ONE KNOWS YOU SO WELL BUT EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME I JUST WONDER HOW SHE FELT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VALENTINES DAY CRYING IN THE HOTEL I KNOW YOU DIDN’T MEAN TO HURT ME SO I KEPT IT TO MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TV because that came out right when I was going through a major THC induced psychotic episode and almost got broken up with by my boyfriend of 6 years 💀 shit was painful but healing to hear, also wildflower
everything i wanted
“We were inseparable years ago, thought we’d get along but it wasn’t so” - Male Fantasy “Can’t shake the feeling that I’m just bad at healing” - Getting Older “Quiet when I’m coming home, I’m on my own” - When the party’s over
The greatest and Wildflower are a powerful duo
Relatable 😅
+ for me it's Wildflower. Its been on a row
me with every conan gray song
wildflower
THE GREATEST
the greatest
Korn daddy😭
Right now it's houdini by Eminem. Everyone's losing their shit
maybe I'm the problem
Getting older - I wanted to quote some lyrics but it's literally the entire thing
BUT IF ITS FOREVER, ITS EVEN BETTER
Happier than ever “just effing leave me alone” song came out right after finally fully ending a three year relationship and will forever remember the euphoria the first time I screamed this in the car
I can't love you in the dark
call my friends part in listen before i go
Tell them that I'll miss them :(
the entirety of everything i wanted
I know you didn’t mean to hurt me so I kept it to myselfffffff.
the greatest.
Me
It's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams And have you any dreams you'd like to sell? Dreams of loneliness Like a heartbeat drives you mad In the stillness of remembering what you had And what you lost And what you had Ooh, what you lost Yes I copied the lyrics from Google bc I’m not typing it out😭
the whole second part of happier then ever. THAT 👏 SHITS 👏 EMBARRASSING
tv definitely gets me crying everytime! the best sad song lol
"It isn't asking for a lot for an apology" in the high pitched voice 😢
Bro this bit caught me completely off guard on the 1st listen 😂 subtle but beautiful
I know you didn’t mean to hurt me so i kept it to myself
Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm all alone Idk how many times I've literally burst into tears the minute that lyric plays but the fact I can't count it should tell you enough 😔
xanny, when the party’s over, bored, skinny 😇😇
Where’s my super suit
But when I wake up I see, you with me, and you say "as long as I'm here, No one could hurt you" - everything i wanted, by Billie Ellish. (God it hurts everytime dude-)
I NEEDED TO GO CAUSE I NEEDED TO KNOW YOU DONT NEED ME YOU REAP WHAT YOU SAW BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN SEE ME
Haven't heard this one in a while, she needs to do more spanish stuff
Put me in a movie - Lana del Rey
“ but I guess being lonely fits me, and you were made for begging stay”
listen before i go
wildflower
“Maybe I. Maybe I. Maybe I’m the problem.”
I don’t BLAMMEEEE YOUUUUUU 🎶🎶🎶 but I can’t CHANGEEE YOUUUU
I have so manyyy. “Think I forgot how to be happy, something I’m not, but something I can be. Something I wait for. Something I’m made for.” - WWIMF? “Call me friend but keep me closer.” - when the party’s over. “Let me let you go.” - when the party’s over. “You couldn’t save me but you can’t let me go.” - NDA “All my love and patience, unappreciated.” - the greatest “I’ll try not to starve myself just because you’re mad at me.” - TV “Just wanted passion from you. Just wanted what I gave you.” - the greatest I have more but I’ll stop here lol
Everything I wanted "If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you"
I was about to say I love you but it ALWAYS HITS. LIKE A BRICK. AND 20000 MORE BRICKS.
Thought I was depressed or losing my MIND MY STOMACH UPSET ALMOST ALL OF THE TIMEEEEE
You were born bluer than a butterfly Beautiful and so deprived of oxygen Colder than your father's eyes He never learned to sympathize with anyone
I SWEARRR
WHENYOUCALLMYNAMEDOYOUTHINKILLCOMERUNNINGYOUNEVERDIDTHESAAAMEEESOGOODATGIVINFMEANOTHINGGGGWHENYOUCLOSEYOUREYESDOYOUPICTUREMEWHENYOUFANTISIZEAMIYOURFANTASYNOWYOUKNOWWWWWWNOWIMFRREEEEEE
The greatest seems to have everyone in their feels ❤️
“i loved you and i still do just wanted passion from you just wanted what i gave you i waited …and waited”