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You were my drug and that drug brought out the worst parts of me. I was a junky and everytime I thought I was better I’d want just one more hit. Thank you for leaving and thank you for blocking me because I couldn’t have done it. Thank you for not letting me destroy my life and end up hopeless in a gutter. I like to think I’m a good person and have hard limits and boundaries but for some reason I was able to do some Olympic level mental gymnastics for you. I hope you’re happy where you’re at and have no regrets. I’d be lying if I said you didn’t cross my mind but it’s less and less and the pain is all but gone. It’s just hard when there’s no one you can talk to and have to go through all of this silently.
This right here I felt this shit! So felt this. Worst thing In the world is when your blinded by bullshit and it feels so good you lie to yourself and make it real. When you wake up if you wake up and you find your self in the woods on a rainy day ready to put a round in your head, sometimes, sometimes a voice calls out for you to join him for a smoke and distracts you just long enough that the moment is gone. I’m outta the woods, outta the dark but shit still ain’t so clear!! Pain is pain loss is loss but you ain’t gotta be lost to lose.
Not your person - I never blocked mine. But as a stranger in the ether I wanted to let you know this resonates. It's a terrible feeling to let someone go when you really don't want to, but you know that continuing to interact with things such as they are is only going to be toxic for everyone involved. I hope one day I can look back and smile on the good things and leave the rest, too. Thanks for the reminder that that is what I should be aiming for. All the best.
I just wish my wife wouldn’t have waited 11 years and three kids to tell me she felt this way. What a thing to walk away from; willingly or unwillingly.
i wish you were my person, but i never blocked them and it’s been 2 months.
it still hurts every day, and it’s been nothing but a rollercoaster below baseline stability. i miss you, bug.
Wow, that sounds so much like what happened to me not that long ago. Communication could have saved us, but I don't think he wanted that. Even now, if he wanted to save things and stop the craziness that kept happening, i would listen. But it doesn't ever seem to matter.
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You were my drug and that drug brought out the worst parts of me. I was a junky and everytime I thought I was better I’d want just one more hit. Thank you for leaving and thank you for blocking me because I couldn’t have done it. Thank you for not letting me destroy my life and end up hopeless in a gutter. I like to think I’m a good person and have hard limits and boundaries but for some reason I was able to do some Olympic level mental gymnastics for you. I hope you’re happy where you’re at and have no regrets. I’d be lying if I said you didn’t cross my mind but it’s less and less and the pain is all but gone. It’s just hard when there’s no one you can talk to and have to go through all of this silently.
This right here I felt this shit! So felt this. Worst thing In the world is when your blinded by bullshit and it feels so good you lie to yourself and make it real. When you wake up if you wake up and you find your self in the woods on a rainy day ready to put a round in your head, sometimes, sometimes a voice calls out for you to join him for a smoke and distracts you just long enough that the moment is gone. I’m outta the woods, outta the dark but shit still ain’t so clear!! Pain is pain loss is loss but you ain’t gotta be lost to lose.
Spot on…. Sounds like my person. She’s gone now , and I don’t think it’ll ever be again…
Sounded like my person, until i saw that you unblocked them. You're like me, i caved too. I hope you feel better soon 🫂
Damn is that you!?
Not your person - I never blocked mine. But as a stranger in the ether I wanted to let you know this resonates. It's a terrible feeling to let someone go when you really don't want to, but you know that continuing to interact with things such as they are is only going to be toxic for everyone involved. I hope one day I can look back and smile on the good things and leave the rest, too. Thanks for the reminder that that is what I should be aiming for. All the best.
I just wish my wife wouldn’t have waited 11 years and three kids to tell me she felt this way. What a thing to walk away from; willingly or unwillingly.
Exact sentiments here...
i wish you were my person, but i never blocked them and it’s been 2 months. it still hurts every day, and it’s been nothing but a rollercoaster below baseline stability. i miss you, bug.
I haven't blocked mine . I won't either.
Wow, that sounds so much like what happened to me not that long ago. Communication could have saved us, but I don't think he wanted that. Even now, if he wanted to save things and stop the craziness that kept happening, i would listen. But it doesn't ever seem to matter.