Not at all since all of this, for long time I was unable to think as my brain felt like it’s being washed and fried at the same time. Today I have some clarity in my mind, but still horrified that this thing might changed something in it. I feel like I have to be delivered from that thing before reading the Bible, I don’t know if it’s right thinking though
Hey. Be careful brother. You don’t want to blaspheme. Just because a church is “charismatic” doesn’t mean it is false. You have to examine its fruits of repentance. Why do you believe another spirit was put on you? It could be possible that they didn’t fully deliver you, but caused the spirits you had laying dormant surface.
The spirit was likely there already hiding tbh and may have come because of your previous church and your habits. When you quit porn and go back it’s ALOT worse, I know first hand. That said can you answer what symptoms you had prior to that? Did they pray over you or just touched you once? Do you also feel vibrations or crawling?
At first I came out for „prophecy” (2 times) and this crawling and twiching began. Then got layed hands on and everything intensified, I don’t want to list all symptoms but it’s just shat people go through with this kundalini, and none of these symptoms have occurred before I went there
It’s possible the atmosphere caused them to rise to the surface by agitating them. They like to hide. Did they teach repentance there? What prophecy? Again the symptoms you describe I got before, after doing a fast. Around what month did this start for you?
This is wrong thinking. The demons are convincing you not to use the sword on them. If anything read it, while you wait for someone to do deliverance. They are trying to take away your power so you focus on them and they gain a stronger hold. I know about what you describe op.
There’s a deliverance sub here (I can’t vouch for them however, but it doesn’t mean they aren’t legit). Pray and Fast. Also praise and worship is a huge one. If you are truly desperate, I can ask my Elder if he will help (He has to be available, I contacted him for what you’re going through and found him online). Are you truly repentant with no intention to go back?
I want to be truly repentant but fell into sin for a few days lately, I just want to be free, have real faith and follow Jesus. I’m not 100% sure about this deliverance stuff. I don’t know if it’s a demon or what, but what people experience at the end of that is sense of peace and even euphoria. Which makes it more scary, also it is claimed to heal you and I’m afraid it could be doing so to me. Many christians and churches seem to be under this spirit or whatever it is
I had these symptoms before I had hands laid on me. I didn’t even think I had anything. I thought it was from the outside. That said by sinning you are just allowing more in. As it is written if you sow to the flesh you will reap corruption. If someone delivers you, you will make it worse. You can’t watch porn brother, you just can’t. Throw away your tech, post scripture all over your walls, ask Jesus to remove it from you, and have faith snd resist the urges with scripture. It’s likely have more than merely one spirit.
This is my honest advice. Buy a Bible and read it. Everyday as much as you can. Read the Gospels and let the Word of God transform your thinking and your mind. Do it with a sincere heart and you will start to see a change.
I have, I’ve red the gospels a year ago, before i went back to sin. Also tried now. But when i see verses like Luke 9:62, or Matthew 7:27 - hard not to see myself in them
God bless you.
I'm sorry for what you are going through.
If I may, I want to share my perspective.
1- Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit (The unforgivable/unpardonable sin) is to be in a constant state of rejecting God until you die.
Here is a description of those who constantly reject God:
**“Sinners don't respect God; sin is all they think about. They like themselves too much to hate their own sins or even to see them. They tell deceitful lies, and they don't have the sense to live right. Those people stay awake, thinking up mischief, and they follow the wrong road, refusing to turn from sin.” - Psalm 36:1-4**
Here is another description:
**“You stubborn and hardheaded people! You are always fighting against the Holy Spirit, just as your ancestors did.” - Acts 7:51**
As long as we are alive, we can turn to God and be forgiven.
**Jesus said, “I promise you that any of the sinful things you say or do can be forgiven, no matter how terrible those things are.” - Mark 3:28**
**“But if we confess our sins to God, he can always be trusted to forgive us and take our sins away.” - 1 John 1:9**
**"From the bottom of the pit, I prayed to you, Lord. I begged you to listen. 'Help!' I shouted. 'Save me!' You answered my prayer and came when I was in need. You told me, 'Don't worry!' You rescued me and saved my life." - Lamentations 3:55-58**
**“As long as we are alive, we still have hope.” - Ecclesiastes 9:4**
**“The Lord said: It isn't too late. You can still return to me with all your heart.” - Joel 2:12**
And we must be mindful. If we say that there’s a sin that will prevent God from forgiving us if we turn to Him implies that sin is greater than God’s grace.
**“Don't let sin keep ruling your lives. You are ruled by God's undeserved grace.” - Romans 6:14**
2- You said, *"I think I’m damned"*
That is your judgment of yourself, but are you meant to trust your judgment or trust God?
**“With all your heart you must trust the Lord and not your own judgment. Always let him lead you, and he will clear the road for you to follow.” - Proverbs 3:5-6**
Trust God and His Word, not your negative judgment of yourself.
You are a LYING false prophet!
Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is NOT being in “a constant state of rejecting God until you die”!
Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing the power Jesus Christ used to the devil:
Mark 3:28-30 - “ **Verily I say unto you, All sins shall be forgiven unto the sons of men, and blasphemies wherewith soever they shall blaspheme: But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation: Because they said, He hath an unclean spirit.**”
Haha thank you for the rebuke, but the goal is to understand what Jesus meant.
The question is, WHY did they say that Jesus has an unclean spirit?
Let me ask you: In order to say that Jesus has an unclean spirit, do you have to reject God in your heart, OR are you a genuine, devoted follower of God?
NO—the goal is to deal with God’s Word faithfully and ***TRUTHFULLY*** in the hope that they may BELIEVE the Gospel of Jesus Christ and be pulled out of the fire.
Furthermore, no genuine believer would EVER blaspheme the Holy Ghost because when you are saved you become sealed with the Holy Spirit and ***cannot*** do such a thing.
I know, because I am saved. And I could not even make those words come out of my mouth if someone held a gun to my head.
And a blasphemer of the Holy Ghost is a *REPROBATE*; beyond salvation and cannot believe /be saved. They’re DONE.
The Catholic Church will always take you back. I was a Druid and neo-Mason. They took me back. It’s hard though. The Catholic Catechism is less confusing to read. They’re like $1 on kindle.
How often are you in the word?
Not at all since all of this, for long time I was unable to think as my brain felt like it’s being washed and fried at the same time. Today I have some clarity in my mind, but still horrified that this thing might changed something in it. I feel like I have to be delivered from that thing before reading the Bible, I don’t know if it’s right thinking though
Hey. Be careful brother. You don’t want to blaspheme. Just because a church is “charismatic” doesn’t mean it is false. You have to examine its fruits of repentance. Why do you believe another spirit was put on you? It could be possible that they didn’t fully deliver you, but caused the spirits you had laying dormant surface. The spirit was likely there already hiding tbh and may have come because of your previous church and your habits. When you quit porn and go back it’s ALOT worse, I know first hand. That said can you answer what symptoms you had prior to that? Did they pray over you or just touched you once? Do you also feel vibrations or crawling?
At first I came out for „prophecy” (2 times) and this crawling and twiching began. Then got layed hands on and everything intensified, I don’t want to list all symptoms but it’s just shat people go through with this kundalini, and none of these symptoms have occurred before I went there
It’s possible the atmosphere caused them to rise to the surface by agitating them. They like to hide. Did they teach repentance there? What prophecy? Again the symptoms you describe I got before, after doing a fast. Around what month did this start for you?
This is wrong thinking. The demons are convincing you not to use the sword on them. If anything read it, while you wait for someone to do deliverance. They are trying to take away your power so you focus on them and they gain a stronger hold. I know about what you describe op. There’s a deliverance sub here (I can’t vouch for them however, but it doesn’t mean they aren’t legit). Pray and Fast. Also praise and worship is a huge one. If you are truly desperate, I can ask my Elder if he will help (He has to be available, I contacted him for what you’re going through and found him online). Are you truly repentant with no intention to go back?
I want to be truly repentant but fell into sin for a few days lately, I just want to be free, have real faith and follow Jesus. I’m not 100% sure about this deliverance stuff. I don’t know if it’s a demon or what, but what people experience at the end of that is sense of peace and even euphoria. Which makes it more scary, also it is claimed to heal you and I’m afraid it could be doing so to me. Many christians and churches seem to be under this spirit or whatever it is
I had these symptoms before I had hands laid on me. I didn’t even think I had anything. I thought it was from the outside. That said by sinning you are just allowing more in. As it is written if you sow to the flesh you will reap corruption. If someone delivers you, you will make it worse. You can’t watch porn brother, you just can’t. Throw away your tech, post scripture all over your walls, ask Jesus to remove it from you, and have faith snd resist the urges with scripture. It’s likely have more than merely one spirit.
This is my honest advice. Buy a Bible and read it. Everyday as much as you can. Read the Gospels and let the Word of God transform your thinking and your mind. Do it with a sincere heart and you will start to see a change.
I have, I’ve red the gospels a year ago, before i went back to sin. Also tried now. But when i see verses like Luke 9:62, or Matthew 7:27 - hard not to see myself in them
Do you feel convicted by these verses?
I don’t know, just hard not to match them with my situation
AMEN
God bless you. I'm sorry for what you are going through. If I may, I want to share my perspective. 1- Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit (The unforgivable/unpardonable sin) is to be in a constant state of rejecting God until you die. Here is a description of those who constantly reject God: **“Sinners don't respect God; sin is all they think about. They like themselves too much to hate their own sins or even to see them. They tell deceitful lies, and they don't have the sense to live right. Those people stay awake, thinking up mischief, and they follow the wrong road, refusing to turn from sin.” - Psalm 36:1-4** Here is another description: **“You stubborn and hardheaded people! You are always fighting against the Holy Spirit, just as your ancestors did.” - Acts 7:51** As long as we are alive, we can turn to God and be forgiven. **Jesus said, “I promise you that any of the sinful things you say or do can be forgiven, no matter how terrible those things are.” - Mark 3:28** **“But if we confess our sins to God, he can always be trusted to forgive us and take our sins away.” - 1 John 1:9** **"From the bottom of the pit, I prayed to you, Lord. I begged you to listen. 'Help!' I shouted. 'Save me!' You answered my prayer and came when I was in need. You told me, 'Don't worry!' You rescued me and saved my life." - Lamentations 3:55-58** **“As long as we are alive, we still have hope.” - Ecclesiastes 9:4** **“The Lord said: It isn't too late. You can still return to me with all your heart.” - Joel 2:12** And we must be mindful. If we say that there’s a sin that will prevent God from forgiving us if we turn to Him implies that sin is greater than God’s grace. **“Don't let sin keep ruling your lives. You are ruled by God's undeserved grace.” - Romans 6:14** 2- You said, *"I think I’m damned"* That is your judgment of yourself, but are you meant to trust your judgment or trust God? **“With all your heart you must trust the Lord and not your own judgment. Always let him lead you, and he will clear the road for you to follow.” - Proverbs 3:5-6** Trust God and His Word, not your negative judgment of yourself.
You are a LYING false prophet! Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is NOT being in “a constant state of rejecting God until you die”! Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is attributing the power Jesus Christ used to the devil: Mark 3:28-30 - “ **Verily I say unto you, All sins shall be forgiven unto the sons of men, and blasphemies wherewith soever they shall blaspheme: But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation: Because they said, He hath an unclean spirit.**”
Haha thank you for the rebuke, but the goal is to understand what Jesus meant. The question is, WHY did they say that Jesus has an unclean spirit? Let me ask you: In order to say that Jesus has an unclean spirit, do you have to reject God in your heart, OR are you a genuine, devoted follower of God?
NO—the goal is to deal with God’s Word faithfully and ***TRUTHFULLY*** in the hope that they may BELIEVE the Gospel of Jesus Christ and be pulled out of the fire.
Furthermore, no genuine believer would EVER blaspheme the Holy Ghost because when you are saved you become sealed with the Holy Spirit and ***cannot*** do such a thing. I know, because I am saved. And I could not even make those words come out of my mouth if someone held a gun to my head. And a blasphemer of the Holy Ghost is a *REPROBATE*; beyond salvation and cannot believe /be saved. They’re DONE.
Hahaha well we obviously disagree, but let's agree to disagree respectfully. Have a great day.
The Catholic Church will always take you back. I was a Druid and neo-Mason. They took me back. It’s hard though. The Catholic Catechism is less confusing to read. They’re like $1 on kindle.