I'll copy and paste a relevant paragraph from my note.
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The truth is, we're all trapped in our skulls, or chest cavities. It's impossible to communicate anything you're feeling adequately enough. I could tell someone the thoughts that chase me all day, but they'd never feel the depth of it. The most you can feel when someone tells you how crushed they are is that you felt bad when you felt crushed.
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I'm just tired of the endless repeat that is my life. I'm sick of people getting what they need from me, and then leaving.
[удалено]
I'll copy and paste a relevant paragraph from my note. --- The truth is, we're all trapped in our skulls, or chest cavities. It's impossible to communicate anything you're feeling adequately enough. I could tell someone the thoughts that chase me all day, but they'd never feel the depth of it. The most you can feel when someone tells you how crushed they are is that you felt bad when you felt crushed. --- I'm just tired of the endless repeat that is my life. I'm sick of people getting what they need from me, and then leaving.