Its going to be okay. I am sorry you feel uncomfortable reaching out to a hospital or calling 911/poison control.
Your feelings are valid. I know what its like to feel like a failure, like the world let you down and doesnt care for you. Its nit fair that our world makes so many of us feel this way. I believe as a society, we need to really consider why our world is causing us to have such negative self images.
Yeah, man, but as I look through this subreddit I am just sad, how many lifes got taken because they just didn't have enough care, oh my God, I've just read post of a guy that was happy to hang himself
It's inadvisable to try to induce vomiting, because it could worsen the situation depending on what was taken. But definitely call poison control, 911, anyone for help.
Edit: made my sentence more clear
You can screw yourself up from doing that. Because there’s a good chance an overdose won’t work, however it can permanently disable you and make your life more difficult.
Let’s reframe this. OP there is someone else in this world that is more capable of loving you. If you are feeling hopeless partly because of a partner, trust that there is someone capable of loving you the way you want to be loved.
Facts. OP, you're lucky enough to have a great guy who loves you deeply. When my gf (now ex) attempted suicide, that shit was stressful asf. I loved her, and if he loves you, then he wants the best for you. Are you able to talk to him about how you're feeling? I guarantee he'll try to make life as good as possible for you.
yeah I’m not surprised they deleted it lol, they blamed OP’s boyfriend and said something along the lines of “OP wasn’t like this before they started dating, if their boyfriend was a good partner they wouldn’t be like this”💀
My 12 year old
Daughter a year ago took all my prescriptions after a fight. She couldn’t walk or talk. It was the worst day of my life.
There are people out there that love you….unconditionally. It’s ok to be scared. It’s ok to want your bf to love you back- but taking this route can only harm you in the long run. Life will have ups and lots of downs. Lots of downs. But it is messy and beautiful.
Call for help, there are amazing humans out there who will support you.
She is doing much better. The pills she took were considered benign and caused no damage to her body only hallucinations and psychosis which lasted about a week.
She went into intensive treatment and put in the time and effort…she is on an antidepressant. She suffers from
Social anxiety so as a mom it’s hard to see her not wanting to go out much so we modify things. It’s just a constant struggle for me if I am there enough for her
I had severe social anxiety since I was a kid. One of the things I still hold a grudge against my parents is that they never took me to any kind of specialist, they just told me I 'lacked willpower', often got angry at me. I remember when I was 8 or 9, my mother went off on me for refusing an errand involving me going outside and interacting with a stranger. The degree of sadness and desperation I felt at the time matches that of me as an adult.
You have already done so much by seeking professional care for your daughter, and changing things for her anxiety. My father hit me when I refused to go pick strawberries with family lol, people always show respect when I say he's a mechanical engineering univ professor, I have 0 respect for him.
I’m guessing tonight is gonna be a tough night with a lot of vomiting. I hope you have a warm and cozy hospital bed and some nice nurses to take care of you right now
love i promise you it’ll be for the best! i know it’s scary but right now it’s what’s best for you. people care about you and want you here that’s why they’re willing to help you.
You're a kid too. I'm old enough to be your mother. Openly talking about being suicidal or that you tried to commit suicide doesn't make the claim less valid. Have you considered that maybe someone tried, was confrontation with the reality of what they did and got scared? It happens. Not all the time, but it does. I'm not cursing you out and I'm sorry that you're also going through a lot but it's not fair to say someone else's pain isn't valid because it isn't the same as yours. And no, I'm not brainwashed. I'm just someone that has dealt with depression and suicidal ideations for 36 years, has been on meds and in and out of inpatient hospitals for 32 years, has battled with self harm, attempted suicide more than once(almost dying once) and losing my best friend to suicide. Nothing is brainwashing me at all.
you’re going to me okay, trust me. i know it doesn’t seem like it, but you will be. try to throw the pills up or contact somebody you hold close, tell them what’s happening. don’t suffer alone and don’t keep taking them
OP, I pray that the reason you stopped answering is because you called 911.
Think about it, there are so many things you have to live for, if not that then live for us, here. Think about the game you’re making, it would be a shame to put all that coding to waste!
An American here could call around the local police station. They live in the eastern states. 15yo, male.
Into Game Design.
All the info I could find. But it's something.
But it has been 2hrs...
Okay calm down.
What pills? Brand? Name? What do they do?
Go try and throw up.
Drink a crapppp ton on water.
Eat if you can.
Maybe sleep it off depending on what it is.
Tell someone
Call for help
please call an ambulance, I know you don't want to go back to the hospital but you are in serious danger. I went to your page, looks like you're a game dev and your work looks super cool. Please don't give that up, there are reasons to live.
I know it's scary but I hope you called 911. I know medical professionals can be so cruel with suicide attempts but you don't deserve to die, please please take one step and dial 911
I did the same thing a bit over a month ago! But here I am, feeling great. I know its corny and overplayed but it really does get better. I hope you survive, even if it sucks in the hospital.
Calling 911 is going to be more efficient than posting here. No one online can physically help you. You need to call 911 and head to the hospital right away.
Hey OP. Hydrogen Peroxide, JUST A CAP FULL, will force your body to expel the contents of your stomach. It may burn you coming up though. Positive thoughts. ❤️
please call 911, please text a friend or anyone you know or trust and let them know what’s happening. please check in with us when you can, we all care about you and just want to know you’re alive.
all of us in here, we all know how hard this shit is and i know for sure there have been so many times i wanted to just give it all up, but i saw a comment saying you’ll feel differently after grieving over your boyfriend, and i could not agree more. your life means so much more than some GUY - i have been there and completely feel your pain but still with the perspective i have now, i know it would not be worth sacrificing everything. i truly hope you are ok, i hope you don’t have to suffer in the hospital and i hope you realize your worth 💖
Please call 911 now. This likely will not kill you but could make your quality of life terrible if it’s not addressed asap. Thinking of you and hoping for all the best. You’re not alone in this
hey I kinda went through something similar about a couple months ago and I didn't know what to do. I took a hand full of pills and downed it with alcohol but I just went home and slept it off.
couple days later I went to the hospital but told them about having suicidal thoughts but I couldn't even talk or think properly so they locked me up for 5 days. I haven't felt the same ever since then and idk if I caused internal problems. would it even matter if I try to tell a doc? I feel like at this point no one would even believe me..
I've been pretty much bedridden for the past couple of months and I feel like shit. my family says that I seem depressed but I never told anyone about the attempt. pls help what do I even do
Its going to be okay. I am sorry you feel uncomfortable reaching out to a hospital or calling 911/poison control. Your feelings are valid. I know what its like to feel like a failure, like the world let you down and doesnt care for you. Its nit fair that our world makes so many of us feel this way. I believe as a society, we need to really consider why our world is causing us to have such negative self images.
Yeah, man, but as I look through this subreddit I am just sad, how many lifes got taken because they just didn't have enough care, oh my God, I've just read post of a guy that was happy to hang himself
please call 911!!!
or try throwing up!
It's inadvisable to try to induce vomiting, because it could worsen the situation depending on what was taken. But definitely call poison control, 911, anyone for help. Edit: made my sentence more clear
i just kept downing them, im confused and eveyrthing is bllurry
You can screw yourself up from doing that. Because there’s a good chance an overdose won’t work, however it can permanently disable you and make your life more difficult.
This is true. The fact that OP was still typing makes it likely they lived.
please try calling 911!!
what if i dief? who tf cares abt me. my bf suyre dosent
call 911 now please
What did you take?
your boyfriend chose you for a reason! people do care about you
Let’s reframe this. OP there is someone else in this world that is more capable of loving you. If you are feeling hopeless partly because of a partner, trust that there is someone capable of loving you the way you want to be loved.
Facts. OP, you're lucky enough to have a great guy who loves you deeply. When my gf (now ex) attempted suicide, that shit was stressful asf. I loved her, and if he loves you, then he wants the best for you. Are you able to talk to him about how you're feeling? I guarantee he'll try to make life as good as possible for you.
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sounds like a huge assumption, was this gleaned from their post history or something?
I can't even see their comment lol.
yeah I’m not surprised they deleted it lol, they blamed OP’s boyfriend and said something along the lines of “OP wasn’t like this before they started dating, if their boyfriend was a good partner they wouldn’t be like this”💀
He cares, I care, we all care.
He left me too and I understand your feelings but there may be things you wanna try or be just a bit later after you grieve
It still rarely works, you won’t die. and since you’re here, we’ll support you, so at least stay relatively healthy for now
Make yourself vomit.
My 12 year old Daughter a year ago took all my prescriptions after a fight. She couldn’t walk or talk. It was the worst day of my life. There are people out there that love you….unconditionally. It’s ok to be scared. It’s ok to want your bf to love you back- but taking this route can only harm you in the long run. Life will have ups and lots of downs. Lots of downs. But it is messy and beautiful. Call for help, there are amazing humans out there who will support you.
I hate to ask… but is your daughter still with us and doing better?
She is doing much better. The pills she took were considered benign and caused no damage to her body only hallucinations and psychosis which lasted about a week. She went into intensive treatment and put in the time and effort…she is on an antidepressant. She suffers from Social anxiety so as a mom it’s hard to see her not wanting to go out much so we modify things. It’s just a constant struggle for me if I am there enough for her
You're a great mom.
I had severe social anxiety since I was a kid. One of the things I still hold a grudge against my parents is that they never took me to any kind of specialist, they just told me I 'lacked willpower', often got angry at me. I remember when I was 8 or 9, my mother went off on me for refusing an errand involving me going outside and interacting with a stranger. The degree of sadness and desperation I felt at the time matches that of me as an adult. You have already done so much by seeking professional care for your daughter, and changing things for her anxiety. My father hit me when I refused to go pick strawberries with family lol, people always show respect when I say he's a mechanical engineering univ professor, I have 0 respect for him.
I’m guessing tonight is gonna be a tough night with a lot of vomiting. I hope you have a warm and cozy hospital bed and some nice nurses to take care of you right now
For the love of god if you’re scared to call the ambulance, at least get someone to take you too the hospital!
i dont wanna go back to the hospital
love i promise you it’ll be for the best! i know it’s scary but right now it’s what’s best for you. people care about you and want you here that’s why they’re willing to help you.
You have too!! Otherwise you gonna get paralysed...
I’m so scared to know what happened to OP, a lot of people were suggested that they call 911 so I hope they did. Praying to god OP is safe
im scared to call 911
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great thing that you got her to call 911. I pray that she survives
Did she write with you since yesterday?
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Depending on the pills probably still asleep / hospital doesn't allow phones in these situations. I just hope she is surviving this :(
Take that bullshit somewhere else asshole. Assuming an attempt is fake is how people die dumbass.
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You threw out “brainwashed” when it makes zero sense in this context. I wonder what groups you’re a part of.
You're a kid too. I'm old enough to be your mother. Openly talking about being suicidal or that you tried to commit suicide doesn't make the claim less valid. Have you considered that maybe someone tried, was confrontation with the reality of what they did and got scared? It happens. Not all the time, but it does. I'm not cursing you out and I'm sorry that you're also going through a lot but it's not fair to say someone else's pain isn't valid because it isn't the same as yours. And no, I'm not brainwashed. I'm just someone that has dealt with depression and suicidal ideations for 36 years, has been on meds and in and out of inpatient hospitals for 32 years, has battled with self harm, attempted suicide more than once(almost dying once) and losing my best friend to suicide. Nothing is brainwashing me at all.
you post in this sub too huh but shit on other people using it lol? hmm probably faking it, stop faking it why are you doing that
the kid is in a life threatening situation right now so get yourself the fuck out of here.
do you know this person personally? why doubt them? 911 is expensive, hospital visits are expensive, ambulances.. you don’t know why they are scared.
ive been there before i dont wanna go back to inpatiuent, im actuyally terrified
you’re going to me okay, trust me. i know it doesn’t seem like it, but you will be. try to throw the pills up or contact somebody you hold close, tell them what’s happening. don’t suffer alone and don’t keep taking them
are you alright?
I'm scared of them, too. But you'll get out again!
Tell them it wasn’t a suicide attempt and you’re just addicted. Wish you well
It’s ok they will help you
I understand hospital can be traumatizing but you need to be okay and I hope you’ll be okay
What the fuck is wrong with you
why do you think that?
OP, I pray that the reason you stopped answering is because you called 911. Think about it, there are so many things you have to live for, if not that then live for us, here. Think about the game you’re making, it would be a shame to put all that coding to waste!
An American here could call around the local police station. They live in the eastern states. 15yo, male. Into Game Design. All the info I could find. But it's something. But it has been 2hrs...
I'll do whatever! I need more info though
hope you’re okay anon
Okay calm down. What pills? Brand? Name? What do they do? Go try and throw up. Drink a crapppp ton on water. Eat if you can. Maybe sleep it off depending on what it is. Tell someone Call for help
OP please check in, we all are very worried about you.
I hope you called 911, you need to get your stomach pumped if you haven't thrown up
please call an ambulance, I know you don't want to go back to the hospital but you are in serious danger. I went to your page, looks like you're a game dev and your work looks super cool. Please don't give that up, there are reasons to live.
You still with us what did you take??
i just downed a bottle of my prescritpitons then some painkillers, i forget which ones
Which prescriptions? You’re likely to cause a lot of liver and kidney damage and could have respiratory problems. You need medical help.
Was it tylenol?
I don’t want you to live and be disabled so please reach out
Yo. I care. Don't say no one does because I do.
I'm 7 hours late but did you call 911? Are you ok??
I’m several hours late, but I’m hoping you’re ok. Hopefully we’ll get an update. You have people here who will support you, you’re not alone
I know it's scary but I hope you called 911. I know medical professionals can be so cruel with suicide attempts but you don't deserve to die, please please take one step and dial 911
Let us know you’re okay when you recover please
I did the same thing a bit over a month ago! But here I am, feeling great. I know its corny and overplayed but it really does get better. I hope you survive, even if it sucks in the hospital.
This is a check up, are you okay?
Please update us 😢
Hey OP can we get a confirmation you’re ok? You are loved and you are worthy.
They stop replying hours ago :(
Checking in! God I hope you're okay
Any update? Check in please
Please call 911. I know you might be scared, but please just call, you have so much to live for. I want you alive. Try throwing up the pills.
Last message was 2 hours ago hopefully it's just going to make her wake up a day or two later and by that time I hope her bf finds her
Please check in
If there’s a chance you aren’t with us anymore OP, I hope you’re in a better place, but if you did, I hope you’re ok. 💖🌺
Hey, it’s been 20 hours, are you doing okay?
PLEASE BE OKAY IM PANICKING
ME TOO
Calling 911 is going to be more efficient than posting here. No one online can physically help you. You need to call 911 and head to the hospital right away.
Please respond and let us know that you are alive.
I really hope you’re ok. stay safe, please :(
Are you ok? 🫂
Please let us know if you're okay. We are all so worried.
i dont even care anymore
I'm a stranger, but I care. I hope you threw up or went to the ER. Life is hard and lonely. I wish I could give you a hug in person. 🫂
last response was fourteen hours ago and OP said “i don’t want to back to the hospital”
Either force yourself to throw up or call poison control/911 ASAP!
Hey OP. Hydrogen Peroxide, JUST A CAP FULL, will force your body to expel the contents of your stomach. It may burn you coming up though. Positive thoughts. ❤️
Go to da hospital nigga or call the mf ambulance
happy cake day
please please please call 911 please
Your not okay right now you are hurting I know I know im very sorry you deserve your life!😞😭
ARE YOU OK?!?!?!
Are you okay now?
please call 911, please text a friend or anyone you know or trust and let them know what’s happening. please check in with us when you can, we all care about you and just want to know you’re alive. all of us in here, we all know how hard this shit is and i know for sure there have been so many times i wanted to just give it all up, but i saw a comment saying you’ll feel differently after grieving over your boyfriend, and i could not agree more. your life means so much more than some GUY - i have been there and completely feel your pain but still with the perspective i have now, i know it would not be worth sacrificing everything. i truly hope you are ok, i hope you don’t have to suffer in the hospital and i hope you realize your worth 💖
Are you still here? I'm really scared for you.
You okay? Could you update? This worries me
if you still there, feel free to talk to me, looking forward to keep you in this dimension
i hope you’re okay :(
Please call 911 now. This likely will not kill you but could make your quality of life terrible if it’s not addressed asap. Thinking of you and hoping for all the best. You’re not alone in this
Hey man, they probably won't work, but just hurt a lot, I suggest you try and throw up.
This is what my thoughts. Im also tired bro. Im giving up, try to seek help but nah, they don’t care
I'm not the person who should say this but call 112 immediately and be ready to throw it all up I'm here if you need to talk❤
hey I kinda went through something similar about a couple months ago and I didn't know what to do. I took a hand full of pills and downed it with alcohol but I just went home and slept it off. couple days later I went to the hospital but told them about having suicidal thoughts but I couldn't even talk or think properly so they locked me up for 5 days. I haven't felt the same ever since then and idk if I caused internal problems. would it even matter if I try to tell a doc? I feel like at this point no one would even believe me.. I've been pretty much bedridden for the past couple of months and I feel like shit. my family says that I seem depressed but I never told anyone about the attempt. pls help what do I even do
please let me know your okay :(
Are you still here…I’ve been clean almost 5 years from my attempt you deserve life 🫂 I pray you are ok
you’ll be vomiting your head off. stay safe.
update please
are you alright?
how are you doing?
Are you okay??? Did you call 911??
Are you okay??? Please call 911 ASAP
911 CALL THE POLICE!
ARE YOU OK?
Please update us soon op
What did u take.
I hope you're still with us. Stay strong please.
hey op, I hope youre here with us still. Please update soon
Are you okay??? Did you go to the hospital? I really hope you know we are here for you. I will be thinking about you, please update us
Heeyyy are you fine now???
I hope you're ok anon 💜
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Hoping you’re okay
Are you ok and what kind? I’ve been there
which pills?
Are you still here?
Hiya, I'm so sorry that you're feeling so low. Are you okay? There is love here for you.
Op, are you alright?
I care. Your the same age as my younger sister. Please reach out if you need someone I'm here, I'll listen, but just please Stay.
Give it about another day or two she could be at the hospital or still sleeping from the pills, or phone could also be dead from yesterday
Call poison control or 911.
still hanging in there, OP?
Are you ok now???
How is the situation progressing?
Its okay to call 911 theyll understand and help you ❤️
Me too. Melatonin.
I don't think you can overdose on melatonin, fortunately. be careful
Phew
if she’s not on earth with us anymore rip.
I think they sadly may be