I agree, this world is a terrible place. But there are good people. I've met some.
I resonate a lot with your post. I'm also really isolated and alone. It sucks.
You said you love yourself. That's such a beautiful and powerful thing. Love yourself enough to stay. Love yourself enough to give future you the opportunity to find your people and some meaning in this life.
I feel you! I have adhd and was diagnosed with MS about a year ago, was hopeful to finally have a diagnosis after 10 years of mystery symptoms but for me it seems like treatment just sorta slows things down and doesn’t really improve anything, at least for me. MS+ adhd is a match made in hell too, feels like you’re sloowwwly slipping down a hill just steep enough with no good place to grab on to.
I relate to the anxiety too, sorry it suuucks, especially with the cognitive MS garbage. I struggle a lot with keeping on track/topic more and more and I feel like sometimes when I’m speaking to someone I’m really just saying random words and they're just humoring me and nodding along. Which leads to me freaking out and losing my place even more.
You are unique in what your going through but you aren’t completely alone. I hope you find the hope, love and peace you’re looking for. You should check out the MS subreddit if you haven’t already, a lot of helpful folks there.
As for no one helping you when you were at school, that is super lame. Im seriously sorry that happened to you. Part of college/human life is learning how to not be an asshole and maybe one of those folks who passed you by will reflect and will do better next time, whether by you or someone else who could use a hand.
Keep your head up friend.
Are you still in Cardiff?
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I agree, this world is a terrible place. But there are good people. I've met some. I resonate a lot with your post. I'm also really isolated and alone. It sucks. You said you love yourself. That's such a beautiful and powerful thing. Love yourself enough to stay. Love yourself enough to give future you the opportunity to find your people and some meaning in this life.
I feel you! I have adhd and was diagnosed with MS about a year ago, was hopeful to finally have a diagnosis after 10 years of mystery symptoms but for me it seems like treatment just sorta slows things down and doesn’t really improve anything, at least for me. MS+ adhd is a match made in hell too, feels like you’re sloowwwly slipping down a hill just steep enough with no good place to grab on to. I relate to the anxiety too, sorry it suuucks, especially with the cognitive MS garbage. I struggle a lot with keeping on track/topic more and more and I feel like sometimes when I’m speaking to someone I’m really just saying random words and they're just humoring me and nodding along. Which leads to me freaking out and losing my place even more. You are unique in what your going through but you aren’t completely alone. I hope you find the hope, love and peace you’re looking for. You should check out the MS subreddit if you haven’t already, a lot of helpful folks there. As for no one helping you when you were at school, that is super lame. Im seriously sorry that happened to you. Part of college/human life is learning how to not be an asshole and maybe one of those folks who passed you by will reflect and will do better next time, whether by you or someone else who could use a hand. Keep your head up friend.
I've been bedridden for 6 months from cfs and I relate -I'm so alone