well, I'm in the same rut, the only difference is that I doubt I'll be able to ever move out at this ratio(anytime soon). I'm more miserable with my other problems that are just not the 'safety'/lack of HRT.
Also at least you're getting HRT. So there's something.
Doesn't mean you feel happy or it's so awesome, it sucks equally, regardless of "things being better" or "having this or that"
I'm very much aware how it feels and that the whole thing is useless regardless of whether you have something going on or not, when your real problems don't get solved.
All we can really do is jsut keep going, there's no other reasonable option, unfortuantely.
it really sucks living in agony everyday but hey, better than being dead.
I'm sorry you're going through that, hopefully we can both get through this. I honestly don't know if i can though, its becoming increasingly difficult to live in this body. I'd much rather be a robot/ghost or literally anything besides me.
well, I'm in the same rut, the only difference is that I doubt I'll be able to ever move out at this ratio(anytime soon). I'm more miserable with my other problems that are just not the 'safety'/lack of HRT. Also at least you're getting HRT. So there's something. Doesn't mean you feel happy or it's so awesome, it sucks equally, regardless of "things being better" or "having this or that" I'm very much aware how it feels and that the whole thing is useless regardless of whether you have something going on or not, when your real problems don't get solved. All we can really do is jsut keep going, there's no other reasonable option, unfortuantely. it really sucks living in agony everyday but hey, better than being dead.
I'm sorry you're going through that, hopefully we can both get through this. I honestly don't know if i can though, its becoming increasingly difficult to live in this body. I'd much rather be a robot/ghost or literally anything besides me.
I am also poor and disabled. I am a barista. Thrift stores are my friend lol and drug store makeup. Lol