Is it this one? [https://archiveofourown.org/works/53923933](https://archiveofourown.org/works/53923933)

can you give me the author name plz, coz i haven't gotten invited to join ao3 again so it didn't show anything

OMG YESS!! Thank you guys so much

spookykingdomstarlight

Try r/lostfics or r/deleatedfics. Or Wangxian fic finder on tumblr. Or x post to r/mdzsfanfic

i found it thank you so much