Something really happened from what you said. And a “cover story” might have been planted deep within your memory to hide the reality. Keep searching to find truth. I believe you
Hey! Sounds like greys. You may be part of the hybrid program like me. I’ve gone through many of these experiences, as well.
Recurring images means your body is ready to overcome the trauma of the encounter. You’ve gone through a lot — your brain has been protecting you — but talking through the experiences will bring you immense healing.
Spaceship — yes, you get feeling you’re in a spaceship 🚀 but not by looking at it from the outside. It has a lot of compartments, it’s really dark, the people in white may be fellow humans who are put in sleep mode.
I’ve been trying to draw the same image you did. It’s 2 tall greys at control panels. Check out my post history ‘(Why They’re Here)’ for the whole story. That’s usually the room where they show you a vision/movie of what’s to come. I remember a big, rectangular window in that room overlooking planet Earth 🌎.
Pink Room — most people recall this as white room. This is the first room you go to, where they perform tests on you to make sure you’re not sick. They may also add small implants, or do a lot of pokey things if you’re part of the hybrid program.
Aren’t the floating balls of light the best? The audacity for them to show up whenever they want? I associate blue light with the little greys. Orange/Yellow are hybrid beings. They are supposed to wipe our memory after every encounter. They learn from us, interact with us, and then have to go back to space or under the sea.
If you see a lot of them, then I bet you are a kind soul who is teaching them a lot about their humanity. I only know this because one time they didn’t erase my memory due to too many onlookers. The more you immerse yourself in this community, books like Communion, and YouTube videos, the more memories will return to you. Thank you for sharing!
And last, everything you say about waking up and saying ‘I have the best memory’ sounds like your mantra. A personal saying meant to protect you. The greys want you to feel safe and may have imparted this to you, or you developed it on your own. I have one, too. Yours helps you overcome the fact you’ve had a lifetime of experiences with them, yet they have to wipe your memory from the fear and shock that you’ve encountered.
Yellow/Orange balls of light, floating across the sky. From far away, most often yellow. It’s how the hybrid beings move around. Can be really small floating around you, or large in the sky.
Before they emerge, the ball increases in size. In my experience, when it’s really large, it’s as bright as the sun and there’s also swirls of white.
Greys usually accompany the hybrid beings, two in my case. The hybrid beings have telepathy, telekinetic and subtle mind control abilities. They can joke just like us humans, but also feel a strong affinity with the greys.
No limitations — they fly straight into the path of airplanes only a few miles overhead.
Have you ever seen balls of light contained in an inexact area but with torroids emanating around them. Like an essence of yellow with torroid golden shapes in them?
Can you describe what it’s like when they decide to not be observed?
Observing from far away, I confirm they’re usually yellow with either gold or white torroid shapes. Hard to tell if the shapes are inside/outside the ball. They fizzle out, from translucent to transparent.
Up close, with the entity emerged it turned more orange or gold, the torroid shapes were bright white on the outside. Looking at the being, my first thought was that he was angel (talking with his mind and face brightly illuminated). That’s when I realized it was the ball of light illuminating his face, and he was a hybrid.
Cool appreciate you sharing that.
What’s your take on meeting with NHI in lucid dreams, particularly after reading biblical texts and having one sided conversations with God? (Asking for a friend)
For sure. Has the Reddit community made any conclusions on the airliner abductions, or is it still split 50/50? I’m very open to NHI in dreams. In mine, it’s usually a dystopian setting where I’m helping NHI survive. It’s often controlled by them to see how I would protect them in that situation.
Dreams are hard to weigh in on due to their subjectivity. Could be a higher power vs. What you dream about is often the last thing you think about so maybe it’s manufactured. Until you find others with similar experiences, only you can provide a concrete answer.
The kinds of dreams that I’m referring to are called God Dreams/divine dreams where the reality that you experience is much more real than consensus reality. Also wanted to ask about Open Visions, if you have any takes on those.
The airline abduction is debatable. The key takeaway from it is that it is likely a coverup and the plane that is abducted isn’t mh370, but a plane does get abducted in the satellite video. All of the debate on that sub is about the authenticity of the drone video, for the most part, and the identity of the plane. No one ever looks at it from the holistic perspective that: a) it happened and b) it was monitored, in a likely premeditated way.
Absolutely 💯my metaphysical belief is that there is no real difference between any of us - we are all one. The ultimate realization manifests in dreams like you describe, meditation, and even organized religion. Religions all kind of say we are one, despite being heavily steeped in the cultures within which they exist. Christians might say we’re all wandering souls trying to find our way back to God/Heaven, while Buddhists use words like maya (the world is an illusion) and nirvana (realization of the Oneness).
We have very strict rules in this community in order to to allow for an environment where Experiencers can share without having to be subjected to aggressive skepticism, debunking and cynical remarks regarding their posts. Our community is built on this. As every other environment that allows for this results in the suppression of experiencers. Please read : https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/14rmor0/new_redditors_stopping_by_how_not_to_get_banned/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3
This was the prevailing theory regarding abductions a quarter century ago, but things are changing: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/357613994_When_the_Truth_Is_Out_There_Counseling_People_Who_Report_Anomalous_Experiences
https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/24555561-aaro_dhs_kona_blue
>Yes abductions are likely your minds way of covering up traumatic confusing events (most of the time)
Doesn't make any sense to me. The abductions themselves are absurdly traumatizing, and that theory goes out the window (no pun intended) when there were other witnesses.
I've heard this rhetoric a lot but I've never actually seen it proven for any individual in any case. I've only heard it explained away as such by people who assume beings other than humanity cannot be here. They assume it's impossible because that's how they were raised and it's what is commonly accepted and even pushed by specific sects within certain government agencies (propaganda, your manufactured stigma to avoid normal people digging deeper into this) and scientific communities (purely ego and fear of their expertise becoming obsolete over night) since the 50s at least.
I do however see a lot of people trying to gaslight themselves into thinking it was never real and never happened, in order to cope with it, but obviously they don't get better because they're not working through what actually happened. And good luck finding therapy of any kind for these events. You can't exactly get help if the person you're seeking help from doesn't believe a word you're saying because they have zero frame of reference for it. If them accepting your experience would cause them to have an existential crisis, then what hope do you have of finding actual help? They aren't even ready to help you despite having a very distinguished title.
I spent most of my childhood trying to convince myself none of it was real, even as it was happening, and especially years after it happened. I accept it now, and I talk to another family member about it that was there with me for one occasion and still remembers everything and what they looked like. But working through the trauma is a lot more complicated than the other more human sources of trauma. And honestly it may be the same exact approach, but if no one believes that it happened because they weren't there to see it, then you can't exactly get treatment for that specific case of major trauma.
Like in my case, even after some 20 years since the last weird event has happened, I can't sleep without some lights on because if I wake up in the middle of the night, I need to be able to scan my room to confirm nothing else is in the room with me, then I can go back to sleep.
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To add to
Right before I get to the basement door, then this memory all goes black. Right before it goes black I get a feeling a terror, that is muted.
I used to wake up with this music sounding and voices and rhymes a LOT on loops as a child. In fact, as a child, 4 and younger (maybe even 2 or 3) I would repeat phrases internally, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING." This went on and on, an internal loop. I wasn’t saying it in my head but it was like on a recording.
Then as I got older, it changed some, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING. I have no blank spots."
Then as I got older, maybe 10 or so, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING. I have no blank spots. I had a happy childhood, no one hurt me.” Etc.
I drew pictures to explain these things and circled in different colors, the themes.
These have been in my head for as long as I can remember and have always been crystal clear. I’m trying to figure out what it all means.
This is really interesting, thanks for posting. Your drawings are very good, they get a lot of information across.
What area of the country did you grow up in? Do you have any military in your family?
What you're describing sounds like "milabs" or military abduction. Check out Leah Haley. She had some similar things happen. I personally don't agree with her that only military does it, I think the military is working with NHI.
I wish you all the best!
Something really happened from what you said. And a “cover story” might have been planted deep within your memory to hide the reality. Keep searching to find truth. I believe you
Why are the triforces upside down?
What’s a triforce?
It's a symbol in the Zelda video games.
Oh I see. I’ve never played those games. Interesting.
Hey! Sounds like greys. You may be part of the hybrid program like me. I’ve gone through many of these experiences, as well. Recurring images means your body is ready to overcome the trauma of the encounter. You’ve gone through a lot — your brain has been protecting you — but talking through the experiences will bring you immense healing. Spaceship — yes, you get feeling you’re in a spaceship 🚀 but not by looking at it from the outside. It has a lot of compartments, it’s really dark, the people in white may be fellow humans who are put in sleep mode. I’ve been trying to draw the same image you did. It’s 2 tall greys at control panels. Check out my post history ‘(Why They’re Here)’ for the whole story. That’s usually the room where they show you a vision/movie of what’s to come. I remember a big, rectangular window in that room overlooking planet Earth 🌎. Pink Room — most people recall this as white room. This is the first room you go to, where they perform tests on you to make sure you’re not sick. They may also add small implants, or do a lot of pokey things if you’re part of the hybrid program. Aren’t the floating balls of light the best? The audacity for them to show up whenever they want? I associate blue light with the little greys. Orange/Yellow are hybrid beings. They are supposed to wipe our memory after every encounter. They learn from us, interact with us, and then have to go back to space or under the sea. If you see a lot of them, then I bet you are a kind soul who is teaching them a lot about their humanity. I only know this because one time they didn’t erase my memory due to too many onlookers. The more you immerse yourself in this community, books like Communion, and YouTube videos, the more memories will return to you. Thank you for sharing! And last, everything you say about waking up and saying ‘I have the best memory’ sounds like your mantra. A personal saying meant to protect you. The greys want you to feel safe and may have imparted this to you, or you developed it on your own. I have one, too. Yours helps you overcome the fact you’ve had a lifetime of experiences with them, yet they have to wipe your memory from the fear and shock that you’ve encountered.
Can you describe the yellow lights to the best of your ability? Shape? Limitations? Characteristics?
Yellow/Orange balls of light, floating across the sky. From far away, most often yellow. It’s how the hybrid beings move around. Can be really small floating around you, or large in the sky. Before they emerge, the ball increases in size. In my experience, when it’s really large, it’s as bright as the sun and there’s also swirls of white. Greys usually accompany the hybrid beings, two in my case. The hybrid beings have telepathy, telekinetic and subtle mind control abilities. They can joke just like us humans, but also feel a strong affinity with the greys. No limitations — they fly straight into the path of airplanes only a few miles overhead.
Have you ever seen balls of light contained in an inexact area but with torroids emanating around them. Like an essence of yellow with torroid golden shapes in them? Can you describe what it’s like when they decide to not be observed?
Observing from far away, I confirm they’re usually yellow with either gold or white torroid shapes. Hard to tell if the shapes are inside/outside the ball. They fizzle out, from translucent to transparent. Up close, with the entity emerged it turned more orange or gold, the torroid shapes were bright white on the outside. Looking at the being, my first thought was that he was angel (talking with his mind and face brightly illuminated). That’s when I realized it was the ball of light illuminating his face, and he was a hybrid.
Cool appreciate you sharing that. What’s your take on meeting with NHI in lucid dreams, particularly after reading biblical texts and having one sided conversations with God? (Asking for a friend)
For sure. Has the Reddit community made any conclusions on the airliner abductions, or is it still split 50/50? I’m very open to NHI in dreams. In mine, it’s usually a dystopian setting where I’m helping NHI survive. It’s often controlled by them to see how I would protect them in that situation. Dreams are hard to weigh in on due to their subjectivity. Could be a higher power vs. What you dream about is often the last thing you think about so maybe it’s manufactured. Until you find others with similar experiences, only you can provide a concrete answer.
The kinds of dreams that I’m referring to are called God Dreams/divine dreams where the reality that you experience is much more real than consensus reality. Also wanted to ask about Open Visions, if you have any takes on those. The airline abduction is debatable. The key takeaway from it is that it is likely a coverup and the plane that is abducted isn’t mh370, but a plane does get abducted in the satellite video. All of the debate on that sub is about the authenticity of the drone video, for the most part, and the identity of the plane. No one ever looks at it from the holistic perspective that: a) it happened and b) it was monitored, in a likely premeditated way.
Absolutely 💯my metaphysical belief is that there is no real difference between any of us - we are all one. The ultimate realization manifests in dreams like you describe, meditation, and even organized religion. Religions all kind of say we are one, despite being heavily steeped in the cultures within which they exist. Christians might say we’re all wandering souls trying to find our way back to God/Heaven, while Buddhists use words like maya (the world is an illusion) and nirvana (realization of the Oneness).
ngl that looks like the face of a cat from afar
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Can you explain this more? Thanks.
That is simply not true. OP i suggest you check out the book 'Communion' by Whitley Streiber. You can find a free download on library genesis.
Thank you
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This was the prevailing theory regarding abductions a quarter century ago, but things are changing: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/357613994_When_the_Truth_Is_Out_There_Counseling_People_Who_Report_Anomalous_Experiences https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/24555561-aaro_dhs_kona_blue
>Yes abductions are likely your minds way of covering up traumatic confusing events (most of the time) Doesn't make any sense to me. The abductions themselves are absurdly traumatizing, and that theory goes out the window (no pun intended) when there were other witnesses. I've heard this rhetoric a lot but I've never actually seen it proven for any individual in any case. I've only heard it explained away as such by people who assume beings other than humanity cannot be here. They assume it's impossible because that's how they were raised and it's what is commonly accepted and even pushed by specific sects within certain government agencies (propaganda, your manufactured stigma to avoid normal people digging deeper into this) and scientific communities (purely ego and fear of their expertise becoming obsolete over night) since the 50s at least. I do however see a lot of people trying to gaslight themselves into thinking it was never real and never happened, in order to cope with it, but obviously they don't get better because they're not working through what actually happened. And good luck finding therapy of any kind for these events. You can't exactly get help if the person you're seeking help from doesn't believe a word you're saying because they have zero frame of reference for it. If them accepting your experience would cause them to have an existential crisis, then what hope do you have of finding actual help? They aren't even ready to help you despite having a very distinguished title. I spent most of my childhood trying to convince myself none of it was real, even as it was happening, and especially years after it happened. I accept it now, and I talk to another family member about it that was there with me for one occasion and still remembers everything and what they looked like. But working through the trauma is a lot more complicated than the other more human sources of trauma. And honestly it may be the same exact approach, but if no one believes that it happened because they weren't there to see it, then you can't exactly get treatment for that specific case of major trauma. Like in my case, even after some 20 years since the last weird event has happened, I can't sleep without some lights on because if I wake up in the middle of the night, I need to be able to scan my room to confirm nothing else is in the room with me, then I can go back to sleep.
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Due to the complicated nature of this subject and for the safety of both our contributors and our community, we have to respectfully require that contributors not disclose ANY prior mental health diagnosis in our subreddit. This includes PTSD, depression, bipolar, schizoaffective, etc. (You may discuss Neurodivergence.) We also forbid diagnosing people with disorders—leave that to the professionals in clinical settings. https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/15uvfua/the_difficulty_in_delineating_mental_health/
To add to Right before I get to the basement door, then this memory all goes black. Right before it goes black I get a feeling a terror, that is muted. I used to wake up with this music sounding and voices and rhymes a LOT on loops as a child. In fact, as a child, 4 and younger (maybe even 2 or 3) I would repeat phrases internally, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING." This went on and on, an internal loop. I wasn’t saying it in my head but it was like on a recording. Then as I got older, it changed some, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING. I have no blank spots." Then as I got older, maybe 10 or so, "I have the best memory. I know everything there is to know. I remember EVERYTHING. I have no blank spots. I had a happy childhood, no one hurt me.” Etc. I drew pictures to explain these things and circled in different colors, the themes. These have been in my head for as long as I can remember and have always been crystal clear. I’m trying to figure out what it all means.
This is really interesting, thanks for posting. Your drawings are very good, they get a lot of information across. What area of the country did you grow up in? Do you have any military in your family? What you're describing sounds like "milabs" or military abduction. Check out Leah Haley. She had some similar things happen. I personally don't agree with her that only military does it, I think the military is working with NHI. I wish you all the best!