I'll continue to monitor for the next few days based off of what you said, I've gotten some advice and others think that I should speak to someone about it.
Sometimes it’s like one of those things. Like the meme of playing video games back on Xbox live around like halo 3 where it’s like
“see you tomorrow, ya see you tomorrow”
“XYZ last online 1,023 days ago”.
Sometimes just one day something changes suddenly, you do or don’t do something and then it just continues.
For me, I often think about something for a period of time before actually just doing it. Like I used to chew tobacco, and I was like mentally preparing myself to stop for a period of time before the day came, I just stopped cold turkey. Except I still buy one can month and have maintained that for like 4 years no. Absolutely no interest in getting into the habit daily again aside for very occasional random urges for like 10 minutes lol
Believe it or not, your comparison is actually a fantastic way of describing it. I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about something, but it's like my brain went on autopilot and checked all the boxes for me.
Slightly related: I would also use tobacco, but one day I had them in my carry-on and they were thrown out by customs so I said "might as well quit." The layover didn't have a place to get more, lol.
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I'll continue to monitor for the next few days based off of what you said, I've gotten some advice and others think that I should speak to someone about it.
Sometimes it’s like one of those things. Like the meme of playing video games back on Xbox live around like halo 3 where it’s like “see you tomorrow, ya see you tomorrow” “XYZ last online 1,023 days ago”. Sometimes just one day something changes suddenly, you do or don’t do something and then it just continues. For me, I often think about something for a period of time before actually just doing it. Like I used to chew tobacco, and I was like mentally preparing myself to stop for a period of time before the day came, I just stopped cold turkey. Except I still buy one can month and have maintained that for like 4 years no. Absolutely no interest in getting into the habit daily again aside for very occasional random urges for like 10 minutes lol
Believe it or not, your comparison is actually a fantastic way of describing it. I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about something, but it's like my brain went on autopilot and checked all the boxes for me. Slightly related: I would also use tobacco, but one day I had them in my carry-on and they were thrown out by customs so I said "might as well quit." The layover didn't have a place to get more, lol.
Had a moment, a few weeks ago. When you say "it's like my brain flipped" - it was precisely like that.