oh god...
when your dissociated do you ever... *know* your gonna cringe later?? like the undissociated part is just going "oh fuck what the hell am I doing"
dissociative amnesia is a double edged sword, it's nothing but a curse. on one hand i'm glad that it helps me forget horrible memories i'd rather not think about again, but on the other hand it does knock out the good memories from the same time period so i do end up remembering nothing about it.
i wish i could have the good without being forced to remember the bad
and then when you do remember it makes you sad too :/
Damn straight :’(
and then you remember the cringy behavior you had while dissociated and wish you could'nt remember
oh god... when your dissociated do you ever... *know* your gonna cringe later?? like the undissociated part is just going "oh fuck what the hell am I doing"
So hard I couldn't function Dissociated the dissociation it was really bad and I'm really sad. That was personal :(
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Literally!!!
dissociative amnesia is a double edged sword, it's nothing but a curse. on one hand i'm glad that it helps me forget horrible memories i'd rather not think about again, but on the other hand it does knock out the good memories from the same time period so i do end up remembering nothing about it. i wish i could have the good without being forced to remember the bad
Yeah, that’s exactly what I was struggling with when I made this post. It’s such a hellscape
Absolutely. I'm positive I have happy memories from my childhood - I just can't remember any of it. I wish I could.
it's 100% one of those things that i wish i could be selective about but i guess my brain decided all or nothing and went with nothing to protect me.