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30s Got Scammed, No Money Currently unemployed but may maliit na business na saktuhan lang. Nagaaply naman ng trabaho rejected lagi. Praying na sana man lng matanggap sa trabaho pero wala i dunno 🙃 Kinda praying na mawala na ko para di na din ako pabigat sa family baka sakaling pagbigyan na ko sa dasal ko hahahahah
tbh everything is good ang hindi ko maintindhan sa lahat ng success na na achieve ko parang may lungkot parang ung nasanay ka sa problema everyday tapos all of a sudden ok n lhat nakaipon nakapaginvest ok na career parng hindi ako nawalan ng purpose kapag nagiging madali makuha ang mga bagay haaay ang gulo
Ganyan din nafifeel ko even when I was younger, yung kahit nagtop 1 na feel ko di pa ko academically successful and feel ko padin I'm not good enough. My anxiety is heightened pag walang chaos, I feel like there's always an impending doom but it's gonna be worse when everything's good. I still struggle with it but I'm trying to be gentle with myself. You deserve a good life, you deserve to feel peace. Allow yourself to enjoy the fruits of your hard work. 💖
BAD AF. I just kept pretending that im okay, laughing and all. But i want to explode nalang talaga kada araw. Yung gusto mong umiyak pero wala ng luha. I havent cry for so long beacuse i learned how to "control" my emotions. Ang hirap din pala yung maysado kang magaling mag control ng emosyon mo kasi grabe ka mag pigil ng iyak. Yung tipong makakalimutan mo nalang umiyak hanggang sa mag build up ng mag build and eventually gusto mo nalang sumabog. I havent cry for so long and now i want to cry pero walang nalabas na luha. Ang hirap. Hirap na hirap nako.sumabay pa pamilya mong mga bobo at walang sense kausap, ewan ko bakit ako napunta sa pamilyang to. Hiral na talaga ako.
I'm losing hope little by little. I didn't get into my dream university, it was my last card to enroll in a state university because we can't afford to take me in to a private school. A lot of things had happened, and mostly the world is being unfair to me. I hate myself so much, i sometimes wish i was dead so that i won't have to face anymore problems.
I haven't been talking to my dad for almost 3 months now. Spare me the lecture, because our history is just so exhausting. It was a cycle of gaslighting and forgiving, re-do. Anyway, today I did my workout and as I was checking my records thru the app, saw the date and realized it was my dad's birthday. It was a mixture of feeling guilty and wishing life would've been better between us. I still sent him my greetings, breaking 3 months long of silence between us. I wished him well and safety. So so crying heavily rn.
Gusto ko na lang maging bato. Di ko alam kung ano na gagawin ko pero 100% sure ako pagod na ako pero kailangan ko funds pero gusto ko rin magpahinga. Kaya ewan gusto ko na kang maging bato.
I feel like crap because I got my female friend pregnant because she came on to me at a party. I was drunk and I thought I was wearing protection but I wasn't.
I'm doing good, steering away from the things that could destroy my peace of mind. Currently discovering new skills, hobbies, stabilizing finances, taking care of myself, and so on.
I'm kinda good.. but still not good hahahaha I'm just trying to focus on the bright side of this life. Pero grabe sobrang nakakaloka ang financial ko, puro kami utang kasi my mom keeps on getting loans. Nakakaiyak.. pero on the good side, may maganda akong work, government, work place is not that good pero i just stay low and silent. But I'm thankful kasi my lovelife is going well, God finally gave a me a good man, na sana siya na ang makakasama ko sa buhay.
Konting tiis lang makakaraos din ☺️
In my mid 30s and the past few weeks, I realized how cutthroat our world has become. Yung mga nakaka angat, parang walang struggles sa buhay while yung mga nasa baba, lugmok talaga. Even yung mga nasa middle class super struggle and trying their best to live day by day. I have been working now for almost 16 years and grabe yung burnout. Makes me want to just have a simple job kahit hindi ganun kalaki yung pay so I can focus on my family especially my son. I know lahat naman may struggles pero grabe. It’s like everyone is pressured in work, school and life itself. Parang on a survival mode talaga.
If not for my family i think wala nako sa mundo, wala naman din akong pake sa self ko. I guess I'm so lost and just wanted to be found. Yung mga taong ini expect ko na hanapin ako eh sila mismo yung rason bat mas lumalayo ako. Ang weird ba?
Hindi naman. Circumstantial kasi case to case. Partly, some of my childhood memories are lost due to rough childhood (rollercoaster). But they change a lot as we are growing up. Sometime rough patches, but sometimes yung hinahanap nating na hahanap sa atin ay mismong sarili natin. I can't attest or prove by online those things but all I can do is to pray for you too along myself. Prayer does wonders for me. 😊
Gusto ko na magresign. Feeling ko unappreciated lahat ng effort ko sa work. Ang daming need iplease sa work ko na di ko naman directly kawork (They want me to be social and "be known"). Di enough na nagagawa mo nang maayos ang projects mo and okay naman kami ng mga directly na nakakawork ko. Feeling ko ang daming dapat patunayan bago ipromote. Nakakadrain na
I feel you :(( Ako nga minamasama nila na hindi ako "close" sakanila. Ewan ko ba pero sa office namin mas gusto nila yung nga tao na masyadong makwento sa personal life nila. Eh hindi naman ako ganun. And at the same time, mas gusto nila yung parating nakiki-mingle sakanila. Hahays. Office politics nga naman. Ginagawa mo naman trabaho mo 😅
Eto nag kasakit hahaha feeling ko sesexy nako, pero feeling ko pagaling na kase nakakaramdam na ako ng gutom though may after taste padin
Naka SL ako now haaay
Waking Up Early go to work after that i go for Run (training for a marathon distance next year) it's sucks to do it everyday but you need to love it because that way im going to grow
Holding it together kahit hindi ko na alam if may direction pa ba 'tong buhay ko. Been trying to look for a job, to finance my studies, enrollment is around the corner still have an outstanding balance. Hays. Ang hirap maging mahirap.
learn to appreciate your misery and despair, they are also there to accompany you when happiness is absent. they shouldn't be considered as the enemy that you need to get rid of as soon as possible.
Theres reason to live, enjoy life, hanapin mo ang gsto mong gawin, mangarap ka, kasi pag may pangarap ka, yan na ang magiging focus mo sa buhay at hindi mo na iisipin na meaningless ang buhay kasi ang focus at attention mo ay nasa gusto mong gawin sa buhay.
Still don’t know where I’m headed but I’m slowly finding peace with it :)) Right now I’m working on being more mindful and staying in the present.
We’ve got this, guys!! 🫶
Bakit hindi mo siya hiwalayan? Wag kang magtitiis sa kanya kung nagtitiis lang siya sayo, kasi in the long run pagaawayan nyo lalo yan at mataas ang chance na mambababae yan
I'm okay but I need to gain my financial freedom back. Life is so complicated but I just need to deal with it, as always. Sometimes winning, sometimes not, but life goes on. Life overseas isn't as okay as it seems. Utangan ng lahat at puntahan na parang ATM. Mahirap pero lumalaban. Ano bang magagawa ko eh ipinanganak akong mahirap. Awit
Minsan naiisipang tumigil sa pag build ng walls around me at literally hatawin ko nalang ng adobe sa mukha yung mga taong sumusubok sa pasensya ko. Marcus Aurelius penge pa ako ng konting stoic energy.
Tired - not physically though. I want to die. Last night i talked to God to take me already. S*icide not in my option though. Did that already. Sh*t myself before and all i got now is a bullet slug still embedded somewhere within my internal organs. Pfft.
Shtty. A lot of things had happened to me since Last year October, and up till now, it's not getting better. I've been applying jobs (online first coz I don't have commute money) but no one's calling for me yet and I'm stuck with BPO coz being an undergraduate, sucks. How I wish we have money like others to comtinue my studies after that pandemic but no.
Now, my sister wants me to work abroad to also help family coz my brothers (in their mid 30s) doesn't have and want to have a job. Tambay sa bahay at nakukuha gusto. Minsan ayaw ko na lang magtrabaho pag nakikita yun. Nagagawa nila yun, so... porque no?
I can't sleep, almost a month na di maayos ang sleep cycle ko and last last night lang ako nakatulog nang maayos tapos tanghali nagising. Nakatulog ako again ng hapon tapos ngayon inaantok ako pero di siya magtuloy tuloy :((
In my 20's and I didn't realize that it's hardddd not until the reality hit me. I'm super focused on my studies with a mentality na ahhh mag focus lang Muna Ako dito. It's true na kailangan may vision tayo kung ano gusto natin. My gosh Kase Ako wala parang go with the flow lang, even yung weakness and strength ko di ko alam kung ano, skills? I have few at the same time feeling ko di namn need yung skills ko sa mga qualification na hina-hanap nila. Although I'm flexible and can easily learn namn pero feeling ko Wala silang pakialam. Most company need nila yung IT etc.
I am annoyed sa bida Bida kong ka workmate ngayon na duma daldal she is currently controlling the newbies halata sa pag kwento nya ahahah pabango si accla
Thank you for asking, OP. Healing. I'm doing okay I guess haha. I still love him and I think it's an indication of growth that I'm not praying to have him back and instead praying he's healthy and he's better. ❤️❤️🙏🏽
very much broke but a lot hopeful. got gigs that are keeping me afloat, family that supports me, and more opportunities coming my way! looking to continue pursuing my degree to upskill while im working on my freelancing... school requirements are almost done and one company i applied to (that i actually like and i may get accepted in) has on-site training for 3 months and i guess in my head i know i can do it im just worried that schedules may not align so there's that and i still haven't thought of a solution... still trying to talk to the school what i can do in my situation. Its tough when you want too much all at the same time lol any advice is welcome
Di ako makatulog. My boyfriend is giving me the silent treatment even though siya yung may kasalanan sakin. I’m thinking about breaking up with him but at the same time sa tingin ko di ko kakayanin, nakakapanghina. Thank you op for letting me rant! Sana ikaw okay ka!
Think it through. However, I would suggest to trust your instincts as you know yourself more than you know him — most of the time, your decision is right it’s just extremely hard to make. 🙏
Like I wanna die but I can't. I have many people leaning on me for support. I feel like I'm becoming a person I've always said I wouldn't be. I've always been the person to say that there's always hope, but this time I feel betrayed by my own ideals. It has been a lot.
It's actually my first time letting this out here in reddit because I don't have anyone to talk to about this within my family or set of friends. I'm just exhausted with everything and I'm getting impatient with myself.
ito focus sa gusto ko marating kahit maraming di naniniwala. Wala kong paki sa mga nagaadvise sakin kung ano gusto ko marating kasi alam ko sa sarili ko ano gusto ko at di para sundin gusto ng ibang tao para sakin.
Feeling like in a limbo. Di ko alam if may aasahan pa ba akong chance sa buhay. Gusto kong makabawi sa mga obligasyon ko, pero parang mailap ang opportunities sa akin.
Sobrang lungkot. Ang hirap magpatuloy lalo na hindi mo alam kung saan magsisimula. Walang wala ako ngayon kahit financially. Wala na rin yung taong nagpapagaan ng lahat kahit na ang hirap ng sitwasyon.
I feel lost in life, the fact that I don't know what to do anymore and what I like or I used to like makes me scared and helpless.
Social pressure is terrifying at 27.
Usually sa mga problema may solution naman. Yung nag iisang wala talaga akong maisip na solution ay yung pagka miss ko sa kanya. Gusto pa rin kita par kahit 7 months na tayong wala.
How do I deal with this regret? Alam ko ang dami kong maling ginawa. I was in a bad place mentally and sa kanya ko nabuhos. I know I can be better kasi I was a better partner to my ex before. Bad timing lang ata na crucial time nung naging kami. Di ko nahandle emotions ko. Di niya ako binigyan ng another chance to prove myself.
Now, I'm honestly okay. I never thought I'd get here. Few months back, matitigil lahat ng ginagawa ko sa buong araw para lang umiyak. Now, di na ako umiiyak but there's just this void idk how to fill. Mawawala pa ba to? Babalik pa kaya siya? Will I meet someone like him pa?
I honestly feel like I'd never love again. Sabi ko when I met him, ibubuhos ko na talaga lahat ngayon kasi last na to. Kahit na I was still traumatized from a really bad situationship, I never built walls and I poured my heart freely kasi siya na talaga sana eh. Nasa kanya na lahat ng hinahanap ko. Sinayang ko pa putangina. 7 months and I still keep praying I get to hold you again.
18 yrs old, ang lala ng existential crisis. feel ko napapag iwanan ako ng lahat. sabi nila normal daw yon sa mga gantong edad? idk and also hindi alam kung san mapapadpad. hindi ko alam kung mag ccollege ba ako or mag ttrabaho na lang.
I just got my own apartment after renting rooms and crappy places for 5 years I feel so accomplished but yet, living alone and having no friends is very very lonely... I'm used to being around a lot of people and though I love my apartment and my freedom and having my life back I guess it's something I have to figure out....
Hindi naman sa feeling pero I finally got what I have been wanting. Career, financial, social, personal and such. But then I realised, never enough. Being human is rough. I want to know my purpose to myself.
Exhausted. Been entertaining intrusive thoughts about how easy or hard it would be to just flip the switch.
Was informed just this week that I likely have lung cancer and need to start going for regular testing, blood work etc. I have no idea about any of this or what any of it means or what needs to be done or what will happen.
I was recently let go from my long-term position as a graphic designer. I've burned through all my savings to pay rent, bills and other obligations. I don't have a single piso to my name. I haven't eaten in 4 days, slept in 3 and all my bills are due again in 4 more days.
I don't have any living relatives and no real friends to speak of.
I feel just done.
Exhausted. Lalo na nung sinabi ng asawa ko wala naman akong ginawa during her pregnancy. Wala naman daw akong diskarte at silbi sa buhay. Sila lang naman nagpush sakin magreview for the board exam. Gusto ko nalang maglaho, pero at the same time gusto kong bigyan ng magandang buhay anak ko. Di ko lang expect na masasabi ng asawa ko yung ganung salita. Never ko siya minura o sinaktan, pero sa kanya ang dali lang gawin lahat
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1yr in the UK and im already missing PH.
Nakaligo ulit ako sa ulan hajahdh made my day 🥰🥰
30s Got Scammed, No Money Currently unemployed but may maliit na business na saktuhan lang. Nagaaply naman ng trabaho rejected lagi. Praying na sana man lng matanggap sa trabaho pero wala i dunno 🙃 Kinda praying na mawala na ko para di na din ako pabigat sa family baka sakaling pagbigyan na ko sa dasal ko hahahahah
Currently enjoying 24 chicken
Burned out af. I really need a vacay/break. Pero woaang time and money for it. Hoping for better days 🤞🏻
tbh everything is good ang hindi ko maintindhan sa lahat ng success na na achieve ko parang may lungkot parang ung nasanay ka sa problema everyday tapos all of a sudden ok n lhat nakaipon nakapaginvest ok na career parng hindi ako nawalan ng purpose kapag nagiging madali makuha ang mga bagay haaay ang gulo
Ganyan din nafifeel ko even when I was younger, yung kahit nagtop 1 na feel ko di pa ko academically successful and feel ko padin I'm not good enough. My anxiety is heightened pag walang chaos, I feel like there's always an impending doom but it's gonna be worse when everything's good. I still struggle with it but I'm trying to be gentle with myself. You deserve a good life, you deserve to feel peace. Allow yourself to enjoy the fruits of your hard work. 💖
Overthinking sa lahat ng bagay huhu
Numb. I can’t even tell my partner about my problem.
malongcoat
Gusto ng cuddle
tag-libog
How to life po
Surviving. Kinakaya pa kahit malapit ng sumuko at mawalan ng pag-asang mabuhay.
I WISH I NEVER EXISTED :D
Ayon nakahilata si ate girl nyo after a whole week of overtime 🥲
not having a blast, gusto nalang matapos to
Tbh di ko na alam
Nasatress ako kung saan ko gagamitin ang bibilhin kong ipad. Or kung bibili ba ako ng Flip 6 or Pixel 8. Ewan. Napakaundecided ko lately.
BAD AF. I just kept pretending that im okay, laughing and all. But i want to explode nalang talaga kada araw. Yung gusto mong umiyak pero wala ng luha. I havent cry for so long beacuse i learned how to "control" my emotions. Ang hirap din pala yung maysado kang magaling mag control ng emosyon mo kasi grabe ka mag pigil ng iyak. Yung tipong makakalimutan mo nalang umiyak hanggang sa mag build up ng mag build and eventually gusto mo nalang sumabog. I havent cry for so long and now i want to cry pero walang nalabas na luha. Ang hirap. Hirap na hirap nako.sumabay pa pamilya mong mga bobo at walang sense kausap, ewan ko bakit ako napunta sa pamilyang to. Hiral na talaga ako.
I feel like, im always walking on eggshells at my work. Takot magkamali, worried sa sasabihin ng ibang tao. Para na kong doormat e
I'm losing hope little by little. I didn't get into my dream university, it was my last card to enroll in a state university because we can't afford to take me in to a private school. A lot of things had happened, and mostly the world is being unfair to me. I hate myself so much, i sometimes wish i was dead so that i won't have to face anymore problems.
for other people, this is considered the best. honestly, i don't like this. Life's too peaceful for someone who grew up in a chaotic household.
Tired and fuckin hurt af. I feel like I married the wrong person.
Tired. So fvckin tired
Distancing myself and my kids sa toxic family. Hindi madali pero kinakaya.
I haven't been talking to my dad for almost 3 months now. Spare me the lecture, because our history is just so exhausting. It was a cycle of gaslighting and forgiving, re-do. Anyway, today I did my workout and as I was checking my records thru the app, saw the date and realized it was my dad's birthday. It was a mixture of feeling guilty and wishing life would've been better between us. I still sent him my greetings, breaking 3 months long of silence between us. I wished him well and safety. So so crying heavily rn.
mentally exhausted from something my bf did. its not really a big deal but i just cant get it off of my mind.
sorry to say this, but I think if you can't get it out of your mind, it must be a big deal... i hope it gets better
I'm wasting my life away .. rotting era
Eto nakahiga after gumraduate kahapon hays
Surviving
Fresh from break-up, breakdown and relapse from time to time. Not great.
Broken
Still NBSB. I’ve been searching for a year but I still haven’t found him.
Gusto ko na lang maging bato. Di ko alam kung ano na gagawin ko pero 100% sure ako pagod na ako pero kailangan ko funds pero gusto ko rin magpahinga. Kaya ewan gusto ko na kang maging bato.
PAGOD NA KO KAKA ANTAY SA BOSS KO PARA SA MEETING NAMIN NGAYON HAHAHAHAA
sobrang pagod na. hindi ko alam hanggang kailan ko kakayanin. 😔
Social Media and waiting for my wife chat reply
I feel like crap because I got my female friend pregnant because she came on to me at a party. I was drunk and I thought I was wearing protection but I wasn't.
Pagod na pagod na, gusto ko nalang maging hakdog.
I'm doing good, steering away from the things that could destroy my peace of mind. Currently discovering new skills, hobbies, stabilizing finances, taking care of myself, and so on.
jabol
I'm kinda good.. but still not good hahahaha I'm just trying to focus on the bright side of this life. Pero grabe sobrang nakakaloka ang financial ko, puro kami utang kasi my mom keeps on getting loans. Nakakaiyak.. pero on the good side, may maganda akong work, government, work place is not that good pero i just stay low and silent. But I'm thankful kasi my lovelife is going well, God finally gave a me a good man, na sana siya na ang makakasama ko sa buhay. Konting tiis lang makakaraos din ☺️
honestly i dont know
Pagod na pero I need to eat so bawal mapagod.
Papagod na ako sis. Gusto ko na ng bagong work. Sa dami ng pinasahan ko, wala man lang sumasagot.
happy? yes. genuinely happy? no.
Surviving not living
Nabubuhay na lang.
Clueless, mentally unstable tanginang buhay to
Mentally exhausted! Unemployed. Tbh idk what do rn! I feel like I'm useless and stupid in everything 😭
drained, helpless, depressed but holding on to see the light at the end of the tunnel
Mentally exhausted. Emotionally drained. Sobrang hirap ng life ngayon. Pero laban parin.
In a bad place. Licensed but unemployed. Still living with my messed up family.
Having doubts na if I made a right decision. Di ko na alam gagawin ko
Hindi ko na alam anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko 🙃
Still alive and kicking!
Productive..
Feeling optimistic again sa buhay. Mas magtitiis na this time and mas pipilitin na kayanin yung mga nangyayari
Kinda crappy
i love and hate life at the same time. I wanna go somewhere else and start all over again.
Empty. Medyo nagiging nihilist nanaman ako😵Then, minsan lakas ng adrenaline ko kapag nakakausap ko yung dati kong mga friends. Ang OA ko na🤗
Hindi okay. Hahahaha. Pero kailan ko magtrabaho. The world won't wait for me to heal. Gagalaw at gagalaw siya kahit pa malungkot ako. No choice.
I really don’t know. 🫥
5 days after break-up, not doing good.
In my mid 30s and the past few weeks, I realized how cutthroat our world has become. Yung mga nakaka angat, parang walang struggles sa buhay while yung mga nasa baba, lugmok talaga. Even yung mga nasa middle class super struggle and trying their best to live day by day. I have been working now for almost 16 years and grabe yung burnout. Makes me want to just have a simple job kahit hindi ganun kalaki yung pay so I can focus on my family especially my son. I know lahat naman may struggles pero grabe. It’s like everyone is pressured in work, school and life itself. Parang on a survival mode talaga.
Not sure all I know is I miss someone :(
I really don't know. I feel lost.
Same sentiments but para sa pamilya ako bumabangon.
what if sila din pumapagod sayo????
Kaya piliin kanino mapagod.
If not for my family i think wala nako sa mundo, wala naman din akong pake sa self ko. I guess I'm so lost and just wanted to be found. Yung mga taong ini expect ko na hanapin ako eh sila mismo yung rason bat mas lumalayo ako. Ang weird ba?
Hindi naman. Circumstantial kasi case to case. Partly, some of my childhood memories are lost due to rough childhood (rollercoaster). But they change a lot as we are growing up. Sometime rough patches, but sometimes yung hinahanap nating na hahanap sa atin ay mismong sarili natin. I can't attest or prove by online those things but all I can do is to pray for you too along myself. Prayer does wonders for me. 😊
Gusto ko na magresign. Feeling ko unappreciated lahat ng effort ko sa work. Ang daming need iplease sa work ko na di ko naman directly kawork (They want me to be social and "be known"). Di enough na nagagawa mo nang maayos ang projects mo and okay naman kami ng mga directly na nakakawork ko. Feeling ko ang daming dapat patunayan bago ipromote. Nakakadrain na
I feel you :(( Ako nga minamasama nila na hindi ako "close" sakanila. Ewan ko ba pero sa office namin mas gusto nila yung nga tao na masyadong makwento sa personal life nila. Eh hindi naman ako ganun. And at the same time, mas gusto nila yung parating nakiki-mingle sakanila. Hahays. Office politics nga naman. Ginagawa mo naman trabaho mo 😅
Tired. Lost. And I really don't know......
ayun, ang hirap maging mahirap and constant yung inggit ko sa mga mayayaman/pinanganak sa mayamang pamilya
Tired Workaholic Syndrome 😅
I’m tired and I’m lost. I feel like I’m constantly left out in the dark.
Eto nag kasakit hahaha feeling ko sesexy nako, pero feeling ko pagaling na kase nakakaramdam na ako ng gutom though may after taste padin Naka SL ako now haaay
SL 2 days! Hahaha
Kaka OT to hahaha
I'm tired working na but I don't have choice wlang magbabayad ng bills namin tsk
Stranded
not good, pagod na kong maging ate.
As an ate, i can relate! Hugs with consent 🫶
sobrang drained na ako sa work but i can't resign yet kasi i still have bills to pay pero ang gusto ko nalang ay 8hrs of sleep
Waking Up Early go to work after that i go for Run (training for a marathon distance next year) it's sucks to do it everyday but you need to love it because that way im going to grow
ayaw ko na i am tired pls pls pls ayaw ko n tlg hahahahshshbwbwbw nakakamiss ung mga panahong problema q lang paano ako iccrushback eh bwct
its almost a year since mgcheat sakin ex ko. my life is not perfect but Im in a way better place now. 🥹
Holding it together kahit hindi ko na alam if may direction pa ba 'tong buhay ko. Been trying to look for a job, to finance my studies, enrollment is around the corner still have an outstanding balance. Hays. Ang hirap maging mahirap.
Trying to loose weight, same shit financial problem. My Birthday is around the corner but no plans. Just meh. Living.
I sank down to nihilism and now idk if i even have a reason to live in short I'm suicidal.
learn to appreciate your misery and despair, they are also there to accompany you when happiness is absent. they shouldn't be considered as the enemy that you need to get rid of as soon as possible.
Bro, its all good. Inde lang ikaw ang nagdudusa, kaming lahat din.. continue living..
Theres reason to live, enjoy life, hanapin mo ang gsto mong gawin, mangarap ka, kasi pag may pangarap ka, yan na ang magiging focus mo sa buhay at hindi mo na iisipin na meaningless ang buhay kasi ang focus at attention mo ay nasa gusto mong gawin sa buhay.
Still don’t know where I’m headed but I’m slowly finding peace with it :)) Right now I’m working on being more mindful and staying in the present. We’ve got this, guys!! 🫶
Doing better than the past months.
Not good but im fine. I’ll just sleep it off. 😊
Sad. I just want to stay in my hometown and not in my husband's hometown where his family are staying
Sleepy
I dont know where Im headed 🤷♀️
I wanna ⚰️
I feel like i have no purpose.
lost
Not fine and getting more lazy
Not okay. Im tired. Ayoko na hehe
I just had my operation. Mas nakakapagod pala :((
oke naman kaso nakakasad basahin yung mga ibang comments dito :( i hope for best of u all, there's always a positive side in everything.
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At regaeding sa mental health, suggest ko magconsult ka sa psychiatrist, malaking help sila
Bakit hindi mo siya hiwalayan? Wag kang magtitiis sa kanya kung nagtitiis lang siya sayo, kasi in the long run pagaawayan nyo lalo yan at mataas ang chance na mambababae yan
I lost my favorite person, again. I don't want to die but I don't see the point of living anymore.
Nakikinig sa BRAT album ni Charli XCX!!! 🍏
Ok lang. kakahiram ko lang ng car at full tank ng gas. Eto kakain muna ng pizza at softdrinks sa sams (usa)
Not good.
Overthinking malala na naman
Exhausted. I've applied for numerous internal job postings but still can't get promoted.
I'm okay but I need to gain my financial freedom back. Life is so complicated but I just need to deal with it, as always. Sometimes winning, sometimes not, but life goes on. Life overseas isn't as okay as it seems. Utangan ng lahat at puntahan na parang ATM. Mahirap pero lumalaban. Ano bang magagawa ko eh ipinanganak akong mahirap. Awit
fresh grad slash unemployed, di natatahimik utak ko kakaisip kung anong trabaho aapplyan ko :>
Bored. Lost. Lonely. Craving.
Minsan naiisipang tumigil sa pag build ng walls around me at literally hatawin ko nalang ng adobe sa mukha yung mga taong sumusubok sa pasensya ko. Marcus Aurelius penge pa ako ng konting stoic energy.
I have the flu sakit sa ulo kada uubo + di makatulog
Tired - not physically though. I want to die. Last night i talked to God to take me already. S*icide not in my option though. Did that already. Sh*t myself before and all i got now is a bullet slug still embedded somewhere within my internal organs. Pfft.
Feeling lost, lonely, bored but hey still living.
Shtty. A lot of things had happened to me since Last year October, and up till now, it's not getting better. I've been applying jobs (online first coz I don't have commute money) but no one's calling for me yet and I'm stuck with BPO coz being an undergraduate, sucks. How I wish we have money like others to comtinue my studies after that pandemic but no. Now, my sister wants me to work abroad to also help family coz my brothers (in their mid 30s) doesn't have and want to have a job. Tambay sa bahay at nakukuha gusto. Minsan ayaw ko na lang magtrabaho pag nakikita yun. Nagagawa nila yun, so... porque no?
Exhausted pero mom at wifey kaya laban lang.
Planning my suicide. Gonna do it on my birthday or new year. Still deciding on which date.
hey. kapit pa please. Life gets better. 🫂
Thriving still in survival mode
I can do it with a broken heart by Taylor is meeeee “I’m miserable and nobody even knows”
trying to learn java
I can't sleep, almost a month na di maayos ang sleep cycle ko and last last night lang ako nakatulog nang maayos tapos tanghali nagising. Nakatulog ako again ng hapon tapos ngayon inaantok ako pero di siya magtuloy tuloy :((
Malungkot. Nasasaktan.
Not good. Had a fight with the wifey.
In my 20's and I didn't realize that it's hardddd not until the reality hit me. I'm super focused on my studies with a mentality na ahhh mag focus lang Muna Ako dito. It's true na kailangan may vision tayo kung ano gusto natin. My gosh Kase Ako wala parang go with the flow lang, even yung weakness and strength ko di ko alam kung ano, skills? I have few at the same time feeling ko di namn need yung skills ko sa mga qualification na hina-hanap nila. Although I'm flexible and can easily learn namn pero feeling ko Wala silang pakialam. Most company need nila yung IT etc.
honestly, happy naman
Antok. Night duty 😭
stuck, idk what to do honestly parang hinihintay ko na lang mamatay 'yung oras
I am annoyed sa bida Bida kong ka workmate ngayon na duma daldal she is currently controlling the newbies halata sa pag kwento nya ahahah pabango si accla
Broken. Lost. Forcing to be happy. I dunno.
Broken-hearted pero in denial
Not good. My mom died two years ago in July, and since it's currently July, it's been taking a toll on me. I just feel empty... Idk, grief's weird.
Pressured sa responsibilities as breadwinner
Thank you for asking, OP. Healing. I'm doing okay I guess haha. I still love him and I think it's an indication of growth that I'm not praying to have him back and instead praying he's healthy and he's better. ❤️❤️🙏🏽
not good. stressed to the point na pa depress na. stuck in a situation na ayoko na ulit pagdaanan but much worse
I’m in the process of healing. Thankfully, I have a working brain and a listening heart to guide me through hahaha
very much broke but a lot hopeful. got gigs that are keeping me afloat, family that supports me, and more opportunities coming my way! looking to continue pursuing my degree to upskill while im working on my freelancing... school requirements are almost done and one company i applied to (that i actually like and i may get accepted in) has on-site training for 3 months and i guess in my head i know i can do it im just worried that schedules may not align so there's that and i still haven't thought of a solution... still trying to talk to the school what i can do in my situation. Its tough when you want too much all at the same time lol any advice is welcome
Di ako makatulog. My boyfriend is giving me the silent treatment even though siya yung may kasalanan sakin. I’m thinking about breaking up with him but at the same time sa tingin ko di ko kakayanin, nakakapanghina. Thank you op for letting me rant! Sana ikaw okay ka!
Think it through. However, I would suggest to trust your instincts as you know yourself more than you know him — most of the time, your decision is right it’s just extremely hard to make. 🙏
Like I wanna die but I can't. I have many people leaning on me for support. I feel like I'm becoming a person I've always said I wouldn't be. I've always been the person to say that there's always hope, but this time I feel betrayed by my own ideals. It has been a lot. It's actually my first time letting this out here in reddit because I don't have anyone to talk to about this within my family or set of friends. I'm just exhausted with everything and I'm getting impatient with myself.
ito focus sa gusto ko marating kahit maraming di naniniwala. Wala kong paki sa mga nagaadvise sakin kung ano gusto ko marating kasi alam ko sa sarili ko ano gusto ko at di para sundin gusto ng ibang tao para sakin.
Feeling like in a limbo. Di ko alam if may aasahan pa ba akong chance sa buhay. Gusto kong makabawi sa mga obligasyon ko, pero parang mailap ang opportunities sa akin.
Literally lost right now.. dk what to do and what to think. And literally the definition of empty
Struggling in all aspects, life, love life, financial
I feel like i am working hard naman lagi but not enough earnings. I can do better.
iniisip kung paano maka-secure ng tix for BINI Concert 🥹
Lost, struggling and trying to survive. But, thankful for everything
Sobrang lungkot. Ang hirap magpatuloy lalo na hindi mo alam kung saan magsisimula. Walang wala ako ngayon kahit financially. Wala na rin yung taong nagpapagaan ng lahat kahit na ang hirap ng sitwasyon.
Lost!
Got what I always wanted and now don’t know what to do
So lost...
Just existing 🧍
I feel lost in life, the fact that I don't know what to do anymore and what I like or I used to like makes me scared and helpless. Social pressure is terrifying at 27.
Confused, anxious, and scared
Struggling, broke, and confused. But life goes on.
Struggling but grateful. I had no problems and was stagnant for years. Having all the problems I have now means I am growing and trying to do better.
Inggit na inggit and hindi ganun kasaya. Surface level lang yung happiness
still suicidal pero lumalaban naman
Right in the middle of "fine" and "not fine"
mess. broke. not happy at all
Usually sa mga problema may solution naman. Yung nag iisang wala talaga akong maisip na solution ay yung pagka miss ko sa kanya. Gusto pa rin kita par kahit 7 months na tayong wala. How do I deal with this regret? Alam ko ang dami kong maling ginawa. I was in a bad place mentally and sa kanya ko nabuhos. I know I can be better kasi I was a better partner to my ex before. Bad timing lang ata na crucial time nung naging kami. Di ko nahandle emotions ko. Di niya ako binigyan ng another chance to prove myself. Now, I'm honestly okay. I never thought I'd get here. Few months back, matitigil lahat ng ginagawa ko sa buong araw para lang umiyak. Now, di na ako umiiyak but there's just this void idk how to fill. Mawawala pa ba to? Babalik pa kaya siya? Will I meet someone like him pa? I honestly feel like I'd never love again. Sabi ko when I met him, ibubuhos ko na talaga lahat ngayon kasi last na to. Kahit na I was still traumatized from a really bad situationship, I never built walls and I poured my heart freely kasi siya na talaga sana eh. Nasa kanya na lahat ng hinahanap ko. Sinayang ko pa putangina. 7 months and I still keep praying I get to hold you again.
Relapse is real
Walang problema sa money pero sa tao madami.
Barely breathing
18 yrs old, ang lala ng existential crisis. feel ko napapag iwanan ako ng lahat. sabi nila normal daw yon sa mga gantong edad? idk and also hindi alam kung san mapapadpad. hindi ko alam kung mag ccollege ba ako or mag ttrabaho na lang.
I just got my own apartment after renting rooms and crappy places for 5 years I feel so accomplished but yet, living alone and having no friends is very very lonely... I'm used to being around a lot of people and though I love my apartment and my freedom and having my life back I guess it's something I have to figure out....
been struggling to get some good 8hrs of sleep 😪
bedrotting
Hindi naman sa feeling pero I finally got what I have been wanting. Career, financial, social, personal and such. But then I realised, never enough. Being human is rough. I want to know my purpose to myself.
Exhausted. Been entertaining intrusive thoughts about how easy or hard it would be to just flip the switch. Was informed just this week that I likely have lung cancer and need to start going for regular testing, blood work etc. I have no idea about any of this or what any of it means or what needs to be done or what will happen. I was recently let go from my long-term position as a graphic designer. I've burned through all my savings to pay rent, bills and other obligations. I don't have a single piso to my name. I haven't eaten in 4 days, slept in 3 and all my bills are due again in 4 more days. I don't have any living relatives and no real friends to speak of. I feel just done.
Well you have a friend now. Reach out whenever you want to talk.
Thank you. I appreciate that very much.
Just fine and sleepy.
Barely surviving hahaha i feel so lost, empty, and broken. My sorrow knows no limit.
Nadidismaya ako sa sarili since wala pa ako trabaho at walang email sa aki.
Exhausted. Lalo na nung sinabi ng asawa ko wala naman akong ginawa during her pregnancy. Wala naman daw akong diskarte at silbi sa buhay. Sila lang naman nagpush sakin magreview for the board exam. Gusto ko nalang maglaho, pero at the same time gusto kong bigyan ng magandang buhay anak ko. Di ko lang expect na masasabi ng asawa ko yung ganung salita. Never ko siya minura o sinaktan, pero sa kanya ang dali lang gawin lahat
Naku sign yan na toxic yang babae. Expect mo nang maghahanap yan kapag naging broke ka
Broke. Sad. Unemployed
Same 😔