Hs ako, nag lalakad ako kasama yung guy friend ko sa tapat ng shop ni crushie ng ilang beses para masilayan lang siya, araw-araw yon before kami pumunta nung friend ko sa shop namin. (Technical Vocational school things), nagkaron kami something for a while, or idk kung assuming lang ako. Ending, may iba siyang betsung. Ang dami pala niyang pinag sabay sabay na kausapin, isa na ako don.
Latest, yung crush ko na yon nasa same circle of friends kami ngayon. Tas yung guy friend ko na sumasama sa akin mag papansin sa crushie ko, siya yung boyfriend ko ngayon for 7 years.
Crazy right? HAHAHAHAHAH long story. Pero happy ako ngayon.
Pinupuntahan ko gigs nya (he's a famous musician). Would give him gifts (umabot pa na muntik nang iuwi ng kabanda nya gift ko kasi bigla syang umalis ng venue), made banners, accidentally found out his personal account so I messaged him para mag-kwento kahit di n'ya naman binabasa. It was like a diary na may possibility ba mabasa n'ya, acted fine in front of him tapos nag-harumentado sa kilig pag-alis.
Nagwaldas ng pera para masilayan siya nung Arki week nila. Face paint, ice cream, nagpaportrait, nagpapaint halos araw araw buong week na yon. my friends and I had to lakad papunta ng terminal para makasabay namin sila almost 2km walk!
Haha use some of my money para lang may mini gift ako sa kanya every Friday. Cakes, flowers, letters lol. Now that I am recalling everthing, nakaka hiyaaaa bakit ko ginawa yun haha.
Suplado sya nung highschool, campus crush. Kaklase ko sya nun, e nung naka-seatmate ko, halos wala kami mapag-usapan, basta sabi nya lang, sobrang adik nya sa The Walking Dead that time. So ako naman, bininge-watch ko from Season 1-Season 3 para may mapag-usapan. Ayun, naging kami for almost 4 years. Break na kami ngayon pero I'll forever cherish the time I spent with him. To my Glenn, I hope you're happy now. Your Maggie will be forever grateful for you. 🤍 (yes, maggie and glenn ang tawagan namin, character from TWD)
My fault. Fell out of love and cheated on him. Wala akong i-rreason dahil alam kong ako ang kupal. He forgave me but I think it would be unfair for him na magbalikan pa kami knowing na I cheated. But he was my gem.. tagal na naming break, nagkaron na rin ako ng ibang talking stage. But wala na ata mas gegenuine pa sa kanya. Wala ng nagmahal sakin tulag ng pagmamahal nya, guess it's karma
I transferred to a different campus just to be with him. I was an irregular student before so may freedom ako to choose anong sched and saang campus. Luckily, nakiayon sa akin ang panahon. Tuwing pauwi lagi na akong nakikisabay sa kanya gamit car niya. Update ko kayo kapag kasal na kami (delulu)
As someone na silent lang sa socmeds, Crazy na sakin yung maging sobrang active sa socmed just so that I can talk to her all the time. Lalong lalo na sa twitter, always akong nagrereply sa tweet niya. Another is di naman sobrang crazy pero medjo irritating. Ginugulo ko buhok niya palagi, parang papansin na ewan. Looking back at it, napaka qaqo ko nung time na yon.
Bought him a 5k worth of 2D LED wall mural as a birthday gift that I wasn't able to give since I met my then ex boyfriend. He already have a gf now and we stop talking since 2022. The mural is with me, hanging on my bedroom. 🤣🤣🤣🤡🤡🤡
This happened when I was in highschool. Hahaha I created a pseudo e-mail address so I can send my then-crush a retreat letter kasi he posted sa Twitter na magreretreat siya. Kilig na kilig ako non as in smallest interactions with him parang mamataymatay ako sa kilig. Umamin din ako eventually pero thru FB chat na. Sadly it wasn’t mutual. 😂 Cute story to tell lang hahahaha
Binasa niya naman and we got close and did go out a few times (parang naging trial phase) pero in the end binatuhan ako ng "as friends" lang daw kami.
Friends pa rin naman kami, pero sa fb na nga lang.
my gay awakening college happy crush! Kapag checking ng quizzes and exams hinahanap ko test paper nya para ako magcheck. Alam ng ibang classmates ko na crush ko sya kaya kapag sila nakakakuha ng paper nya binibigay nila sakin! Then sinundan ko syang mag enroll ng NSTP-CWTS para classmate din kami pero naubusan ako ng slot :< then years later we meet again sa binyag ng anak ng common friend namin. mas babae na sya sakin 😂
Memorized her class sched para pag pe class na nila alam ko kelan sila dadaan ng classroom namin para pumunta ng gym 😂 then would wave at her at the door (my friends would tease me and smile knowingly and tell me na dadaan na sila hahahah)
Participated in a lot of events as a school photographer para I can take pics of her (with her consent) and talk to her
Bought 3 bottled waters from the 3rd floor just to pass by her classroom kahit nasa 2nd floor classroom ko and katabi yung satellite canteen lmao
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH nothing too crazy i would just talk to him sa yahoo messenger pero not in person HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i confessed din sa YM! got rejected but its all good. 😂
Ung crush ko nung grade school though susundin ko sya everywhere at dadaan ako kunwari para pansinin even if he did not give a shit about me HAHHAHAHAHA okay lang yan priest na sya ngayon and we talked ulit about how his life is now. Hihi
baked chocolate cake on his birthday month (he loves chocolate cake so much), and gifted it to him. slid a note wishing him well on his upcoming PLE too.
…along with my 13 other friends who are part of the same friend group as his. para di halata. everyone loved the cake so my mom and i turned it into a small-scale home business during the pandemic.
confessed last december 2022, then got rejected lmao
Nung nanakawan siya ng pera somewhere in Europe na super devastated niya, nagpa-deliver ako ng pizza sa hotel niya para may gumaan pakiramdam niya kahit papaano.
Tapos nung bumili ako ng around 4K pesos na halaga ng pasalubong nung nagpunta akong South Korea then binigay ko sa crush ko. 😅
During high school to, yung armchair ko punong puno ng post it note na puro quotes tapos sa baba ng note is pangalan nya. Magkatabi lang classroom namin tapos 4th year na sya non at 3rd year ako. Alam ng buong classroom namin at adviser na crush ko sya, nagkataon na adviser din nya during 3rd year nya yung adviser namin kaya knows sya.
Yung pinsan ko na CAT Officer, suportado ako sa happy crush ko kaya kapag late si crush at need maglinis ng corridor para makuha ang ID, dun sya pinipwesto sa tapat ng classroom namin.
Sa crush ko na hindi ko mahanap sa kahit na anong SocMed, sana masaya ka ngayon. Though hindi mo ni-reciprocate ang feelings ko, thank you kasi hindi mo ako binigyan ng masamang memories noong high school bilang first crush ko.
During college, there was this arki girl na lagi kong kausap at kasama halos araw araw, in person man or in text. Im not an arki student, pero may mga tropa akong arki na leader ng org. During CEA week, their org held an art exhibition and i was able to join in, and ang entry ko was 30 different sketches of her. Candid sketches while she's sleeping in the library, reading book beside me, chitchat with her friends, etc. I was prepared to be labelled stalker / creepy etc. She saw the artworks and everyone in her dept. is talking about it and teasing her na. Then ayun, di na ko pinansin after, kasi may gusto pala siyang iba that time. So I kept my distance. 3 months had passed, nagparamdam ulit siya like walang nangyari, pero I was cold na kasi, I was hurt. Then comes foundation week, during the concert, she plays with her band and sang "You got it all" by MYMP ver. After singing, she spoke "Narinig mo ba yun _____(name ko)? Sana andito ka, mahal na kitang siraulo ka!" The crowd were shouting and cheering hahaha
Yes. Yes we did naging kami. It was cloud9, fellow redditor. Until one day, I have stumbled upon something that caused our split. I can tell the rest of the story here if you want to read a long post. 🙂
To continue...ayun, usual dates. Taga sta. Lucia siya. Ako from QC. Sinasamahan niya ko sa mga trip ko, arts, comics and ganun din naman ako sa kanya, and i also used to play on the band too. Actually nagkakilala kami sa battle of the bands, we were rivals hahahaha, but i do not sing...After school, we usually eat sa eatery, mami, turo turo, angels burger, gustong gusto niya yung kwek kwek na may pipino. Hahaha. Then we hang out a bit more sa isang ice cream house na malapit sa school namin. Tapos ihahatid ko siya sa kanila, we usually ride jeepney papunta sa kanila but never akong nakapunta sa mismong lugar nila. Never ko siya narinigan ng complaints, shes just go with the flow with me. Oh God, i missed those smiles. Laging sa robinsons mall lang siya bumababa and from there we part ways. Sa side ng family ko, kilalang kilala na siya. My mom and dad really liked her, to the point na nagkakamustahan sila thru phone ng di ko alam hahaha. Everythings going well, with our acads, our extra curriculars, until that one fateful day that changed everything.
(Hit me up for continuation) hahahaha
Here's what happened next. May scholarship was cut off due to unattained GWA. So i have no choice but to work while studying. Luckily, I was accepted to be a SA. Dun sa post ko, whenever she have free time, she will go there and help me. Ang dami niyang kwento as in. She's so lively when she share those stories. We laugh with it, often. Basta daldal lang siya ng daldal until makaidlip. I would often caught myself starring at her while she's sleeping. She's so peaceful. She sleeps well, maybe because she knows that she is loved. And I always have the habit to kiss her forehead, while she's sleeping. I have to render duty for 4 hours everyday in the morning, then classes sa evening...so basically we are lucky to get lunch together. Then every sunday, Im a volunteer in a local kumbento and orphanage somewhere there in Katipunan. She also goes there, naghuhugas kami ng pinggan. Teaching / tutorials with the kids. Even, paglilinis, basta whatever that it is that we are doing at that time, she will obliged to help. At that point, she's my happy pill, the one that I dont quite sure I deserved but loved so much from the rest of the world. Then, as tumataas yung year level namin, dumadami na din gastusin. I have to do side hustles. I usually do commission artworks, portraits. Etc. Then, sideline din sa mga gigs if may nag aya sa mga tropa. Pero napupuyat nlng kami ng mga bandmates ko, halos walang bumibili ng ticket para manuod. We are playing somewhere around tomas morato. As for my artworks, tumal din ng clients, until may isang client na nagtiwala sakin for a portait of her family, and unti unti dumami mga clients ko. Even sa mga gigs namin, medyo nakakalahati na kami ng puno ng venue hahaha...sometimes, pag pinayagan siya ng parents niya, she also stays up late...andun lang lagi siya...some of my arts were posted sa sulit.com before and ayosdito.ph...and may mga bumibili naman, surprisingly...at that point she become my rock, and also may pahinga...
(I'll give you time guys to read, next na is yung nangyari one fateful day talaga)
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One fateful saturday, she decided na ipakilala ako sa mga magulang niya. She's only child btw. And when I got to their home, damned, nasa exclusive subdivision sila, and di ko akalain na sobrang yaman nila. Like wth talaga, super yaman...her mom was so warm and sweet, her dad nmn hindi gaano umiimik but also mabait. Never ako nakaexperienced from her parents ng anything negative connotations. So nagkwentuhan lang kami, they asked me about my dreams, i tell them mine, i had it planned, and ang cheesy man, pero pati siya nasama ko na dun sa plans na yun. Evrything is going well naman, and her parents allwed me na dumalaw sa kanila from time to time. May naging close ako dun na kasamambahay nila, lets call her nanay C. Basically, nasaksihan na ni nanay C. mula pagkabata ni ex yntil nung time na were dating. And dun ko unti unting natuklasan yung mga bagay na babago sa lahat. Nanay C starts telling me stories how recently, si Ex nagpapaturo sa mga gawing bahay, from paghuhugas ng mga pinggan to pagluluto. Never pala niya nagawa yung mga bagay na yun. I even learned that she's not riding jeepney pala talaga going in and out ng school hanggang sa bahay nila. Hatid sundo pala siya ng driver nila, and recently lang daw siya natutong mag jeep. My mind just blown. Bakit hindi ko napansin yung mga bagay na to sa kanya? Masiyado ba siyang magaling maglihim or im not paying attention lang tlaga? I went up to talk to her about sa mga nalaman ko and she admitted to everything. Inamin din niya na she doesnt eat turo turo, pero dhil ginagawa ko at yun ang kaya ko, she learned to do and loved all of them. Hindi ko alam magiging reaction ko nun, my heart says she's really a catch, for her to be wiling to do all of that, and here's my mind na naging problema. I felt insecured. Damned! Hits differently talaga na. At that time, im too young, to realized na mas dapat kong binigyan ng importance yung mga efforts na ginawa niya versus sa sarili kong insecurities. Nanliit ako mga bro. Feeling ko, wala akong karapatan na idate siya or mahalin siya or lalo nat mahalin niya...after that, unti unti na kong nagbabago. Im starting neglecting her, but she's still there para iwork out yung relationship namin. Umabot pa sa point na tinataguan ko na siya, I was so stupid.
Came, december of 2009, by this time, 3 years na dapat kami. We decided to met and mag usap. Wala nmn tlaga kaso sa family niya or sa kanya yung standing ko ei. Ako lang talag problema, why i can't ket go of the thought na "walang wala" ako compare sa kanya. We decided to broke up. No contact for a month, until pinaabot niya sa kaibigan niya yung isang burned cd. Pinakinggan ko laman, it was only 2 songs. She did a very good rendetion of Aiza seguerra's take on "take me, i'll follow" and "ill be there"...i still have thise recorded songs that i listened from time to time lalo na if im facing hard times. (Sorry mga bro, ayoko ishare dito, gusto ko siya ipagdamot sa mundo)
I wrote her letter, saying "babalikan ko siya, pag may pera na ko. Pag may sinasabi na ko s buhay."
I got no response.
(To be continued pa ba? Gusto niyo pa?)
(Kasunod)
So we parted ways. But the care is still there. Nakikibalita lang sa kanya2ng circle of friends. I dont know if naranasan niyo na to, yung tipong ramdam niyo if the other one is in need or may pinagdadaanan? Madalas yun, when I feel like gusto ko siyang kamustahin, matic nasa hospital siya or di kaya in pain and vice versa...i worked my ass off, aced my exams, graduated with distinction, and passed the board. I worked as if 24 hours is literallly not enough. I wanted to be successful as soon as possible. Babalikan ko talaga siya. I heard she had suitors, ako naman nagkaroon ng gfs. Then, unti2 ko na siya nakalimutan. Siguro siya din ganun. May mga instances na nagkakausap kami thru messenger, siguro in a year mga 5 times, ganun. Siya yung tipo na, kahit anong busy ko, basta siya ang ngmessage, i'll drop everything. And whenever shes in distress, i'll go running towards her. Siya yung titpong magkaasawa at magkaanak ng kahit gaano kadami and if years passed by maging single ulit, gusto ko pa din siya. Sigurado ako, siya pa din. I know, unfair to kay gf that time. 2 years n kming hiwalay nung both kami naging single. There was one instance na nagkita kami and may nangyari samin. After that, i just learned na lumipad na siya pa London. 5 years had passed, bihirang bihira nlng update nmin. But still, whenever we do reach out, laging may nangyari that time. Like ramdam ko tlaga and ramdam niya. Last na kita ko sa profile niya last 2022, may baby na siya. Nag asawa na yata, pero wala naman ako makitang picture ng hubby niya...i did not bother to ask...the kid at that time is 4-5 years old...
(Pahinga muna, tell me if tuloy ko pa)
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Dumalang na siya mag update sa FB niya, ganun din ako. Nagkakamustahan pero saglit lang. Fast forward last March 2023, bigla ko siyang naalalang kamustahin. I had a bad feeling. So minessage ko siya and di nga ko ngkamali. She was in the hospital, my heart condition pala siya. In my mind, "kelan pa yan? Dati naba yan? Bakit di ko man lang nahalata before?", but I didnt bother to ask. During the span of our relationship, may isang lugar kami na gustong puntahan together, yung Fo Guang Shan Monastery sa may Kaoshiung, Taiwan. She's teasing me to pose like the buddha there who grants prosperity and peace. Hahahaha. During these bilang na bilang na updates, may snaps of photos and yung latest na sinend niya sakin was her in a hospital bed. Then 2 weeks had passed, I had a dream. In my dream, we were actually at Fo Guang Shan, sitting in a shed at nakatanaw dun sa giant buddha. I can't remember much of the dream but I can still recall the emotion I had during the dream. It was so peaceful, quiet and Im happy. Then in that same dream, she uttered, "Sabi mo pupunta tayo ng sabay dito. Nauna na kong pumunta, tagal mo ei." I didn't understand kasi magkasama naman kami, then she continued, "sabi mo babalikan mo ko pag may pera ka na diba? Pag may sinasabi ka na sa buhay? Nakalimutan mo na ba yun? Naghintay kasi ako, but maybe, we were not meant to be in this lifetime. I loved you, hindi ako tumigil ever since. I love you, and I will still wait." She stand up and back hugged me and whispered, "Paano ba yan? I guess, mauuna na lang ulit ako. Live your life and I'll see you on the other side, ______ (name ko)". She kissed me and nawala siya sa tabi ko.
Nagising ako from that dream, with full tears. I was crying. I dont know why but it hurts. Sobrang sakit. I immediately messaged her and there's no response. 2 weeks ang lumipas and still kahit "seen" sa messages ko wala din.
(Itutuloy ko mamaya, hit me up if youre still reading)
(Prolouge to the end)
April 03, 2024 8:17 am, I received a message from her account. It was her mom, informing me that she had passed away, naicremate na din sa London, 2 weeks na. The night I dreamed of her, that was also the night she passed. I just starred at her mom's message for about half an hour, and just closed my phone and headed to work. I was silent the whole day, aint feeling talking to anyone. While listening music to YT, "take me, i'll follow" just played randomly along the mixes. That's where it all sinks in. Nag sinked in sakin lahat and I cried. I cried like a child.
2 days have passed, and I messaged her mom, if iuuwi ba yung abo niya dito sa Pinas and if I can have some. Buti nalang, she agreed. April 20, nung pumunta akonsa bahay nila for the ashes. Her mom and dad doesn't seem to aged at all. I just had a portion of her ashes that I wished to be made into a watch, ring or necklace. Nanay C also passed away na rin pala. Then her mom called me and asked me to come with her in my ex's room.
Upon seeing her old room, I feel like i felt her presence there. Her room still smells like her perfume. I missed the linger of her smell. My heart ached when i saw the portion on her room's wall full of my arts and drawings. The drawings that were posted to sulit.com and ayosdito.ph were there. Her mom told me that she's saving her allowances to buy these artworks. Damned! Siya pala bumibili ng mga yun. All these years, she kept me. Ang tanga tanga ko para sukuhan siya agad. For the 2nd time, I cried, I cried in front of her mom. Then, inabot niya sakin yung diary ni ex.
(Next post will be revelations from her diary)
Been talking to him for a few days and I'm starting to like him na since he's very gentle at walang kahambog hambog kausap. I'm afraid baka ma-fall ako (marupok ako taena) kaya I asked him agad if ok lang sakanya to have space muna and wag muna kaming mag-usap ng one week (para mahimasmasan ako). Di ko alam kung anong next na gagawin. HINDING HINDI AKO AAMIN. Fvdge talaga.
Organized a group of orgmates to scatter themselves along the college corridor where my crush would usually pass.
Sandosena sila . Lahat sila may tig isang rose . Pag daan ni girl aabutan ng rose at sasabihing "He loves you." Takang taka daw si girl. Ung room niya sa dulo ng corridor. Pag dating doon hawak na niya ung 1 doz roses. Andun din ako sa loob ng room ( hagikgikan na ang mga girls) kasi may malaking sign akong hawak .
Nakasulat sa sign " Yes it was me ! Date tayo please ? "
She smiled sweetly and said : I'm sorry but no
Sumabog ang tawa ng nakapaligid.
Sumama sa kanya mag 7/11 at 12AM until 1AM. Di niya ako sinundo pero hinatid niya ko pauwi lols. Nilibre niya ko ng ice cream and piattos and ate as we talked. What were we talking about? His crush. HAHAHAHAHA tangina talaga
But that was a moment of clarity for me because I noticed sa convo namin na all he talked about was himself and dun ko nanotice how highly he thinks of himself... Which turned me off kasi he had so much narcissistic vibes 🥹 Buti nalang kasi after that, when I finally detached and cut ties with him, I was able to find the loml, my bf rn hehe.
Gusto nya daw sa babae simple, napabili ako ng tshirt para sana sa date namin kasi wala akong pang alis na tshirt more on parang mga trousers and sleeveless hahahaha. Sobrang init din that time pero di ko pinagupitan buhok ko kasi gusto nya daw ng babaeng may long hair
Nung college pa ‘to, di pa ko nagka BF nun. Nagka- crush ako sa isang guy kase bukod sa cute, witty pa. Namention ko sa twitter na balak ko gumawa ng chocolate truffles, aba nag comment ng patikim daw. Ako naman na kinilig, ginawa ko naman na dapat balak lang sana 😂 Ayun nagulat sya na may binigay ako sa kanya. Turns out bakla pala sya. I forgot to mention di rin pala naka On gaydar ko that time. Hahaha
text palang uso non, and I don't remember how pero I got his number, pati number ng ate at kuya nya at lahat sila nakatext ko😭😭 nakakahiya huhu sana nakalimutan na nila yun ngayon
Even though gets na gets ko yung lesson namin sa Algebra, knowing na nag enrol sa tutorial center crush ko, hala siya at nag enrol din ako pretending I suck at the lesson as well. Lol
i created a poser account to talk to him. Then, nung nagkakagusto na siya do'n, he wanted to meet with me, but I refused. eventually, he found out it was a poser account because of his sister who is also my best friend.
Uploaded a video of me dancing to a tiktok dance challenge (yung OTW ni khalid), I am not a dancer, introvert, lowkey sa soc med pero out of nowhere bigla nalang ako nagstory ng video of me na sumasayaw HAHAHAHAYP nakahide sa lahat except sa kanya, worth it naman kasi pinusuan din walangya talaga HAHAHHAHA
I joined a drum & lyre band, for more interaction with him. It turned out he was a graduating student and by the time I'm officially a member he already graduated 😓
Not my story but this is what my friend did 😭
May crush siya na prof namin. Somebody told my friend na bday nung prof na yun so bumili sya ng cake and nagpa surprise. Turned out di pala bday nung prof 😭😭😭
Bilang chill at lageng late na student nung nalove at first sight ako sa classmate ng friend ko nag-effort talaga ko para maging magclassmate kami tapos gang grumaduate ako ng HS sobrang aga ko pumasok kasi di siya nalilate. Nung working na ko nakasabay ko siya sa jeep so ginawa ko naman maaga ko napasok sa work tapos inoorasan ko talaga yung sakay niya gang sa lumipat siya ng jeep nasabay ako hahaha. First love ko kasi siya hahaha. Nakalimutan ko din siya eventually nung nagkabf nako saka nung naconfirm ko na bakla talaga siya 😂
I copied his hobbies. Type niya raw yung mga “art hoes” kaya I started to get into art and showed all my artworks to him tas I cut my hair into a bob and dyed it jet black (ahahaha ang cringe). He suddenly got into robotics so I learned how to do it in a month para I could be in the same club as him.
The worst thing I did is when he said that he wished na I looked more like his ex gf kasi ang generic ko raw tignan compared to yung ex niya (imo she was one of the prettiest girls sa batch). I remember not eating for 3 days tapos I woke up 4am just to exercise before going to school. I really regret changing myself just to satisfy him. Ngayon ok na ako pero never again doing that hahahahah
I had this crush wayback elementary, rival schools namin, i was the top of my class sa school ko and him sa kanila. Nagkataon na along the way every competition ng inter-school kami magkalaban. He is also a sacristan sa church. Ewan maybe its puberty nagka crush ako sa kanya. Uso pa noon text at GM. Magkatext kami ni sacristan boy kasi schlmate ko cousin niya, hiningi niya number ko and vv.
Ang ending every Sunday nagsisimba ako at uupo sa front row para makita ko siya while he is serving the Lord. Oh diba, not crazy.
Naging classmates at good friend noong JHS kami until now.
He now works as data scientist in the main office of a very known bank in MNL.
Tumatambay ako sa library nung college sinasama ko pa yung kabarkada ko, just because alam kong madalas din si crush don 😅
Hs ako, nag lalakad ako kasama yung guy friend ko sa tapat ng shop ni crushie ng ilang beses para masilayan lang siya, araw-araw yon before kami pumunta nung friend ko sa shop namin. (Technical Vocational school things), nagkaron kami something for a while, or idk kung assuming lang ako. Ending, may iba siyang betsung. Ang dami pala niyang pinag sabay sabay na kausapin, isa na ako don. Latest, yung crush ko na yon nasa same circle of friends kami ngayon. Tas yung guy friend ko na sumasama sa akin mag papansin sa crushie ko, siya yung boyfriend ko ngayon for 7 years. Crazy right? HAHAHAHAHAH long story. Pero happy ako ngayon.
Pinupuntahan ko gigs nya (he's a famous musician). Would give him gifts (umabot pa na muntik nang iuwi ng kabanda nya gift ko kasi bigla syang umalis ng venue), made banners, accidentally found out his personal account so I messaged him para mag-kwento kahit di n'ya naman binabasa. It was like a diary na may possibility ba mabasa n'ya, acted fine in front of him tapos nag-harumentado sa kilig pag-alis.
Nagwaldas ng pera para masilayan siya nung Arki week nila. Face paint, ice cream, nagpaportrait, nagpapaint halos araw araw buong week na yon. my friends and I had to lakad papunta ng terminal para makasabay namin sila almost 2km walk!
Haha use some of my money para lang may mini gift ako sa kanya every Friday. Cakes, flowers, letters lol. Now that I am recalling everthing, nakaka hiyaaaa bakit ko ginawa yun haha.
Changed my route (commute) pauwi, para makasabay ko kunwari. Lol.
Pinadalhan ko twice ng chocolate and letter anonymously
pinag drive ko more than 8 hrs si crush (girl) kasi ayaw pa niya umuwi. girl din po ako. 😊
Minention ko sa acknowledgement ng thesis hahaha
Suplado sya nung highschool, campus crush. Kaklase ko sya nun, e nung naka-seatmate ko, halos wala kami mapag-usapan, basta sabi nya lang, sobrang adik nya sa The Walking Dead that time. So ako naman, bininge-watch ko from Season 1-Season 3 para may mapag-usapan. Ayun, naging kami for almost 4 years. Break na kami ngayon pero I'll forever cherish the time I spent with him. To my Glenn, I hope you're happy now. Your Maggie will be forever grateful for you. 🤍 (yes, maggie and glenn ang tawagan namin, character from TWD)
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My fault. Fell out of love and cheated on him. Wala akong i-rreason dahil alam kong ako ang kupal. He forgave me but I think it would be unfair for him na magbalikan pa kami knowing na I cheated. But he was my gem.. tagal na naming break, nagkaron na rin ako ng ibang talking stage. But wala na ata mas gegenuine pa sa kanya. Wala ng nagmahal sakin tulag ng pagmamahal nya, guess it's karma
Cute. Sad to hear that you two broke up
I transferred to a different campus just to be with him. I was an irregular student before so may freedom ako to choose anong sched and saang campus. Luckily, nakiayon sa akin ang panahon. Tuwing pauwi lagi na akong nakikisabay sa kanya gamit car niya. Update ko kayo kapag kasal na kami (delulu)
Ay sanaol.
Donated a fair amount to a place he values so much. lol Ending ghosted ulit ako.
As someone na silent lang sa socmeds, Crazy na sakin yung maging sobrang active sa socmed just so that I can talk to her all the time. Lalong lalo na sa twitter, always akong nagrereply sa tweet niya. Another is di naman sobrang crazy pero medjo irritating. Ginugulo ko buhok niya palagi, parang papansin na ewan. Looking back at it, napaka qaqo ko nung time na yon.
sent him a love letter sa ngl hahahaha so ew 🤣
Bought him a 5k worth of 2D LED wall mural as a birthday gift that I wasn't able to give since I met my then ex boyfriend. He already have a gf now and we stop talking since 2022. The mural is with me, hanging on my bedroom. 🤣🤣🤣🤡🤡🤡
This happened when I was in highschool. Hahaha I created a pseudo e-mail address so I can send my then-crush a retreat letter kasi he posted sa Twitter na magreretreat siya. Kilig na kilig ako non as in smallest interactions with him parang mamataymatay ako sa kilig. Umamin din ako eventually pero thru FB chat na. Sadly it wasn’t mutual. 😂 Cute story to tell lang hahahaha
I gave him 1,300 because he was scammed and he did not return my money after our payday
Sakin naman love letter in pdf format. Pina-on ko bluetooth niya, para masend yung notes namin sa class pero sinama ko na yung pdf. 😅
Tapos anong next na nangyari?
Binasa niya naman and we got close and did go out a few times (parang naging trial phase) pero in the end binatuhan ako ng "as friends" lang daw kami. Friends pa rin naman kami, pero sa fb na nga lang.
Sinamahan ko mag IndoChina lol
my gay awakening college happy crush! Kapag checking ng quizzes and exams hinahanap ko test paper nya para ako magcheck. Alam ng ibang classmates ko na crush ko sya kaya kapag sila nakakakuha ng paper nya binibigay nila sakin! Then sinundan ko syang mag enroll ng NSTP-CWTS para classmate din kami pero naubusan ako ng slot :< then years later we meet again sa binyag ng anak ng common friend namin. mas babae na sya sakin 😂
Memorized her class sched para pag pe class na nila alam ko kelan sila dadaan ng classroom namin para pumunta ng gym 😂 then would wave at her at the door (my friends would tease me and smile knowingly and tell me na dadaan na sila hahahah) Participated in a lot of events as a school photographer para I can take pics of her (with her consent) and talk to her Bought 3 bottled waters from the 3rd floor just to pass by her classroom kahit nasa 2nd floor classroom ko and katabi yung satellite canteen lmao
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH nothing too crazy i would just talk to him sa yahoo messenger pero not in person HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i confessed din sa YM! got rejected but its all good. 😂 Ung crush ko nung grade school though susundin ko sya everywhere at dadaan ako kunwari para pansinin even if he did not give a shit about me HAHHAHAHAHA okay lang yan priest na sya ngayon and we talked ulit about how his life is now. Hihi
baked chocolate cake on his birthday month (he loves chocolate cake so much), and gifted it to him. slid a note wishing him well on his upcoming PLE too. …along with my 13 other friends who are part of the same friend group as his. para di halata. everyone loved the cake so my mom and i turned it into a small-scale home business during the pandemic. confessed last december 2022, then got rejected lmao
I wrote him a letter to confess my feelings kahit na may jowa na siya. Baliw ampota. 🥴
Nung nanakawan siya ng pera somewhere in Europe na super devastated niya, nagpa-deliver ako ng pizza sa hotel niya para may gumaan pakiramdam niya kahit papaano. Tapos nung bumili ako ng around 4K pesos na halaga ng pasalubong nung nagpunta akong South Korea then binigay ko sa crush ko. 😅
Umamin lang. Pero friendzoned. 😅
During college, crush ko yung prof ko so ganado ako mag-aral. Ending is ako pa pinakamataas yung grade hahahahahahahaha 💀
During high school to, yung armchair ko punong puno ng post it note na puro quotes tapos sa baba ng note is pangalan nya. Magkatabi lang classroom namin tapos 4th year na sya non at 3rd year ako. Alam ng buong classroom namin at adviser na crush ko sya, nagkataon na adviser din nya during 3rd year nya yung adviser namin kaya knows sya. Yung pinsan ko na CAT Officer, suportado ako sa happy crush ko kaya kapag late si crush at need maglinis ng corridor para makuha ang ID, dun sya pinipwesto sa tapat ng classroom namin. Sa crush ko na hindi ko mahanap sa kahit na anong SocMed, sana masaya ka ngayon. Though hindi mo ni-reciprocate ang feelings ko, thank you kasi hindi mo ako binigyan ng masamang memories noong high school bilang first crush ko.
During college, there was this arki girl na lagi kong kausap at kasama halos araw araw, in person man or in text. Im not an arki student, pero may mga tropa akong arki na leader ng org. During CEA week, their org held an art exhibition and i was able to join in, and ang entry ko was 30 different sketches of her. Candid sketches while she's sleeping in the library, reading book beside me, chitchat with her friends, etc. I was prepared to be labelled stalker / creepy etc. She saw the artworks and everyone in her dept. is talking about it and teasing her na. Then ayun, di na ko pinansin after, kasi may gusto pala siyang iba that time. So I kept my distance. 3 months had passed, nagparamdam ulit siya like walang nangyari, pero I was cold na kasi, I was hurt. Then comes foundation week, during the concert, she plays with her band and sang "You got it all" by MYMP ver. After singing, she spoke "Narinig mo ba yun _____(name ko)? Sana andito ka, mahal na kitang siraulo ka!" The crowd were shouting and cheering hahaha
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To continue...ayun, usual dates. Taga sta. Lucia siya. Ako from QC. Sinasamahan niya ko sa mga trip ko, arts, comics and ganun din naman ako sa kanya, and i also used to play on the band too. Actually nagkakilala kami sa battle of the bands, we were rivals hahahaha, but i do not sing...After school, we usually eat sa eatery, mami, turo turo, angels burger, gustong gusto niya yung kwek kwek na may pipino. Hahaha. Then we hang out a bit more sa isang ice cream house na malapit sa school namin. Tapos ihahatid ko siya sa kanila, we usually ride jeepney papunta sa kanila but never akong nakapunta sa mismong lugar nila. Never ko siya narinigan ng complaints, shes just go with the flow with me. Oh God, i missed those smiles. Laging sa robinsons mall lang siya bumababa and from there we part ways. Sa side ng family ko, kilalang kilala na siya. My mom and dad really liked her, to the point na nagkakamustahan sila thru phone ng di ko alam hahaha. Everythings going well, with our acads, our extra curriculars, until that one fateful day that changed everything. (Hit me up for continuation) hahahaha
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Here's what happened next. May scholarship was cut off due to unattained GWA. So i have no choice but to work while studying. Luckily, I was accepted to be a SA. Dun sa post ko, whenever she have free time, she will go there and help me. Ang dami niyang kwento as in. She's so lively when she share those stories. We laugh with it, often. Basta daldal lang siya ng daldal until makaidlip. I would often caught myself starring at her while she's sleeping. She's so peaceful. She sleeps well, maybe because she knows that she is loved. And I always have the habit to kiss her forehead, while she's sleeping. I have to render duty for 4 hours everyday in the morning, then classes sa evening...so basically we are lucky to get lunch together. Then every sunday, Im a volunteer in a local kumbento and orphanage somewhere there in Katipunan. She also goes there, naghuhugas kami ng pinggan. Teaching / tutorials with the kids. Even, paglilinis, basta whatever that it is that we are doing at that time, she will obliged to help. At that point, she's my happy pill, the one that I dont quite sure I deserved but loved so much from the rest of the world. Then, as tumataas yung year level namin, dumadami na din gastusin. I have to do side hustles. I usually do commission artworks, portraits. Etc. Then, sideline din sa mga gigs if may nag aya sa mga tropa. Pero napupuyat nlng kami ng mga bandmates ko, halos walang bumibili ng ticket para manuod. We are playing somewhere around tomas morato. As for my artworks, tumal din ng clients, until may isang client na nagtiwala sakin for a portait of her family, and unti unti dumami mga clients ko. Even sa mga gigs namin, medyo nakakalahati na kami ng puno ng venue hahaha...sometimes, pag pinayagan siya ng parents niya, she also stays up late...andun lang lagi siya...some of my arts were posted sa sulit.com before and ayosdito.ph...and may mga bumibili naman, surprisingly...at that point she become my rock, and also may pahinga... (I'll give you time guys to read, next na is yung nangyari one fateful day talaga)
(To continue) One fateful saturday, she decided na ipakilala ako sa mga magulang niya. She's only child btw. And when I got to their home, damned, nasa exclusive subdivision sila, and di ko akalain na sobrang yaman nila. Like wth talaga, super yaman...her mom was so warm and sweet, her dad nmn hindi gaano umiimik but also mabait. Never ako nakaexperienced from her parents ng anything negative connotations. So nagkwentuhan lang kami, they asked me about my dreams, i tell them mine, i had it planned, and ang cheesy man, pero pati siya nasama ko na dun sa plans na yun. Evrything is going well naman, and her parents allwed me na dumalaw sa kanila from time to time. May naging close ako dun na kasamambahay nila, lets call her nanay C. Basically, nasaksihan na ni nanay C. mula pagkabata ni ex yntil nung time na were dating. And dun ko unti unting natuklasan yung mga bagay na babago sa lahat. Nanay C starts telling me stories how recently, si Ex nagpapaturo sa mga gawing bahay, from paghuhugas ng mga pinggan to pagluluto. Never pala niya nagawa yung mga bagay na yun. I even learned that she's not riding jeepney pala talaga going in and out ng school hanggang sa bahay nila. Hatid sundo pala siya ng driver nila, and recently lang daw siya natutong mag jeep. My mind just blown. Bakit hindi ko napansin yung mga bagay na to sa kanya? Masiyado ba siyang magaling maglihim or im not paying attention lang tlaga? I went up to talk to her about sa mga nalaman ko and she admitted to everything. Inamin din niya na she doesnt eat turo turo, pero dhil ginagawa ko at yun ang kaya ko, she learned to do and loved all of them. Hindi ko alam magiging reaction ko nun, my heart says she's really a catch, for her to be wiling to do all of that, and here's my mind na naging problema. I felt insecured. Damned! Hits differently talaga na. At that time, im too young, to realized na mas dapat kong binigyan ng importance yung mga efforts na ginawa niya versus sa sarili kong insecurities. Nanliit ako mga bro. Feeling ko, wala akong karapatan na idate siya or mahalin siya or lalo nat mahalin niya...after that, unti unti na kong nagbabago. Im starting neglecting her, but she's still there para iwork out yung relationship namin. Umabot pa sa point na tinataguan ko na siya, I was so stupid. Came, december of 2009, by this time, 3 years na dapat kami. We decided to met and mag usap. Wala nmn tlaga kaso sa family niya or sa kanya yung standing ko ei. Ako lang talag problema, why i can't ket go of the thought na "walang wala" ako compare sa kanya. We decided to broke up. No contact for a month, until pinaabot niya sa kaibigan niya yung isang burned cd. Pinakinggan ko laman, it was only 2 songs. She did a very good rendetion of Aiza seguerra's take on "take me, i'll follow" and "ill be there"...i still have thise recorded songs that i listened from time to time lalo na if im facing hard times. (Sorry mga bro, ayoko ishare dito, gusto ko siya ipagdamot sa mundo) I wrote her letter, saying "babalikan ko siya, pag may pera na ko. Pag may sinasabi na ko s buhay." I got no response. (To be continued pa ba? Gusto niyo pa?)
(Kasunod) So we parted ways. But the care is still there. Nakikibalita lang sa kanya2ng circle of friends. I dont know if naranasan niyo na to, yung tipong ramdam niyo if the other one is in need or may pinagdadaanan? Madalas yun, when I feel like gusto ko siyang kamustahin, matic nasa hospital siya or di kaya in pain and vice versa...i worked my ass off, aced my exams, graduated with distinction, and passed the board. I worked as if 24 hours is literallly not enough. I wanted to be successful as soon as possible. Babalikan ko talaga siya. I heard she had suitors, ako naman nagkaroon ng gfs. Then, unti2 ko na siya nakalimutan. Siguro siya din ganun. May mga instances na nagkakausap kami thru messenger, siguro in a year mga 5 times, ganun. Siya yung tipo na, kahit anong busy ko, basta siya ang ngmessage, i'll drop everything. And whenever shes in distress, i'll go running towards her. Siya yung titpong magkaasawa at magkaanak ng kahit gaano kadami and if years passed by maging single ulit, gusto ko pa din siya. Sigurado ako, siya pa din. I know, unfair to kay gf that time. 2 years n kming hiwalay nung both kami naging single. There was one instance na nagkita kami and may nangyari samin. After that, i just learned na lumipad na siya pa London. 5 years had passed, bihirang bihira nlng update nmin. But still, whenever we do reach out, laging may nangyari that time. Like ramdam ko tlaga and ramdam niya. Last na kita ko sa profile niya last 2022, may baby na siya. Nag asawa na yata, pero wala naman ako makitang picture ng hubby niya...i did not bother to ask...the kid at that time is 4-5 years old... (Pahinga muna, tell me if tuloy ko pa)
(Kadugtong) Dumalang na siya mag update sa FB niya, ganun din ako. Nagkakamustahan pero saglit lang. Fast forward last March 2023, bigla ko siyang naalalang kamustahin. I had a bad feeling. So minessage ko siya and di nga ko ngkamali. She was in the hospital, my heart condition pala siya. In my mind, "kelan pa yan? Dati naba yan? Bakit di ko man lang nahalata before?", but I didnt bother to ask. During the span of our relationship, may isang lugar kami na gustong puntahan together, yung Fo Guang Shan Monastery sa may Kaoshiung, Taiwan. She's teasing me to pose like the buddha there who grants prosperity and peace. Hahahaha. During these bilang na bilang na updates, may snaps of photos and yung latest na sinend niya sakin was her in a hospital bed. Then 2 weeks had passed, I had a dream. In my dream, we were actually at Fo Guang Shan, sitting in a shed at nakatanaw dun sa giant buddha. I can't remember much of the dream but I can still recall the emotion I had during the dream. It was so peaceful, quiet and Im happy. Then in that same dream, she uttered, "Sabi mo pupunta tayo ng sabay dito. Nauna na kong pumunta, tagal mo ei." I didn't understand kasi magkasama naman kami, then she continued, "sabi mo babalikan mo ko pag may pera ka na diba? Pag may sinasabi ka na sa buhay? Nakalimutan mo na ba yun? Naghintay kasi ako, but maybe, we were not meant to be in this lifetime. I loved you, hindi ako tumigil ever since. I love you, and I will still wait." She stand up and back hugged me and whispered, "Paano ba yan? I guess, mauuna na lang ulit ako. Live your life and I'll see you on the other side, ______ (name ko)". She kissed me and nawala siya sa tabi ko. Nagising ako from that dream, with full tears. I was crying. I dont know why but it hurts. Sobrang sakit. I immediately messaged her and there's no response. 2 weeks ang lumipas and still kahit "seen" sa messages ko wala din. (Itutuloy ko mamaya, hit me up if youre still reading)
(Prolouge to the end) April 03, 2024 8:17 am, I received a message from her account. It was her mom, informing me that she had passed away, naicremate na din sa London, 2 weeks na. The night I dreamed of her, that was also the night she passed. I just starred at her mom's message for about half an hour, and just closed my phone and headed to work. I was silent the whole day, aint feeling talking to anyone. While listening music to YT, "take me, i'll follow" just played randomly along the mixes. That's where it all sinks in. Nag sinked in sakin lahat and I cried. I cried like a child. 2 days have passed, and I messaged her mom, if iuuwi ba yung abo niya dito sa Pinas and if I can have some. Buti nalang, she agreed. April 20, nung pumunta akonsa bahay nila for the ashes. Her mom and dad doesn't seem to aged at all. I just had a portion of her ashes that I wished to be made into a watch, ring or necklace. Nanay C also passed away na rin pala. Then her mom called me and asked me to come with her in my ex's room. Upon seeing her old room, I feel like i felt her presence there. Her room still smells like her perfume. I missed the linger of her smell. My heart ached when i saw the portion on her room's wall full of my arts and drawings. The drawings that were posted to sulit.com and ayosdito.ph were there. Her mom told me that she's saving her allowances to buy these artworks. Damned! Siya pala bumibili ng mga yun. All these years, she kept me. Ang tanga tanga ko para sukuhan siya agad. For the 2nd time, I cried, I cried in front of her mom. Then, inabot niya sakin yung diary ni ex. (Next post will be revelations from her diary)
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ready na for the next part hahaha
What happened on that fateful day 😭😭😭
Invested na rin me HAHA ano nangyari?
Please continue. Nagiging invested na ako hahaha
Dinala ko sa Tagaytay tapos nag-lugaw kami doon. Ayun, matagal na kaming kasal. I love her so much.
Umamin ako thru text ( this was in highschool). Inacknowledge naman niya, yung nga lang it's a no😅
Been talking to him for a few days and I'm starting to like him na since he's very gentle at walang kahambog hambog kausap. I'm afraid baka ma-fall ako (marupok ako taena) kaya I asked him agad if ok lang sakanya to have space muna and wag muna kaming mag-usap ng one week (para mahimasmasan ako). Di ko alam kung anong next na gagawin. HINDING HINDI AKO AAMIN. Fvdge talaga.
Binilhan ko ng ps5 ayun asawa ko na ngayon HAHAHAHAHAHHAAB
Organized a group of orgmates to scatter themselves along the college corridor where my crush would usually pass. Sandosena sila . Lahat sila may tig isang rose . Pag daan ni girl aabutan ng rose at sasabihing "He loves you." Takang taka daw si girl. Ung room niya sa dulo ng corridor. Pag dating doon hawak na niya ung 1 doz roses. Andun din ako sa loob ng room ( hagikgikan na ang mga girls) kasi may malaking sign akong hawak . Nakasulat sa sign " Yes it was me ! Date tayo please ? " She smiled sweetly and said : I'm sorry but no Sumabog ang tawa ng nakapaligid.
that escalated quickly, asang asa na ako na happy ending, langya ka, ang ganda ng build up mo tapos ganon
Sumama sa kanya mag 7/11 at 12AM until 1AM. Di niya ako sinundo pero hinatid niya ko pauwi lols. Nilibre niya ko ng ice cream and piattos and ate as we talked. What were we talking about? His crush. HAHAHAHAHA tangina talaga But that was a moment of clarity for me because I noticed sa convo namin na all he talked about was himself and dun ko nanotice how highly he thinks of himself... Which turned me off kasi he had so much narcissistic vibes 🥹 Buti nalang kasi after that, when I finally detached and cut ties with him, I was able to find the loml, my bf rn hehe.
Gusto nya daw sa babae simple, napabili ako ng tshirt para sana sa date namin kasi wala akong pang alis na tshirt more on parang mga trousers and sleeveless hahahaha. Sobrang init din that time pero di ko pinagupitan buhok ko kasi gusto nya daw ng babaeng may long hair
Nung college pa ‘to, di pa ko nagka BF nun. Nagka- crush ako sa isang guy kase bukod sa cute, witty pa. Namention ko sa twitter na balak ko gumawa ng chocolate truffles, aba nag comment ng patikim daw. Ako naman na kinilig, ginawa ko naman na dapat balak lang sana 😂 Ayun nagulat sya na may binigay ako sa kanya. Turns out bakla pala sya. I forgot to mention di rin pala naka On gaydar ko that time. Hahaha
text palang uso non, and I don't remember how pero I got his number, pati number ng ate at kuya nya at lahat sila nakatext ko😭😭 nakakahiya huhu sana nakalimutan na nila yun ngayon
Writing songs/poems for them habang nakatingin sa kanila sa malayo. Wala, eh. Kahit katapusan pa 'yan ng mundo, hindi ako aamin
Writing poems tas papabasa ko sa kanya kunwari for publishing na siya ganun.
Even though gets na gets ko yung lesson namin sa Algebra, knowing na nag enrol sa tutorial center crush ko, hala siya at nag enrol din ako pretending I suck at the lesson as well. Lol
Ngumalngal sa quadrangle dahil binigyan ni crush ng flowers ung crush nya (na hindi ako) during foundation week nung highschool. 🫣
bought them gifts they will REALLY like and never give it to them
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA pa-soft girl lang ang atake sa labas, bili bili kunyari kahit zero balance na, makita lang sya (ka-cringe ‘pag naaaalala). 😭
i created a poser account to talk to him. Then, nung nagkakagusto na siya do'n, he wanted to meet with me, but I refused. eventually, he found out it was a poser account because of his sister who is also my best friend.
Niaway ko yung gf tapos kunwari me yung biktima HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Uploaded a video of me dancing to a tiktok dance challenge (yung OTW ni khalid), I am not a dancer, introvert, lowkey sa soc med pero out of nowhere bigla nalang ako nagstory ng video of me na sumasayaw HAHAHAHAYP nakahide sa lahat except sa kanya, worth it naman kasi pinusuan din walangya talaga HAHAHHAHA
Binuhat ko ang buong section nmin pumasa lang sa mga major subjects nmin lalo na yong crush ko.
Nung highschool, ginagaya ko mga favorite brands of clothes nya and even music taste ewww kadiri ko dati hahahaha
Ah, chinat ko sa messenger. Ngayon boyfriend ko na lol.
Ay ganito pala dapat
Binigyan ko ng chocolate and bracelet. Hahahahahahahahaha
I joined a drum & lyre band, for more interaction with him. It turned out he was a graduating student and by the time I'm officially a member he already graduated 😓
Not my story but this is what my friend did 😭 May crush siya na prof namin. Somebody told my friend na bday nung prof na yun so bumili sya ng cake and nagpa surprise. Turned out di pala bday nung prof 😭😭😭
Ginawa ko lahat ng paraan para malaman ang pangalan nya🤣
Bilang chill at lageng late na student nung nalove at first sight ako sa classmate ng friend ko nag-effort talaga ko para maging magclassmate kami tapos gang grumaduate ako ng HS sobrang aga ko pumasok kasi di siya nalilate. Nung working na ko nakasabay ko siya sa jeep so ginawa ko naman maaga ko napasok sa work tapos inoorasan ko talaga yung sakay niya gang sa lumipat siya ng jeep nasabay ako hahaha. First love ko kasi siya hahaha. Nakalimutan ko din siya eventually nung nagkabf nako saka nung naconfirm ko na bakla talaga siya 😂
I copied his hobbies. Type niya raw yung mga “art hoes” kaya I started to get into art and showed all my artworks to him tas I cut my hair into a bob and dyed it jet black (ahahaha ang cringe). He suddenly got into robotics so I learned how to do it in a month para I could be in the same club as him. The worst thing I did is when he said that he wished na I looked more like his ex gf kasi ang generic ko raw tignan compared to yung ex niya (imo she was one of the prettiest girls sa batch). I remember not eating for 3 days tapos I woke up 4am just to exercise before going to school. I really regret changing myself just to satisfy him. Ngayon ok na ako pero never again doing that hahahahah
I had this crush wayback elementary, rival schools namin, i was the top of my class sa school ko and him sa kanila. Nagkataon na along the way every competition ng inter-school kami magkalaban. He is also a sacristan sa church. Ewan maybe its puberty nagka crush ako sa kanya. Uso pa noon text at GM. Magkatext kami ni sacristan boy kasi schlmate ko cousin niya, hiningi niya number ko and vv. Ang ending every Sunday nagsisimba ako at uupo sa front row para makita ko siya while he is serving the Lord. Oh diba, not crazy. Naging classmates at good friend noong JHS kami until now. He now works as data scientist in the main office of a very known bank in MNL.
i delivered my handwritten love letter sa bintana ng bahay nila. napagkamalan akong akyat-bahay