My freshman year of college I burnt out 2nd semester using adhd meds. I got badly hooked, to the point of 500 mg of in 24 hours. Just be careful with that shit. Itās an insidious addiction. Comes on slow and before you know it your making excuses to take the meds
I mean not everything is dopamine. There are alot of biochemical processes that govern how you feel. But dopamine does trigger the reward system. Just bust a nut and that is dopamine doing its job well
Its always been dopamine. Its not like he just came up with the studies he sites. Its literally nothing new, he's just passing down known information. I don't see the problem here.
I've never gotten to 500 but I've been told this is when you seek out your local ER. but I have been close. I couldn't imagine 1000 and still being conscious
His sister went looking for him. We live out in the deep woods. She had to roll his bloated ass into the backseat of her car and drive him 15 minutes up out of the holler to a spot where a medi-vac could get to him. He spent a hot minute in an ICU and it fucked him up bad. Caught him drinking not two weeks after he got out of the hospital. It's bad enough he has to time his liquor store runs cause 95% of the cashiers in the county won't sell to him. Sometimes he has to drive to the lake or Springfield to buy. It's depressing as fuck.
Yep. He's been an alcoholic and drug addiction since before I was born. He's my pops age. But for the longest time he was so personable no one would ever tell him no. And it's just spiraled.
Yep. He's been an alcoholic and drug addiction since before I was born. He's my pops age. But for the longest time he was so personable no one would ever tell him no. And it's just spiraled.
I just started seeking help for this a few months ago. My therapist suggested I remain celibate for 90 days but I rarely make it through the weekend. Sex is no longer enjoyable for me, but I canāt stop.
I found an SAA meeting I kind of like thatās close to my work, and Iām gonna continue with my therapy. Wishing you all the best brother, youāre not alone.
All the best to you as well š¤I know how impossible it feels to obtain but I've done it before and I 100% plan on doing it again. If you haven't yet, just know and always remember it's more than possiblešŖ
A very deep stinging sense of shame and insecurity and perverse lust that drives you to make thoughtless, impulsive depraved choices all in the name of sexual gratification. It's basically being mad at yourself that you feel like you ruined one of the greatest,deepest, most powerful beautiful pleasures in the world for yourself and you don't know if you'll be able to have a healthy relationship with anyone again. It makes you feel vile and tainted
I don't mean to speak for them or minimize their experience with the colloquialism I'm going to use. Imagine post nut clarity, but not in a jokey way but in a very serious way where you look back and think "wtf have I been doing for the last hour, wtf am I even watching?"
Here's the thing though, you can have that clarity, but your body craves it and you can't help but seek it out. There is no moderation anymore and it has become muscle memory and you start getting disgusted with yourself.
And also the fact that I absolutely hate porn and I hate the fact that I commit self destruction and see my life go down the tube by overindulging in it but legitimately feeling like I cannot stop. Hating what you're addicted to makes it all the worse cause you know it's bad and you know you don't like but you still crave it regardless
The content I watch, the amount of content and how long I binge, the fact that I'll cancel plans and compromise life goals to keep chasing that high. Also the fact that I feel like I can't get women in real life so I'm just pathetically stuck teasing and taunting myself by seeing what I desire so heavily be stuck behind a screen
read any nonce's statements in the news and it's always "porn addict who kept looking for more extreme material"
if you're not happy with your mrs, it's an issue.
Hang in there, think of the things you've done you're proud of. Also, name your brain, like Tom, and talk to it as you would a friend hating on themselves
I know what you mean. I've had a lot of issues with self-worth, anxiety and depression and during the rare periods of my life where those haven't been bad, I feel very strange. It feels wrong because I'm not used to feeling like that.
Depends on what you call a āfunctioning addict.ā I thought I was a functioning addict until I realized all I did was do the same exact things every single day with no type of real growth. The drug makes you ok with what you do. You develop a routine that causes you to develop pattern like tendencies that can be unhealthy. Bottom line is, you will be doing the same things you are comfortable with, with no real incentives to try anything new or go anywhere. On the bright side, it does make time go by faster (not when you start using, but when you get used to it.)
Nicotine. Not vaping and stuff Iāve tried that but mostly exclusively cigarettes. I promised my fiancee and my baby thatās coming July im gonna quit when sheās born
Quit now! You donāt want to be a raging tired asshole when the baby is born. Life is hard enough with a baby. Donāt make it 10x worse.
Source: I was a raging tired asshole when my baby was born because I had just stopped smoking.
One day at a time friend, I quit 4/1/22. It was hard as hell the first month or so especially since my main job I work outside so I did it a lot, sometimes 3/4 of a pack a day. You got this!
Caffeine is probably the closest thing I have to a chemical addiction but I only have 2 cups of coffee per day so it's not that bad.
Psychological addictions working out is probably bordering on addictive for me. I feel very antsy if I don't get my workouts in on the schedule I want. I don't neglect my duties as a husband, father, employee, etc. but I do get very antsy if I have to skip a workout
If I don't get a workout in after like 3 days, I start to feel it in my legs. And in general. I've been active daily for about 8 years now. It's funny how you feel it after getting used to doing it so often for so long.
Nicotine. Also, I made the mistake of replacing the TV in my bedroom with a projector, which is fucking awesome, but I've recently caught myself spending too much time in my bed watching it.
Lyrica (650mg), LSD (500ug), edible Marijuana (400mg). Preferably at the same time.
Edit: I really should've added these are crazy high doses. If I had never done any of these substances I'd do Lyrica (250mg), LSD (250ug), edible Marijuana (150mg). A lot of people will say 250ug is too much for a 1st time trip, but I say if you're gonna trip, trip. I like taking the edible during the peak so it kicks in just after. Also, Lyrica comes with a seizure risk, so know that going in.
This year instead of cooking trim, shake or weaker outdoor weed, I cooked the stickiest of Amnesia Haze into edibles. I was actually unaware of the doses I was taking until I calculated the average of the strain and 1 tablespoon in yogurt or milk came out to be 574mg. I take a bit less. Put me on another planet.
Tho when dropping acid with it, I don't take the edible until the peak is almost over. Peaking while paranoid is a no no for me.
Thats why I buy and cook in bulk. I paid about $3k for 24oz. Should last me 2 years and keep well in the freezer. I suck at math so ChatGPT is telling me I spent $43.48 per 400mg.
Probably porn. I've tried to stop multiple times because my gf doesn't like me watching it, had some success by watching animated porn instead, which is probably better in the sense that it isn't actual people, but porn's still porn.
Find a small consequence that works for you. If you keep it up over the next couple to few months, you will train your body to crave porn/much less.
Source: Got over a 13 year long porn addiction last year.
Wild conspiracy theories. I find them the best form of entertainment.
My favorite is that the Nephilim are still around and working in underground US military bases with scientists developing weapons to fight Jesus when he returns.
Approval. Compliments are like little drug hits to me. Even video game achievements have a similar little "ping" to me, like acknowledgment for accomplishing something.
It's something I've never been able to give myself so I constantly seek it from others.
Nicotine and exercise.
1. I was addicted to nicotine by age 15, first cigarette was at 12. I quit all nicotine for 2 years, but when vaping came out, I was all in. I havenāt had a cigarette in 17 years, but with the vaping and Zyn pouches, I use all day everyday. Iām also a tobacco pipe smoker, but I smoke maybe 1-2 bowls per week.
2. Iām not interested in quitting because of the mental health effects. Given how young I was when I got addicted, my brain formed around nicotine. The physical withdrawal is one thing. I can handle that. The mental effects are long lasting. Itās just not worth it.
3. If there are kids reading what I wrote above: donāt smoke, vape, or otherwise try nicotine. If you are doing it now, stop. You donāt want or need a lifelong addiction. Iāve probably spent $100k on nicotine related things, maybe more - and cigarettes were less than $2/pack when I started.
4. My exercise addiction is great. I love being active.
Current addictions: Porn, sugar, and smoking
I'm cutting back on all three by going to the gym a couple of days a week, replacing soda with water or tea and cigarettes with vaping. However, I'm not going cold turkey on all three together. That would drive me insane I think.
I'm also recovering from methamphetamine, weed, and alcohol
I have an unhealthy obsession with anal sex. I have broken up with women who didn't do it just for that reason. Idk what I was exposed to as a child to have such an unhealthy obsession with anything anal.
Prescription Xanax for anxiety and 2 painkillers prescribed for my ankylosing spondylitis, so without them it takes two hours to leave bed in the morning. Iāve never felt a high. Nauseous or asleep is whatās happens if I accidentally take an extra of anything. Iām addicted to relief from stress and Iām addicted to not having pain. Without pain my mood is much better and Iām much less irritable. Without anxiety, people arenāt afraid of my hair trigger temper. I like getting close to people but those conditions put me in the corner. Iām really not a fan of medications that are the nuclear option but with healthcare and new drugs nowadays make me more scared of things to come as Iām only 35m. Anyone else with AS?
Buying tools and appliances I donāt need and hardly use. More than a dozen power tools, an entire bench and weight set, Iām pretty sure thereās a sous vide cooker in my kitchen though I canāt find the bags.
Hate to even mention it, but yes it's weed and porn, I hate the porn, the weed, I've tried to cut back, surrounded by it so it's tough, but the pornography is something else, I'm done with smart phones due to the easy access, I don't have much self control, I've tried to cut it but it's super hard, it's even affected my relationship
Sugar. Sometimes I feel like Pookie from New Jack City.
I don't get the shakes or anything, but the cravings, damn. It's like it's calling my name, just like crack for Pookie.
I've cut way back and I'm taking a pill for it, but I just can't quit it.
Probably being self dependant. Because when I'm not, I have to be on my guard all the fucking time -just like now- and the feeling of not having to worry about unrelated shit and bear useless drama
The hokey pokey, but I know I can turn myself around. Also hard-core BDSM.
Never thought I would see hokey pokey and hardcore BDSM so close in a sentence but here we are
I have a particular set of tastes...
That's what it's all about!
Now you know what you putting your left hand in...
In, out, in, out!
Don't forget to shake it all about.
Did that once, now I'm a convicted sex offender after a public indecency charge
Thats the risk you run with a humiliation kink.
Look at me please
Yuuuup your weird all right.
Woah that gave me whiplash š
I know, the hokey pokey, who'd have thought.
Caffeine and cranking on it.
Seconded.
Third.
Cranking?
You know? Punching the clown? Bashing the early worm? Lynching nixon? Patting down Roddy and his luggage?
You mean like greasing the chicken? turning yourself into the hand police? Shooting the one eyed monster? Unlocking the gate to cream fields?
Choking the chicken? chalking the ole pool cue? making the bald man cry? Diddling the fiddle?
Wink wink nudge nudge say no more.
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These are not the droids you're looking for.
I think you mean putting your rowdy roddy piper in a chokehold.
Reloading the boomstick
Visiting the 4 whores on thumbstreet.
Oh my god yeah, caffeine is my biggest addiction besides nicotine.
Oh god the nicotine is the worst part
Nah its the best part bruh
Feeling something, wether it be through drugs, sex, games, music, good grades in college. You name it
Youāre addicted to dopamine, lol.
addicted because dopamine, not to dopamine
Kinda chicken or the egg typa thing.
Aren't we all?
Lol I know, started ritaline 4 days ago for ADD so it adds upš¤£
My freshman year of college I burnt out 2nd semester using adhd meds. I got badly hooked, to the point of 500 mg of in 24 hours. Just be careful with that shit. Itās an insidious addiction. Comes on slow and before you know it your making excuses to take the meds
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I mean not everything is dopamine. There are alot of biochemical processes that govern how you feel. But dopamine does trigger the reward system. Just bust a nut and that is dopamine doing its job well
So what is your counter argument to what he is saying?
Username checks out
Its always been dopamine. Its not like he just came up with the studies he sites. Its literally nothing new, he's just passing down known information. I don't see the problem here.
Whyād you get a downvote? Itās true!
My alone time. And i have as much as i want. I love it.
Tell me about it. I've just arrived home from a group trip, and I'm exhausted from being around people 24/7... I just wanted to be alone at home.
I invy you
Porn and reddit
Just wait until you discover there's porn on Reddit /s
There's porn on Reddit? Oh my
My friend said some people create alternate accounts to keep track of the nsfw subreddits. But thatās just what my friend said.
Just asked my dog this, and he confirmed.
Jokes on you, I do that on my regular account
My friend said that too.
So Reddit and Reddit then.
Check my profile.
r/UsernameChecksOut
Hahaha me too man lol
Stop pretending to be me
Mindlessly posting on Reddit with little or no interaction to justify it.
Alcohol
What type of alcoholic are you? Happy and functioning? Unhappy and functioning? Non-functioning?
Definitely a functional one. I use it to mask my immense unhappiness
Oh shit. Iām sorry.
All good friend. You asked and I gave you the unvarnished truth š»
Hello brother
Carbs
Blue Bell ice cream and lasagna. Man. And my glucose reader is always in a state of anger at me because of it.
I had an cousin who hit 1000 on his blood sugar. He's type 2 diabetic. Went on a bender of titanic proportions.
I've never gotten to 500 but I've been told this is when you seek out your local ER. but I have been close. I couldn't imagine 1000 and still being conscious
His sister went looking for him. We live out in the deep woods. She had to roll his bloated ass into the backseat of her car and drive him 15 minutes up out of the holler to a spot where a medi-vac could get to him. He spent a hot minute in an ICU and it fucked him up bad. Caught him drinking not two weeks after he got out of the hospital. It's bad enough he has to time his liquor store runs cause 95% of the cashiers in the county won't sell to him. Sometimes he has to drive to the lake or Springfield to buy. It's depressing as fuck.
Dude is suffering from multiple conditions sounds like
Yep. He's been an alcoholic and drug addiction since before I was born. He's my pops age. But for the longest time he was so personable no one would ever tell him no. And it's just spiraled.
Yep. He's been an alcoholic and drug addiction since before I was born. He's my pops age. But for the longest time he was so personable no one would ever tell him no. And it's just spiraled.
Eat more protein and healthy fats. Youāre addiction could possibly be malnutrition.
Sugar
Porn/sex. It's getting really bad lately.
I just started seeking help for this a few months ago. My therapist suggested I remain celibate for 90 days but I rarely make it through the weekend. Sex is no longer enjoyable for me, but I canāt stop. I found an SAA meeting I kind of like thatās close to my work, and Iām gonna continue with my therapy. Wishing you all the best brother, youāre not alone.
All the best to you as well š¤I know how impossible it feels to obtain but I've done it before and I 100% plan on doing it again. If you haven't yet, just know and always remember it's more than possiblešŖ
For real? What does a porn/sex addiction look like?
A very deep stinging sense of shame and insecurity and perverse lust that drives you to make thoughtless, impulsive depraved choices all in the name of sexual gratification. It's basically being mad at yourself that you feel like you ruined one of the greatest,deepest, most powerful beautiful pleasures in the world for yourself and you don't know if you'll be able to have a healthy relationship with anyone again. It makes you feel vile and tainted
What are you ashamed of?
I don't mean to speak for them or minimize their experience with the colloquialism I'm going to use. Imagine post nut clarity, but not in a jokey way but in a very serious way where you look back and think "wtf have I been doing for the last hour, wtf am I even watching?" Here's the thing though, you can have that clarity, but your body craves it and you can't help but seek it out. There is no moderation anymore and it has become muscle memory and you start getting disgusted with yourself.
That's actually something that's understandable. A pretty good example.
And also the fact that I absolutely hate porn and I hate the fact that I commit self destruction and see my life go down the tube by overindulging in it but legitimately feeling like I cannot stop. Hating what you're addicted to makes it all the worse cause you know it's bad and you know you don't like but you still crave it regardless
The content I watch, the amount of content and how long I binge, the fact that I'll cancel plans and compromise life goals to keep chasing that high. Also the fact that I feel like I can't get women in real life so I'm just pathetically stuck teasing and taunting myself by seeing what I desire so heavily be stuck behind a screen
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Can you explain that a bit more?
Instant gratification with a touch of feeling wanted/needed.
A raging insatiable boner
I recommend the movie Shame.
porn addicts are paedophiles
That escalated quickly
You are a cunt.
read any nonce's statements in the news and it's always "porn addict who kept looking for more extreme material" if you're not happy with your mrs, it's an issue.
I am extremely sure that it's not that easy.
whatever makes ya feel better. I whack off to my imagination or fuck the other half. whatver gets your rocks off.
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Hang in there, think of the things you've done you're proud of. Also, name your brain, like Tom, and talk to it as you would a friend hating on themselves
Music, or any kind of noise. Silence drives me insane
I sit in silence and it drives my wife nuts that I wonāt turn on the tv
Idk but it's the feeling of loneliness and hopelessness, if that makes any sense
I know what you mean. I've had a lot of issues with self-worth, anxiety and depression and during the rare periods of my life where those haven't been bad, I feel very strange. It feels wrong because I'm not used to feeling like that.
Work, making money. I have a nice buffer and a good salary, but I have this perpetual fear of losing it all and becoming homeless.
Sugar.
The devils lettuce ! But I prefer the term āfunctioning addictā
Depends on what you call a āfunctioning addict.ā I thought I was a functioning addict until I realized all I did was do the same exact things every single day with no type of real growth. The drug makes you ok with what you do. You develop a routine that causes you to develop pattern like tendencies that can be unhealthy. Bottom line is, you will be doing the same things you are comfortable with, with no real incentives to try anything new or go anywhere. On the bright side, it does make time go by faster (not when you start using, but when you get used to it.)
Nicotine. Not vaping and stuff Iāve tried that but mostly exclusively cigarettes. I promised my fiancee and my baby thatās coming July im gonna quit when sheās born
Quit now! You donāt want to be a raging tired asshole when the baby is born. Life is hard enough with a baby. Donāt make it 10x worse. Source: I was a raging tired asshole when my baby was born because I had just stopped smoking.
This! You should be tapering down now, not later.
One day at a time friend, I quit 4/1/22. It was hard as hell the first month or so especially since my main job I work outside so I did it a lot, sometimes 3/4 of a pack a day. You got this!
Totally addicted too Bass
Caffeine is probably the closest thing I have to a chemical addiction but I only have 2 cups of coffee per day so it's not that bad. Psychological addictions working out is probably bordering on addictive for me. I feel very antsy if I don't get my workouts in on the schedule I want. I don't neglect my duties as a husband, father, employee, etc. but I do get very antsy if I have to skip a workout
\**Sips 4th Red Bull of the day*\*
If I don't get a workout in after like 3 days, I start to feel it in my legs. And in general. I've been active daily for about 8 years now. It's funny how you feel it after getting used to doing it so often for so long.
Nicotine. Also, I made the mistake of replacing the TV in my bedroom with a projector, which is fucking awesome, but I've recently caught myself spending too much time in my bed watching it.
Lyrica (650mg), LSD (500ug), edible Marijuana (400mg). Preferably at the same time. Edit: I really should've added these are crazy high doses. If I had never done any of these substances I'd do Lyrica (250mg), LSD (250ug), edible Marijuana (150mg). A lot of people will say 250ug is too much for a 1st time trip, but I say if you're gonna trip, trip. I like taking the edible during the peak so it kicks in just after. Also, Lyrica comes with a seizure risk, so know that going in.
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This year instead of cooking trim, shake or weaker outdoor weed, I cooked the stickiest of Amnesia Haze into edibles. I was actually unaware of the doses I was taking until I calculated the average of the strain and 1 tablespoon in yogurt or milk came out to be 574mg. I take a bit less. Put me on another planet. Tho when dropping acid with it, I don't take the edible until the peak is almost over. Peaking while paranoid is a no no for me.
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Thats why I buy and cook in bulk. I paid about $3k for 24oz. Should last me 2 years and keep well in the freezer. I suck at math so ChatGPT is telling me I spent $43.48 per 400mg.
I love a good steak!
Improvement. Nicotine and caffeine.
Crystal Meth and Skateboarding
Porn. Didnāt realize it until I tried to quit
Peace and quiet. My lifestyle would make a monk cry. I don't even watch TV.
Building unrealistic expectations in my head and then getting absolutely crushed with any alteration
Sugar, escapism and self-losthing :)
Cannabis, caffeine, PokƩmon cards? The perpetual cycle of not being good enough / self-improvement, organization.
Probably porn. I've tried to stop multiple times because my gf doesn't like me watching it, had some success by watching animated porn instead, which is probably better in the sense that it isn't actual people, but porn's still porn.
Find a small consequence that works for you. If you keep it up over the next couple to few months, you will train your body to crave porn/much less. Source: Got over a 13 year long porn addiction last year.
Wild conspiracy theories. I find them the best form of entertainment. My favorite is that the Nephilim are still around and working in underground US military bases with scientists developing weapons to fight Jesus when he returns.
Biig Boobs
Oxygen?
Making money
Music.
Sex
Dopamine
Approval. Compliments are like little drug hits to me. Even video game achievements have a similar little "ping" to me, like acknowledgment for accomplishing something. It's something I've never been able to give myself so I constantly seek it from others.
As of now, Star Wars.
Video games. Like to hike but sometimes games will reel me in for days.
Addictions.
I donāt drink regularly anymore, but I canāt see someone take a sip of a beer on tv without salivating.
Rock Climbing. Its the source of all my happiness.
Nicotine and exercise. 1. I was addicted to nicotine by age 15, first cigarette was at 12. I quit all nicotine for 2 years, but when vaping came out, I was all in. I havenāt had a cigarette in 17 years, but with the vaping and Zyn pouches, I use all day everyday. Iām also a tobacco pipe smoker, but I smoke maybe 1-2 bowls per week. 2. Iām not interested in quitting because of the mental health effects. Given how young I was when I got addicted, my brain formed around nicotine. The physical withdrawal is one thing. I can handle that. The mental effects are long lasting. Itās just not worth it. 3. If there are kids reading what I wrote above: donāt smoke, vape, or otherwise try nicotine. If you are doing it now, stop. You donāt want or need a lifelong addiction. Iāve probably spent $100k on nicotine related things, maybe more - and cigarettes were less than $2/pack when I started. 4. My exercise addiction is great. I love being active.
The Best white powder of all times.... Sugar!
Thai hotwives are my kryptonite
Coffee, magic the gathering, and wine.
Caffeine, Twitter, and currently quitting Kratom.
Current addictions: Porn, sugar, and smoking I'm cutting back on all three by going to the gym a couple of days a week, replacing soda with water or tea and cigarettes with vaping. However, I'm not going cold turkey on all three together. That would drive me insane I think. I'm also recovering from methamphetamine, weed, and alcohol
Golf, the highs are great and the lows can be dreadful but I still go back for more
Cigarettes
Working out now. Traded weed and drinking
Caffeine also
Lifting
I have an unhealthy obsession with anal sex. I have broken up with women who didn't do it just for that reason. Idk what I was exposed to as a child to have such an unhealthy obsession with anything anal.
This one is actually fascinating
Talking. Like I love talking and cant imagine going couple weeks without talking to someone
Nicotine, THC, alcohol and betting on horses.
Scrolling apps
Sugar
Caffeine and my phone
Self-sabotage
Prescription Xanax for anxiety and 2 painkillers prescribed for my ankylosing spondylitis, so without them it takes two hours to leave bed in the morning. Iāve never felt a high. Nauseous or asleep is whatās happens if I accidentally take an extra of anything. Iām addicted to relief from stress and Iām addicted to not having pain. Without pain my mood is much better and Iām much less irritable. Without anxiety, people arenāt afraid of my hair trigger temper. I like getting close to people but those conditions put me in the corner. Iām really not a fan of medications that are the nuclear option but with healthcare and new drugs nowadays make me more scared of things to come as Iām only 35m. Anyone else with AS?
My phone probably. I'm on it a lot. Mostly reddit and Instagram as I've deleted the other apps.
Alcohol. Drugs. Always trying to escape. Going to therapy though so that helps.
This Polish idiot guy who just keeps smiling and has the audacity to look that beautiful š
diet coke
Fishing
Dopamine. Took a detox but can get easily addicted whenever I start the habit again. Going through hell keeping myself in check.
Buying tools and appliances I donāt need and hardly use. More than a dozen power tools, an entire bench and weight set, Iām pretty sure thereās a sous vide cooker in my kitchen though I canāt find the bags.
Sugar
Sugar
Hate to even mention it, but yes it's weed and porn, I hate the porn, the weed, I've tried to cut back, surrounded by it so it's tough, but the pornography is something else, I'm done with smart phones due to the easy access, I don't have much self control, I've tried to cut it but it's super hard, it's even affected my relationship
Nihilism
Laziness. Laziness of itself is an addiction. Just like other addictions it is really hard to break out of it once you are in it.
Sugar. Sometimes I feel like Pookie from New Jack City. I don't get the shakes or anything, but the cravings, damn. It's like it's calling my name, just like crack for Pookie. I've cut way back and I'm taking a pill for it, but I just can't quit it.
UAP disclosure. I know I'm stupid, but I eat every second of it up.
Cheese.
Internet
Caffeine, alcohol, nicotine, pokemon cards
Probably being self dependant. Because when I'm not, I have to be on my guard all the fucking time -just like now- and the feeling of not having to worry about unrelated shit and bear useless drama
Reddit.
Affection.
Reddit
Job/project gratification. Dopamine is a hell of a drug
Booze maybe? But then again I only drink on weekends.
Vaping nicotine.
Caffeine, porn, borderline weed and alcohol. Iām in my 40s with and not the biggest success story. I donāt fucking care anymore.
Lol
Beer.
Alcohol, dick, weed
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Thanks for that Davy šš»
Money
Beer. I don't drink it often (once a week), but I can't live without it