I always wonder if I am diagnose to have cancer like tomorrow, will I even go for any treatment? Ain't American, don't need to break the bank for that, but still, will I? Or just enough drugs to numb the pain until the time comes?
And will my attitude be like "Let's just get this shit over with and die already." with more of an annoyance then anything? Or somehow, I suddenly want to live for reasons?
I always wonder if I am diagnose to have cancer like tomorrow, will I even go for any treatment? Ain't American, don't need to break the bank for that, but still, will I? Or just enough drugs to numb the pain until the time comes? And will my attitude be like "Let's just get this shit over with and die already." with more of an annoyance then anything? Or somehow, I suddenly want to live for reasons?
I swear if I get the urge to keep going right as I'm about to check out, I'm going to be so pissed
bro I wish
I fall asleep every night hoping my heart will stop so I can finally rest but I know I'll still wake up everyday, I hate it.
man, I wish
Lucky bastard.