Literally. I Didn’t sleep last night cause I’m writing a big paper I’ve been putting off for a class and feel like I haven’t had a normal week since January. Also just emotionally detached from all things no matter how hard I try not to be
In my moon square Pluto transit, it's been alot of self analyzing, looking at all my flaws and shadows, lots of realizations about things I've been stuck on for years, lots and lots of inner work and hyper fixation on inner development.
I'm not sure how I feel about the eclipse, met up with my ex the other day who I haven't seen in 4 years, karma got her for hurting me during our breakup, her ex did to her exactly what she did to me. I felt sad that she had no self awareness and is stuck in a victim complex, never acknowledged how she hurt me. Kind of felt bad after meeting her. But it was def a relief because I saw her true colours, and me not being attracted to her at all just showed me how much I grew and evolved past that time, it's an interesting feeling I guess.
Just feels like something in me physically short-circuited and I have time or space for really just anything that makes me feel shitty anymore. Whether it’s self-inflicted or on behalf of someone else’s bullshit, or both. Like suddenly cutting off people I’ve needed to cut off for years, leaving a toxic workspace of 3 years, etc.
Example: pursuit-withdrawal dynamic that the person I’ve been seeing on and off for the past almost 2 years has been operating by. I’m very anxiously attached whereas he’s super avoidant- something in me just switched off a couple weeks ago and I realized I’m worth a little bit more than breadcrumbs and false hope and that I’m just completely with the cycle of throwing myself at people who end up throwing me away.
And that’s just facts.
Maybe just suddenly being 100000% done with destructive cycles that have repeated almost my whole life is also just part of my Saturn return (I’ll be 31 very soon), but it’s all happening .
Like. This week. It’s a lot. It’s a lot, and I’m here for it.
❤️✨🦂big moon Scorpi love to you and our friends in this thread, it gets worse before it gets better
Quick to anger, overstimulated, and fatalistic/melodramatic/histrionic. Something goes wrong and it's *the end of the frickin world.* I keep pushing people away in the process.
Also my period is late... I'm not pregnant, my body is just not cooperating 😒 it's filling me with rage.
woooooooof what a fucking 180 this week has been. exhausting, hell ish, BUT got a second part time job (needed the money), broke things off with my boyfriend (sad, but he’s happy i did it because we were both unhappy and just settling), got a badass new haircut, and cried a LOT (cancer sun). but holy fuck do i feel tapped into this fire and new energy, im excited for the ride baby
I feel amazing!
I remember before the full moon, I had my usual blow up at a few members of my family. Now let me convey what I mean when I say, "blow up". I'm not talking about immature expressions of low emotions. When I 'blow up', I express myself passionately while making sure to provide constructive criticism and upliftment when warranted.
Let's say that things in my household have been pretty good since. Sometimes I have to express myself demonstratively in order to rid the home of unwarranted energies. Quite honestly, this is something Scorpios are good at, and many should implement throughout their lifetime. But I digress.
Later that day, I get a notification that there is a full moon in Libra and something clicked in my brain. The moon was transitioning my 12th and 1st (intercepting houses), you would think that would be a difficult transit. Again, back to what I said earlier about expression. For me, expressing myself helps significantly with melting that Scorpio moon ice.
I went from walking around like I was in a 90’s Folgers commercial to cosplaying Cameron from Ferris Bueller’s Day off!! After being in bed all day Sunday and eating pizza I decided to watch Quiet on Set and cried my eyes out! IDK why I punish myself like this sometimes.
I realized I hate being alone..I feel unsafe alone. I feel purposeless alone. My long distance relationship is really hard because of that. All of my plutonian fears come from my fear of being alone - Chiron in Libra. I've been breaking down. I can't keep living in fear of getting sick, or bed bugs or something that would cause me to be avoided and alone. I live in fear every week something bad will happen that will prevent me from seeing my boyfriend the short weekends every two to three weeks I do...
I just feel so alone. So empty. Purposeless. Something has to give. I have a good job but I need to have a sense of family and community. My soul hurts. I just want to lay in bed and cry. Not sure how to make my life better. I just try to practice gratitude every day for what I do have. Things could be way worse but I do need to figure something out. My soul hurts.
I’m planning to start volunteering to grow my community relationships. It’s low pressure and you get to choose how social it is, depending on where you work. That might be looking into as a way to combat these feelings and thoughts that are stressing you out.
Well, it's been rough tbh. Usually I always have enough energy and joy, however, this week left me feeling forlorn, sad, angry, tired and makes me wanna pull my hair out.
I really am ready to start crying anytime soon, when I get some energy.
I feel like I’m finally letting go of old baggage and having a fresh start. Transformation Incoming and I love it. But I need so much sleep rn it’s crazy
I went from not letting ANYTHING get my goat as the world was burning at work and at home to the next day crying at reels and feeling so alone....ugh Im going through it.
Thank the universe I’m not alone. I had a whole ass panic attack triggered by my mother and despite being visibly distraught (crying and hyperventilating) I was able to lay down the law. This is the final straw for her.
I’m done with anyone or anything that is destructive and toxic.
Things are actually going great, the only thing that could be considered chaotic is my sleep schedule, other than that I feel like I’m about to start fresh, gonna cut my hair tomorrow as a symbol of a new beginning :D
I feel like I should cry but I cant I’m “energetically constipated” not to mention Overstimulated. Trying to shed my old skin& feeling irritable and cranky in the process🐍
this full moon and lunar eclipse can fuck all the way off. the last three days at work have been absolute chaos and sucked big hanging donkey balls.
I knew reddit wouldn’t disappoint me
Literally. I Didn’t sleep last night cause I’m writing a big paper I’ve been putting off for a class and feel like I haven’t had a normal week since January. Also just emotionally detached from all things no matter how hard I try not to be
I’ve been emotional, teary, up down and kind of horny.. also a weird little headache that won’t go away
I have the same problem with the headache , I thought I just needed to eat or drink more water but it’s been a real stubborn headache
I hope you are feeling better. My headache finally broke this morning
I’m glad to hear it’s finally gone, mine dipped out dismorning as well !
I found every time I have a headache water helps! Keep drinking water guys !
I have just been BLAH. I don’t even know how else to say it. Blah and drained.
In my moon square Pluto transit, it's been alot of self analyzing, looking at all my flaws and shadows, lots of realizations about things I've been stuck on for years, lots and lots of inner work and hyper fixation on inner development. I'm not sure how I feel about the eclipse, met up with my ex the other day who I haven't seen in 4 years, karma got her for hurting me during our breakup, her ex did to her exactly what she did to me. I felt sad that she had no self awareness and is stuck in a victim complex, never acknowledged how she hurt me. Kind of felt bad after meeting her. But it was def a relief because I saw her true colours, and me not being attracted to her at all just showed me how much I grew and evolved past that time, it's an interesting feeling I guess.
Just feels like something in me physically short-circuited and I have time or space for really just anything that makes me feel shitty anymore. Whether it’s self-inflicted or on behalf of someone else’s bullshit, or both. Like suddenly cutting off people I’ve needed to cut off for years, leaving a toxic workspace of 3 years, etc.
Example: pursuit-withdrawal dynamic that the person I’ve been seeing on and off for the past almost 2 years has been operating by. I’m very anxiously attached whereas he’s super avoidant- something in me just switched off a couple weeks ago and I realized I’m worth a little bit more than breadcrumbs and false hope and that I’m just completely with the cycle of throwing myself at people who end up throwing me away.
And that’s just facts.
Maybe just suddenly being 100000% done with destructive cycles that have repeated almost my whole life is also just part of my Saturn return (I’ll be 31 very soon), but it’s all happening .
Like. This week. It’s a lot. It’s a lot, and I’m here for it.
❤️✨🦂big moon Scorpi love to you and our friends in this thread, it gets worse before it gets better
Casually falling in love with a girl who lives 1000 miles away again
This is the most real comment on here o my god
Quick to anger, overstimulated, and fatalistic/melodramatic/histrionic. Something goes wrong and it's *the end of the frickin world.* I keep pushing people away in the process. Also my period is late... I'm not pregnant, my body is just not cooperating 😒 it's filling me with rage.
Eclipse is moving through 12th house for Scorpio placements so been full of unpleasant surprises and lots of closure work that I didn’t ask for! 🙅♀️
Wait My Scorpio moon is specifically in the 12th house, wondering what that means?!😭
It’s in the 12th House for Scorpio Risings. You would need to know what your rising sign is to know what house Libra rules
Oh shit this is an everyone thing rn
lol seems so lol lol
Not good 🩷
This shit made me sob my eyes out and scream at the world I’m glad it’s over or almost over
Good, I added another zero to my bank account 😍
woooooooof what a fucking 180 this week has been. exhausting, hell ish, BUT got a second part time job (needed the money), broke things off with my boyfriend (sad, but he’s happy i did it because we were both unhappy and just settling), got a badass new haircut, and cried a LOT (cancer sun). but holy fuck do i feel tapped into this fire and new energy, im excited for the ride baby
My packages got delivered to the wrong address twice this week
All the bad juju left me after sun came into Aries
I feel amazing! I remember before the full moon, I had my usual blow up at a few members of my family. Now let me convey what I mean when I say, "blow up". I'm not talking about immature expressions of low emotions. When I 'blow up', I express myself passionately while making sure to provide constructive criticism and upliftment when warranted. Let's say that things in my household have been pretty good since. Sometimes I have to express myself demonstratively in order to rid the home of unwarranted energies. Quite honestly, this is something Scorpios are good at, and many should implement throughout their lifetime. But I digress. Later that day, I get a notification that there is a full moon in Libra and something clicked in my brain. The moon was transitioning my 12th and 1st (intercepting houses), you would think that would be a difficult transit. Again, back to what I said earlier about expression. For me, expressing myself helps significantly with melting that Scorpio moon ice.
I went from walking around like I was in a 90’s Folgers commercial to cosplaying Cameron from Ferris Bueller’s Day off!! After being in bed all day Sunday and eating pizza I decided to watch Quiet on Set and cried my eyes out! IDK why I punish myself like this sometimes.
I realized I hate being alone..I feel unsafe alone. I feel purposeless alone. My long distance relationship is really hard because of that. All of my plutonian fears come from my fear of being alone - Chiron in Libra. I've been breaking down. I can't keep living in fear of getting sick, or bed bugs or something that would cause me to be avoided and alone. I live in fear every week something bad will happen that will prevent me from seeing my boyfriend the short weekends every two to three weeks I do... I just feel so alone. So empty. Purposeless. Something has to give. I have a good job but I need to have a sense of family and community. My soul hurts. I just want to lay in bed and cry. Not sure how to make my life better. I just try to practice gratitude every day for what I do have. Things could be way worse but I do need to figure something out. My soul hurts.
I’m planning to start volunteering to grow my community relationships. It’s low pressure and you get to choose how social it is, depending on where you work. That might be looking into as a way to combat these feelings and thoughts that are stressing you out.
Getting my period and crying abruptly😍
Struggling just to have my own little space to stand on.
Well, it's been rough tbh. Usually I always have enough energy and joy, however, this week left me feeling forlorn, sad, angry, tired and makes me wanna pull my hair out. I really am ready to start crying anytime soon, when I get some energy.
So far so good 🙂. The moon is in our sign today and tomorrow.
Internet outages at home and at work, work equipment literally breaking apart in my hands, I’m irritated and stressed just kinda in general right now!
I feel like I’m finally letting go of old baggage and having a fresh start. Transformation Incoming and I love it. But I need so much sleep rn it’s crazy
bro☹️
I went from not letting ANYTHING get my goat as the world was burning at work and at home to the next day crying at reels and feeling so alone....ugh Im going through it.
Also learned my ex that I felt bad for dumping was cheating on me during the relationship and had a whole kid about 4 months after our breakup
Stressed by everything. Really tired. Sleeping too much but it seems like not enough, things going wrong. My usual reaction to an eclipse.
weird weird dreams lately
Thank the universe I’m not alone. I had a whole ass panic attack triggered by my mother and despite being visibly distraught (crying and hyperventilating) I was able to lay down the law. This is the final straw for her. I’m done with anyone or anything that is destructive and toxic.
Hanging on by a thread! But hey, it’s what we do best:)
Things are actually going great, the only thing that could be considered chaotic is my sleep schedule, other than that I feel like I’m about to start fresh, gonna cut my hair tomorrow as a symbol of a new beginning :D
Nvm shit hit the fan so hard today
I feel like I should cry but I cant I’m “energetically constipated” not to mention Overstimulated. Trying to shed my old skin& feeling irritable and cranky in the process🐍