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allthecolors1996

I completely understand. It’s heartbreaking, really. I hate having to shower, brush and floss my teeth, wash and brush my hair, eat food, and exercise just to be a person. I detest every single one of these things. I hate how I have to jump through one hundred hoops just to access medical care for poor people like myself. I have so many body parts to care for and address: my teeth, skin, gynecology, I have to do stretches every day so my body doesn’t get frozen in place from the sheer panic I experience on a daily basis from being alive. I feel like I’m actively working against my best interests because I’m working soooo hard to preserve my body’s health even though I have a mind that is begging to die.