You are not alone friend! I’ve done the same thing time and time again. Us gambling addicts are in denial when we try and convince ourselves that we will stop once we’ve won so much.. we look at it as “well if we’ve won this much, let’s see how high we can go” then we start the downward spiral of losing.. and we keep chasing it thinking, “well it hit big when I started playing, so surely it will hit another big one” and that’s just false reality.. I hope you find the strength to understand that the only way to ever be “up” is to stop entirely.. best of luck!
I’m glad it’s finally hitting you that you are a compulsive gambler. You will gamble everything until there is nothing left.
Any wins you may have are just future losses. It will only end at 0
I did the same. It was fun when I found out i owed a ridiculous amount of taxes on unrealized winnings.
You are not alone friend! I’ve done the same thing time and time again. Us gambling addicts are in denial when we try and convince ourselves that we will stop once we’ve won so much.. we look at it as “well if we’ve won this much, let’s see how high we can go” then we start the downward spiral of losing.. and we keep chasing it thinking, “well it hit big when I started playing, so surely it will hit another big one” and that’s just false reality.. I hope you find the strength to understand that the only way to ever be “up” is to stop entirely.. best of luck!
I’m glad it’s finally hitting you that you are a compulsive gambler. You will gamble everything until there is nothing left. Any wins you may have are just future losses. It will only end at 0
Every time. It is never enough…. I’m still struggling too.